Chapter 179: Isn't it?
After the last course of meatball soup was served, it was time for the banquet to end.
Some of the little ones had only eaten half of the game and were already out playing.
After Su Bai took a sip of the ball soup, he walked out of the courtyard.
walked out with Su Bai, as well as Jiang Hanshu.
The sister-in-law and the women had to go into the house to cook the house, and they had a lot to say.
After the banquet ended, firecrackers were set off outside, and at the same time, the suona began to blow.
At the door, there was a large plate of firecrackers, and on the right was the latrine, and they had to take a detour from the path on the left.
Walking on the path, the two were silent one after another, only the crackling firecrackers kept ringing.
Along with it, there is also a strong smell of gunsmoke.
If you go back five or six years, such a big run sounds, there must be a lot of children around who are picking up guns.
The so-called picking up firecrackers is to pick up some of the scattered firecrackers that are not ringing, and then put them yourself.
This kind of loose cannon is very fast because the twist is short and it does not swing forward for a long time like a wiping cannon.
Some hands are not fast enough, and it is very easy to blow up.
Of course, now, because the conditions at home are better, there are fewer children picking up guns, and basically the guns they play with are the ones that they buy at the commissary.
Walking on the trail, Jiang Hanshu had been thinking about things with her head down, and the thunderous salute suddenly sounded, which made Jiang Hanshu shudder, because the trail was a downhill road, because of this fright, her right foot stepped on the air, and her weak body fell uncontrollably in the direction of Su Bai next to her.
Su Bai subconsciously stretched out his hand and hugged her.
It didn't feel right, and he changed from hugging to pulling.
Feeling that pulling was not right, Su Bai let go of his hand.
"You did it on purpose?" Su Bai asked with a frown.
"No, it's not." Jiang Hanshu shook his head embarrassedly.
"Thank you, thank you." Later, she thanked her again.
"What about this one?" Su Bai looked at her and asked.
Jiang Hanshu couldn't help but blush, and said, "It's not." ”
"Huh." Su Bai laughed and said, "Whatever you want, even if it is, even if I can't kiss you, we broke up, didn't we?" ”
Jiang Hanshu pursed his lips without squeaking.
After exiting the trail, the two stood for a moment beside a bare willow tree.
Next to the willow trees is the frozen river, where a few children are firing cannons.
When several of the children saw Jiang Hanshu coming, they naughtily wiped the cannon in their hands, and then threw them at Jiang Hanshu's feet.
Su Bai looked at it, walked over and kicked back the firecrackers that were still ashore.
Hearing a bang, the cannon rang out in their crowd, and a group of people were suddenly frightened and scattered.
"Not afraid of this?" Su Bai asked.
"It's not very loud, and it doesn't blow people up." Jiang Han said.
"How have you been?" Su Bai asked.
Since they are all wrong, there is no need to continue to be like a mortal enemy.
It seems like a good thing to chat like a friend.
They've never really done it before.
At that time, Jiang Hanshu said that they could not be lovers and friends, and Su Bai said that it was impossible to have this day, and it was impossible to become friends if they couldn't become lovers.
But there are no absolutes in the world, and now, can't the two of them become friends?
"Okay." Jiang Han said.
"Your grades?" Jiang Hanshu asked.
"What is my dream, you must also know, once I had two biggest dreams, one is to marry you, and the other is to open a crisp white noodle restaurant to the whole country, but the previous dream is unlikely to come true, so I can only work hard to achieve the second one, so I have been busy with the noodle restaurant recently, so I have delayed my studies." Su Bai said.
Su Bai continued: "You also know, I don't have any requirements for studying, as long as the noodle restaurant is open all over the country, it doesn't matter if I can be admitted to university or not in the future." ”
Jiang Hanshu bit his lip and asked, "You spend a lot of time in school, even if you are busy with a lot of noodle restaurants, your academic performance shouldn't be so bad, and you have come this far, why don't you go to college?" Didn't you say you were going to college before? ”
"Do you really want me to be so direct?" Su Bai looked at her and said, "Because my goal of studying hard is gone, and my goal of going to college is gone, so why do I have to study hard?" I've been working hard for more than half a year, I'm tired, can't I rest? ”
"Is it because of me?" Jiang Hanshu finally asked this sentence.
"Jiang Hanshu, you are a little self-inflicted." Su Bai said with a smile.
Jiang Hanshu's eyes were full of tears, the reason why she didn't even explain when she broke up was to make Su Bai die and let Su Bai stop liking her, because she knew that as long as her mother was there, it would be difficult for them to be together, and her mother would force her to die, and she couldn't refuse.
It's just that I didn't expect that this breakup would have an impact on Su Bai's grades.
Su Bai didn't want to study, it must be because of her!
Therefore, it is really difficult to be caught between family and love!
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." She cried and said sorry several times in a row.
She's really sorry for him!
From beginning to end, he was so good to her, but she hurt him so deeply.
But if she wants to say regret, she can't regret it, because the matter is re-enacted, and when her mother is forced to die, she will still choose this way.
For Jiang Hanshu, a mistake that he can't even regret is the most painful.
"You think you're very good, you can carry everything alone, but in the end you will find that you can't carry anything. Therefore, some things, after knowing that you can't resist it, you might as well ask one more person to carry it together, two people to carry it, even if you can't carry it, it's better than one person trying to figure out a way there. Su Bai handed her the paper in his hand.
"Brother, why is Sister Hanshu crying?" Little Orange Orange, who was playing next to him, ran over.
"There is too much smoke from firecrackers, so let's go play with your children." Su Bai said.
"Oh." The child ran away again.
Jiang Hanshu wiped away his tears and stood there again.
In the cold winter, she wore very little, and when she just ate, because there was the heat of the meal, there were many people, so her little face was still fluttering, beautiful and moving.
But now, as soon as he came out, there was no heat in the yard, and the little face immediately froze purple again.
Hey, Su Bai sighed, and then said, "Don't stand here, go home." ”
"Huh?" Jiang Hanshu looked at her puzzled.
"I used to think that even if I saw you again, my heart should not be soft, but who knows that it will still be, the wind is so strong here, do you want to have this face if you don't go home?" Su Bai asked.
"No, it's okay, at most it's freezing, no, it doesn't matter." Jiang Hanshu whispered.
"Huh." Su Bai couldn't help laughing, he saw that there was no one left and right, so he stretched out his hand and pinched her pretty face, which was already frozen purple.
Su Bai pinched it fiercely, and then asked, "Jiang Hanshu, do you really want to give up on you!?" ”
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