Peony, alias can be separated, so it will be given away......

Looking at that gentle and beautiful face, the joy of reunion after a long absence, Li Yange couldn't calm down in his heart for a long time, and at the same time, he finally realized why Peony was nicknamed "Leave".

It's just that he can't figure out why he can still see Cheng Shaojun now.

Suddenly, Li Yange was stunned, and memories appeared in his mind.

Yes, it is July 1986, the day after the college entrance examination ended, Cheng Shaojun has not yet decided to marry, and naturally half a year later, the miserable blood at the wedding is still unforgettable.

The memory of Cheng Shaojun is too long, more than 30 years, and Li Yange has experienced a lot, but he has never forgotten it.

When Li Yange was a teenager, when he was ignorant and gradually had the urge to recognize the opposite sex, the woman he was most obsessed with and liked the most was Cheng Shaojun, who lived next door and was five years older than him, a beautiful, virtuous and virtuous girl who came out of the novel.

When she was seven or eight years old in her childhood, Li Yange often went to the next door to play with Cheng Shaojun, without him, thanks to the beauty of this big sister.

At the age of fourteen or fifteen, Li Yange rarely plays with Cheng Shaojun, because there are too many friends, and there are too many novelties from the fun after the reform and opening up.

During the hormonal restlessness period of seventeen or eighteen, Li Yange almost never entered the door of her house again, this is because he gradually has a secret crush and understands what it means to be shy and shy.

It wasn't until I went to college that I learned from the telegram sent by my mother that Cheng Shaojun had promised to get married at the end of the year, which made me sleep all night.

Li Yange, who has closed himself for more than half a month and gradually matured, gradually suppressed this youthful affection in his heart. decided to wait for the Chinese New Year to return to his hometown, bring a gift to Cheng Shaojun, who is going to marry, in addition to paying tribute to the love of the deceased youth, it can also be regarded as a farewell to his love that has not yet begun.

When he returned for the Chinese New Year, Li Yange was carrying a huge sum of thousands of yuan and was about to choose a gift that matched Cheng Shaojun's needs, when he suddenly heard bad news.

At the wedding the day before he returned to his hometown, Cheng Shaojun, who was alone in the room to get married, got a Mitsubishi military thorn from somewhere, and ended his short and young life with this cold and piercing dagger that had appeared on the battlefield.

When Li Yange heard the bad news, he didn't believe anything at first, but after seeing Yu Chengli's serious expression, he gradually panicked, and ran desperately in the direction of home.

learned from the grief-stricken Cheng's mother that the day after Cheng Shaojun was sent to the hospital for treatment, he was sent to the crematorium for cremation, and his once gentle and beautiful face was completely turned into ashes and dissipated from heaven and earth.

Li Yange, who was angry, originally wanted to ask Cheng's mother why Cheng Shaojun committed suicide, but Cheng's mother was silent and fell ill in the hospital within two days.

Li Yange inquired many times later, and only then did she know from a few insiders that Cheng Shaojun was crushed by power and her fragile heart that was already pretending to be strong.

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Cheng Shaojun's name sounds very simple, but the word "peony" has a lot of meaning.

This word was specially changed by Cheng Shaojun's father when she was eight or nine years old.

As for why it was changed, that's a long story.

The Cheng family was a big family in the early years, and was a very famous entrepreneur in Rongcheng, and later after the liberation and founding of the country, some members of the Cheng family followed to the other side of the strait, with such a relationship, and the Cheng family was also implicated in the turbulent era.

Cheng Shaojun's grandfather was old and left after a few days, and Cheng's father was afraid of implicating his wife and daughter, so he also fled away with the help of his friends.

Cheng's father, who was about to leave his wife and daughter at that time, was reluctant in every way, so he changed his daughter's name to the word "peony".

Peony, the same peony, alias can be separated, so it will be given away.

This is Cheng's father in order to express his reluctance to his daughter on the occasion of parting, and his hope for the future of the reunion of father and daughter one day.

Li Yange also learned about the raid from his mother later, after all, he was only a three or four-year-old child at that time, and the Cheng family was not so down-and-out that they moved to live in this old Mozi Lane.

But Cheng Shaojun is different, she was eight or nine years old at that time, and she was smart since she was a child, and she also witnessed the tragic situation of being raided, which also brought great harm to her young heart.

But fortunately, she was later rehabilitated, and Cheng's mother was later compensated because she went to a girls' middle school in her early years and became an honorable employee of a state-owned enterprise.

Cheng Shaojun, who spent his teenage years like this, gradually fell in love with dance, and later scored a little bit in the college entrance examination, so he did not choose to go to college, but with his insistence on his love for dance since childhood, he became a dancer in the Art Troupe of the First Woolen Mill in Rongcheng.

After working for a few years, in August 1986, when he participated in a condolence performance for the second woolen mill, he was taken by the son of a leader of the woolen mill at that time.

Afraid of power since childhood, and the difficulties that her mother may suffer in the future, Cheng Shaojun had no choice but to agree to marry the other party, but because of the psychological shadow that fell from childhood, she also made a painful decision.

These are all from Li Yange's pitiful memories and cognitions of Cheng Shaojun in his previous life.

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Cheng Shaojun, who was standing in the courtyard, put down the small shovel in his hand, wiped the sweat on his forehead, raised his head and straightened up, and when he wanted to relieve his stiff neck, he caught a glimpse of the boy standing by the eaves.

Seeing Li Yange, the corners of Cheng Shaojun's mouth rose, the corners of his eyes curved like crescents, and he smiled gently: "Yange, I heard Aunt Dong say that your exam is over?" How's it going? ”

A Yan Ge, the familiar and unfamiliar gentle voice, the unforgettable childhood memories, flashed quickly in Li Yange's mind at this moment, like a movie that was played back quickly, and it was recalled little by little.

Seeing that he hadn't spoken, staring at himself stupidly, Cheng Shaojun shouted suspiciously: "What's wrong Yan Ge?" Feeling unwell? ”

Li Yange, who came back to his senses, reinvigorated his expression, and then shook his head and said: "I'm fine, I just want to think about something else, if I take the exam, I feel that I did very well in the exam." ”

Seeing that Li Yange was not like cheering him on a few days ago, he would be so shy and shy that he ran away, Cheng Shaojun couldn't help but be slightly stunned, and when he was about to say something, he heard Cheng's mother shouting in the kitchen: "Shaojun, have you pulled out the green onions?" ”

"Pull it out, I'll come now."

Cheng Shaojun replied to her mother, looked up at Li Yange, who was faintly emitting a halo under the scorching sun, she covered the dazzling sunlight on her head, and said with a bright smile: "Yange, if you are admitted to the university this time, Sister Shaojun will give you a gift to ensure that you like it." ”

It's best to give you to me. Li Yange thought in his heart, but said, "Don't worry, Sister Shaojun, I want to make your gift." ”

I don't know why Li Yange has changed so much, Cheng Shaojun just thought that the college entrance examination was over, Li Yange completely relaxed, and when he saw him so confident, he also smiled and gave a thumbs up: "Then it's the same as when I was a child, the two of us pull the hook?" ”

"Pull the hook, pull the hook!"

Li Yange immediately stretched out the little thumb of his right hand, and after a void hook with Cheng Shaojun, he saw the other party wave his hand, letting the beautiful shadow enter the room, and he reluctantly retracted his vision.

The girl she hadn't seen for many years was still as gentle and beautiful as she remembered, which couldn't help but make Li Yange's heart a little more emotional.

Maybe God gave himself the opportunity to be reborn in order to give himself the opportunity to make up for the many regrets in his previous life;

Whether it is the regret of the future work, or the regret of not being able to be filial to the parents and elders, or the desire to redeem the feelings of youth and ignorance that will end before they have time to confess......

All the regrets in his long life for the next thirty or forty years can be well made up for the changes.

Back to the summer of 1986, the familiar colors in my memory may be repainted and replaced with the colors I want and desire.

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