It was at dusk that day, Jicai was in his room researching the latest topic, when suddenly the doorbell rang.

He put down the courseware in his hand, and then walked to the door, and saw Su Qiuyue in white pajamas at a glance.

Su Qiuyue was already very thin, tears flowed down her eyes, she stroked her messy hair, calmed herself a little, and then spit out two words: "Are you empty?" Let's talk. ”

Ji Cai thought that this was a turning point for his sudden upswing, and he hurriedly followed Su Qiuyue to her room.

I saw her crying even more, "I'm pregnant, and the child is yours." ”

Jicai was surprised, was it because of that night? Just one night? His eyes widened, and he didn't know what to do.

"You...... What do you want to do? ”

Su Qiuyue took a tissue and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I was going to kill the child in the morning, but the hospital required that the child's father be present to accompany me." I'm here...... I don't have any other friends here. ”

"Me and my boyfriend...... I've broken up with him because of what happened with you last time. So, can you do me a favor? ”

Looking at Su Qiuyue's expression, it seemed that she had no hatred for Jicai, and was just a little weakly pleading.

"You're going to get rid of the kids?"

Jicai just heard that Su Qiuyue had a child, and there was a hint of joy in his heart. But immediately I heard her say that she was going to take out the child, and I was a little sad.

"Yes, or not? Why keep him? Su Qiuyue's eyes were always wet, and her pale lips were a little handy. His hands trembled slightly as he spoke, as if he was still in the mood for what had happened that night.

Jicai was silent.

"I don't blame you, the adult world, that's it." I didn't expect Su Qiuyue to think so generously.

But Jicai knew that it was clearly Su Qiuyue's first time, was it really so worthless!

"Can the child stay?" Ji Cai sighed, raised his eyes, and looked at Su Qiuyue gently, "If you want, I want to take care of you for the rest of your life." ”

After wandering for more than a month, Jicai didn't want to deceive his heart anymore, and he didn't want to regret it.

"But I don't love you." Su Qiuyue refused without hesitation, even if she was pregnant with this man's child, she couldn't change the mind in her heart.

"Please, keep the baby, okay?" Jicai said again in a requesting tone.

For some reason, I always feel that this is my first child and want to let him live.

"I don't need it, don't push me." Su Qiuyue burst into tears, and her only thought now was to take out the child in her belly.

"Hey!" Jicai didn't say anything more, but he had already made up his mind psychologically.

But he nodded against his will, and turned away.

He didn't accompany her to the hospital, nor did he go up to Su Qiuyue again. Of course, Su Qiuyue did not come to plead with Jicai again.

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When Grandpa Ji talked about this paragraph, he was already in tears.

He muttered, "I'm the one who caused it all, and I've made a big mistake." ”

He stroked Yang Yunle's head with his hand, "Child, grandpa is wrong, don't blame grandpa." ”

Yang Yunle looked at Grandpa Ji with some puzzlement, "If I was defeated, why am I still alive now." ”

According to Grandpa Ji, he was a fetus and died in the womb. But I'm still alive and well, it's not scientific.

"Because...... Because ......" Grandpa Ji was overwhelmed by the past, and sighed heavily. Shook his head gently.

"Why?" Could it be that he himself was really gone when he was in the fetus, and then reversed time and space and was rescued, producing all the subsequent butterfly effects?

Thinking of this, Yang Yunle couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat all over his body, and he waited for his grandfather's answer in a daze.

"It's true that Su Qiuyue went alone to abort you, but Jicai rescued her at that point in time." It was a time when it wasn't very glamorous, and Grandpa Ji slowed his tone in an attempt to make this gloomy time less sentimental.

"Actually, after Su Qiuyue jumped off the building and committed suicide, she was rescued by Jicai for the first time, and her memory was permanently erased by me, but I never had the opportunity to say sorry to my son again."

"I didn't dare at the beginning, but now I can't."

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Jicai was not satisfied that Su Qiuyue went to the hospital alone and miscarried the child, so she began to reverse time and space again and kept rescuing her.

But what Jicai didn't know was that these rescues that reversed time and space to save Su Qiuyue had memories. She didn't say anything on the surface, but she washed her face with tears in this repeated tossing, and her heart was tortured in every way, and finally compromised.

Su Qiuyue's belly was getting bigger and bigger, and then finally gave birth to Yang Yunle in the early morning.

From the third time she was rescued by Jicai to reverse time and space and finally left Yang Yunle, she never said a word, she was stunned all day long, and she was ready to die.

When Yang Yunle was born, it was when Su Qiuyue died.

Jicai thought that Su Qiuyue's compromise was because his love touched her, and he thought that he could melt the glacier and unhappiness in her heart little by little, and the care after being busy looked like a joke.

Not long after Yang Yunle was born, Su Qiuyue took advantage of the absence of centralized procurement to swallow medicine and commit suicide, and left a letter asking him not to save himself again.

It was only at this time that Jicai knew that Su Qiuyue had a memory, and he regretted it a lot, and the painful torture in the past few months had probably already made her sense of survival all wiped out.

But how could Jicai give up just like that, when the child's full moon was over, he once again reversed time and space to save Su Qiuyue.

It's just that this time it's back to before the two of them had an accident.

Su Qiuyue still doesn't have any memories of Jicai, she plays the guzheng on the balcony every day, blowing a cool breeze, and the days are very pleasant.

And Jicai also thought in his heart that he should let go.

The child in her arms was still asleep, and it was enough that she had left him the whole world.

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"So my mom is still alive?" Yang Yunle suddenly asked, which startled Grandpa Ji.

"Hey! Listen to me slowly, it's not that simple. ”

From the beginning of Grandpa Ji's story, the whole person's mental state became very bad, he basically spent his time in a weak sigh, occasionally shaking his head, indicating that he was helpless about what happened in reality.

"Su Qiuyue married her previous boyfriend, and the two lived happily." Grandpa Ji finally squeezed out a little smile, this is probably the best story.

However, Jicai recalled the bits and pieces of his thoughts with Su Qiuyue, but he couldn't get out, and finally switched to anxiety disorders...... And then...... Then ......"