Last year, around this time, I passed the internal investment and added the QQ of Ziliang, who was responsible for editing Ziliang, and he said to me, don't worry, I'll talk to you later.

Feeling that I was about to be taught the heavenly machine, I couldn't help but straighten my sitting posture, and seriously thought about what kind of posture I should use to code, eat, and sleep after becoming a god, and what kind of details should be used to show the character of a god in a low-key way when I go out.

Of course, I also know that the road to success is full of thorns, and I am also mentally prepared for this, for example, the editor in charge may ask me to change the beginning, change the outline, change it once, change it a second time, and if it doesn't work the second time, there will be a third time......

So at that time, I secretly made up my mind: even if I change it ten or eight times, I will have no regrets.

However, what I never expected was that this change was more than half a year, although I can't remember how many times it was changed, but what is certain is that eight times out of ten times is the beginning, and there is not even a small climax.

It's nothing, after all, a good article has to be "polished", isn't it?

But what I never expected was that on that not-so-sunny afternoon, after reading the final revised version, Ziliang said to me very happily and gratifyingly, "I don't want this manuscript, you are not suitable for writing." ”

I:???

What about the polishing that is good?

Grinding, grinding?

I feel that I have been tossing for more than half a year, Ziliang may have wanted to express to me that he is actually a very naughty person, and he still has time to tease me for more than half a year after work.

Just as I was about to say something, I heard him say again, "Otherwise, you can try to write a scumbag essay, you may be suitable for writing that." ”

So there is this book "I Really Didn't Want to Be a Scumbag".

Again, the book was changed for several months before it was finally uploaded.

In fact, saying so much, I just want to say that it is really not easy to write books, especially daily essays.

Because you can't send a running account, what she did and what she ate today doesn't make sense. To write about daily life in an interesting and warm way, you not only need writing, but also creativity, jokes and detailed life observations.

If you still want the character to be distinct and full of personality, then you have to carefully ponder every word and action he says.

So far, there are a lot of passages that I am more proud of, but inevitably, there are also some chapters that I am not very satisfied with, and those chapters are either out of haste or out of poor condition, anyway, I can't write the feeling that I should have.

To put it bluntly, I haven't written a book for a long time, and my state is unstable.

Here, first of all, thank you for your persistence and tolerance.

However, with the passage of 200,000 words, I feel that the state is slowly returning, and I believe that when I write 300,000 or 500,000 words, I should be able to maintain a relatively good and stable state.

Stable quality, stable quantity, stable emotional output.

Then, I kindly ask you to subscribe.

If there are few subscriptions to a book, if the manuscript fee received for a month is not enough to buy a toy for a child, then I believe that no author can play a 100% state to code words.

Please subscribe, please support the genuine version, thank you!

Finally, I would like to sincerely thank the editor Ziliang, the very responsible editor, my first alliance leader to break the greater demon king, and thank all the book friends who have been with me.

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