Chapter 1712: A Woman
Seeing Qingyang's hesitation, Songhe Lao Dao was a little dissatisfied in his heart, and said: "As a teacher, you are the only apprentice, who can Xipingguan pass on to you if he doesn't pass it on to you?" In fact, there are no other requirements for being a teacher, that is, I hope you can accompany me well in the last few years of my life, and when I die, it doesn't matter if you want to go or stay, it has nothing to do with me. ”
Faced with the simple request of Songhe Laodao, Qingyang really couldn't bear to refuse, but he vaguely felt that he shouldn't agree, but if he didn't agree, Songhe Laodao would definitely be very angry, very sad and disappointed, and he was in a dilemma for a while, and he didn't know how to speak.
Sure enough, seeing the apprentice's hesitant appearance, Songhe Lao Dao was completely disappointed, and said sadly: "What? You can't even agree to such a simple request? I didn't expect it, I raised you for so many years, but I raised a white-eyed wolf, and when I saw that Master I was old and useless, I wanted to get rid of me as a burden, didn't I? In that case, you can go, just as I don't have this apprentice......"
Songhe Lao Dao was sad, Qingyang was more sad than him, even if everything here was fake, he didn't want to see the master like this, he didn't want him to be sad and disappointed, Qingyang opened his mouth, he really wanted to agree to Songhe Laodao's conditions, but reason told him that he couldn't do this.
I don't know how long it took, Qingyang finally made up his mind, raised his head, and said: "Master, the apprentice has already decided, he will take the road of cultivating immortals in the future, this road of cultivating immortals is full of thorns, I definitely don't have the opportunity to accompany the master to recuperate for the rest of my life, please take care of yourself." ”
Old Dao Songhe didn't seem to expect Qingyang to say such an answer, and he was a little stunned for a while, and said: "The path of cultivating immortals is ethereal, how can we ordinary mortals be able to access it?" ”
Qingyang's eyes were extremely firm, and he said: "No matter how difficult the road of cultivating immortals is, the apprentice will always go on, the master is as kind to the apprentice as a mountain, and he will definitely support the apprentice's decision, right?" ”
Qingyang said so, and Songhe Lao Dao could only give him a disappointed look, and said: "Since this is the case, there is nothing to say as a teacher, you should cultivate your immortals." ”
After finishing speaking, there was a sudden trance around, the small Taoist temple didn't know where it went, the hill also disappeared, Qingyang appeared on a white lake, the lake is not big, only a dozen miles in a circle, the lake is white sand and pebbles, and the whole lake is white.
This lake Qingyang still has some impressions, it seems to be called Baishou Lake, Qingyang was here to reunite with Yu Mengmiao, and then he also formed a golden pill here, but also because of his marriage to the Dan, Yu Mengmiao once Baishou, the two have been almost separated by yin and yang since then.
Baishou Lake is the place where the two of them fell in love, and it is also the place where permanent regrets are caused, so this place has been deeply imprinted in Qingyang's heart, if time can come back, Qingyang will definitely stop Yu Mengmiao from doing that, and will definitely not let Yu Mengmiao be hurt for the sake of his own marriage.
The disappointed expression of Songhe Lao Dao just now made Qingyang's heart ache, and he has not yet come out of that lost emotion, and now he sees the Baishou Lake that he remembers deeply, thinking of all kinds of regretful scenes in the past, and the emotions in Qingyang's heart are even more complex and indescribable.
Qingyang walked on the edge of Baishou Lake, and his heart was in turmoil for a while, and he didn't know how to relieve the guilt, pain, and loss that were entangled and couldn't be explained in his heart.
Unconsciously, Qingyang came to the other side of Baishou Lake, through a small forest, a female figure appeared in front, the person turned his back to Qingyang, sitting on the edge of Baishou Lake, the back was slender, looking at the clothes were very similar to the person in the memory, as if he felt Qingyang approaching, the back suddenly turned his head, smiled like a flower, and said: "Brother Qingyang, are you here?" ”
This woman's appearance can be called stunning, beautiful but not charming, proud but not powerful, clear but not cold, almost beautiful to the peak, such an amazing woman, who else can there be besides Yu Mengmiao? Since she sacrificed herself for Qingyang Yudan more than a hundred years ago, Yu Mengmiao has never woken up, but she didn't expect to be here today, Qingyang saw it, and she didn't know what to say for a while.
After a long time, Qingyang muttered, "Miao Miao, is it you?" ”
Yu Mengmiao smiled and said, "It's me, Brother Qingyang, don't you recognize me?" ”
"Miao Miao, how are you doing now?" Qingyang Road.
Yu Mengmiao was very puzzled by Qingyang's question, and wondered: "Brother Qingyang, what's wrong with you today, why did you suddenly ask such a strange question?" Since you broke through the realm of Jindan, the master has agreed to the marriage of the two of us, these years we have lived and flown together, and made a pair of fairy couples by this Baishou Lake, life is not happy, of course I am doing well? ”
Yu Mengmiao's words reminded Qingyang of some of the past, when he was in Jiuxian City, Yu Mengmiao's master broke the love fairy and was not very opposed to the relationship between the two, but because of the failure of Qingyang's knot, the love fairy changed his mind and forcibly took Yu Mengmiao away, and even killed the senior sister who was complaining for them, which happened a series of things later, if Qingyang knot pill did not fail, but successfully advanced to Jindan, then the ending is probably the same as what Yu Mengmiao said now, the two of them live and fly in this Baishou Lake, Be a fairy couple.
If it was in the past, Qingyang must have been very satisfied with this kind of life, at that time he didn't know the relationship between Yuanying and the Five Elements, and he didn't feel that he had the opportunity to peek at Yuanying, Jindan might be the end of a sound, in this case, why not live a happy life according to his own heart?
Now it's different, Qingyang has become a Yuanying monk, and it doesn't seem too difficult for him to break through the gods, but more importantly, he has learned about the outside world, knows that there is a higher realm above the gods, and there is a higher pursuit, of course, he is not willing to waste his life again.
Thinking of this, Qingyang opened his mouth and said, "Miao Miao, I'm afraid I can't accompany you here." ”
Hearing Qingyang's words, Yu Mengmiao couldn't help but tremble in her heart, and said, "Brother Qingyang, don't you like to live like this?" Are you leaving me? ”
Qingyang said: "Yes, if the road of cultivating immortals does not advance, we will retreat, we can't indulge in this gentle township, the farther we go, the higher we can stand, we should all have a higher pursuit." ”
Qingyang's words did not impress Yu Mengmiao, she shook her head, there was a trace of tears in her eyes, and said: "There is no end to the road of cultivating immortals, if you cut off the seven emotions and six desires, what can you do if you go further?" What if you stand taller? Brother Qingyang, I always thought that I was the most important thing in your mind, but I didn't expect that what you value more is your own path of cultivating immortals. ”