Gu Yun sandwiched a piece of soft and glutinous sweet and sour fish meat for Chen Fei'er and put it in her bowl.

Then he looked at her and asked, "What are the words that lie to me?" ”

Chen Fei'er pursed her lips and stared at the piece of fish in a daze.

I...... What are the words that lie to you?

Little bastard, every word I say, every word I say about not liking you and wanting you to leave, every word that has no temperature and pretends to be cold, and every expression that pretends not to care and doesn't care...... I'm lying to you.

I can't learn to be so ruthless, I can't learn to be so decisive, and I can't learn to be so chic.

All I know is that from morning to now, I am either crying in the car, or at home, or crying in my heart, I ...... Even the moment I came home and opened the door, I imagined that you would appear in front of my eyes.

However, when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say them.

Although she has been trying to keep a girl's heart, Chen Fei'er is a mature woman with enough experience in the end, and she knows what will happen in the future if she surrenders at this time.

Chen Fei'er is not an ordinary older young woman, her life is limited to the distance from home to the company, and her experience is limited to a small range from friends to colleagues.

The distances she flies and travels every year can circle the earth many times, and the people she meets and talks to every year can fill all the places she can see.

She has seen too many landscapes, heard too many stories, warm, cold, beautiful, cruel, warm, and shuddering......

So she knew that the world had its own rules, and anyone who tried to break the rules would eventually get revenge - how much she gained, how much she lost, and even more.

In all fairness, it is indeed difficult to make a woman like Chen Feier irrational, otherwise she would not be able to be in the entertainment industry where handsome guys are like clouds, not only has she never found a boyfriend, but she has not even had a scandal.

For Gu Yun, she has been irrational once, if she told her friends about last night, those people would definitely scoff and never believe it.

Once is greedy enough, so Chen Fei'er feels that there can't be a second time.

So, she said lightly, "It's nothing, I just want to say that I often lie to people, so ...... You don't think too much about it. ”

Gu Yun smiled slightly, "But I can't remember, where did you lie to me, right?" ”

Chen Fei'er put down her chopsticks and said to Gu Yun seriously, "I know you haven't believed the fact that I don't like you, but facts are facts, and this cannot be changed." Gu Yun, you are still young, when you reach my age, you will know why I ...... Why like to lie to you. ”

Little bastard, I lied to you because I might ...... I'm really in love with you.

But it doesn't matter, the important thing is that you still have a lot of people to love, and the best time to spend with more suitable people.

If I have to say that I am unwilling, I am just unwilling to be born more than ten years earlier than you, and I am more than you who I know after Lin Ruoyin.

If you don't, you'll become the enemy of the people, and I will never let go of your hand.

So, what I can give you, I gave it last night.

I seem to be more ruthless than you because there is always one between us who will be ruthless - and I can't bear to let you be the one who makes it difficult for you.

When you reach my age, I hope the corners of your mouth will rise when you think of me again.

When I'm old and wrinkled, I hope you'll think of me again and be as beautiful as I am now.

In this way, it is enough.

While thinking so, Chen Fei'er ate the piece of fish casually and unhurriedly, with a slight wanton smile on her face, trying to show the posture that a scumbag with a casual private life should have.

Chen Feier, who has three actresses and post-TV trophies in hand, has impeccable acting skills.

It's just that this time, the audience in the audience is one of them.

The more Chen Fei'er was like this, the more Gu Yun felt sorry for her.

He knew that this woman wanted to carry everything alone.

Gu Laogou naturally didn't have to pull Chen Fei'er on the production line, and even from a selfish point of view, Chen Fei'er was doing this right in his hands, because she took the initiative to pay for his irrationality last night.

However, Gu Laogou still couldn't help it, and wanted to give Chen Fei'er all the tenderness she could give her within her ability in this life.

So he would cook lunch for her, wait for her at home, and suddenly appear in front of her when she was crying, just like a qualified boyfriend would do for every girlfriend.

But Chen Fei'er's repeated insistence also made Gu Yun suspicious.

Will his wishful thinking hurt her again?

Although the age she cares about is not a problem, but between her and herself, there is more than this problem.

Perhaps, she made the right choice now.

The atmosphere in the room was suddenly a little silent, so Gu Yun smiled slightly again to liven up the atmosphere.

"Don't talk about that, let's finish this meal."

After speaking, he scooped a spoonful of the sticky kung pao chicken with a spoon and poured it on Chen Fei'er's bowl of shallow white rice.

"When I was a child, my dad knew the proprietress of a Sichuan restaurant, and we used to eat a lot in order to take care of her business. Every time I go, I order a plate of diced kung pao chicken and eat it with bibimbap. I haven't forgotten the smell. ”

Chen Fei'er lowered her head and took a bite of Kung Pao Chicken Rice Bowl, and found that the rice soaked in the soup was really wonderful, even if she had no appetite at all now, she was instantly speechless and wanted to dry up this bowl of rice.

But even though she was infected by the wonderful taste, Chen Fei'er still didn't speak, just listened quietly.

Gu Laogou continued to talk to himself.

"Then the female boss moved, and I never saw her again. Out of nostalgia, I've been trying to make exactly the same kung pao chicken as her. Unfortunately, although I am not modest to say that I can cook better than most chefs, I will never be able to make the dish I remember. ”

Chen Fei'er finally stopped the chopsticks that had not stopped, and then raised her head and glanced at Gu Yun, she seemed to understand what he meant.

Some people, once missed, will never be found.

Chen Fei'er's eyes were a little hot, she lowered her head again, and drank the soup and ate the vegetables elegantly.

At this time, she couldn't look directly at Gu Yun at all.

At this time, Chen Fei'er's mobile phone rang, and it was the assistant calling.

"Sister Fei'er, we have to set off to catch the high-speed rail at half past one in the afternoon, don't forget. We have to go to the scene before 7 o'clock in the evening to do preliminary communication, and then the variety show will start filming at 6 o'clock tomorrow morning, and it will last all day......"

"Got it. Let's meet directly at the high-speed rail station. ”

"Also, Qianhua Film and Television has preliminarily agreed to our acquisition offer, but there are some details that their boss hopes that you can take some time to discuss with him personally."

Chen Fei'er said lightly, "I don't have time this week, let them wait." ”

The assistant asked another stupid question, "But they finally agreed, will it be ...... after a long time?"

Chen Fei'er frowned and said, "Worry about it, you should be worried." ”

After saying that, he hung up the phone.

Keep eating.

Gu Laogou could vaguely hear the content of the call, and the moment Chen Fei'er hung up the phone, he suddenly figured it out.

Without herself, whether it is acting career or business, Chen Feier can handle it very well.

She even understands business better than ordinary businessmen, and is so confident, decisive, and correct in dealing with problems.

Therefore, her life of chicken feathers in the end of her life after life was brought to her by herself.

Perhaps, without herself, it is really important to her.

Thinking of this, Gu Laogou was relieved.

That being the case, then there is nothing to regret.

So he stood up and said to Chen Fei'er, "Sister Fei'er, I should go." ”

"Back to Kyoto?"

"Yes."

Chen Fei'er didn't get up, but just nodded with a blank expression, "Be careful on the road." ”

Gu Yun was silent for a few seconds, looked at that delicate and familiar face for the last time, and then nodded, "Thank you, Sister Fei'er." ”

After a pause, he added, "Then this time...... Don't say goodbye, right? ”

Chen Fei'er chuckled indifferently, "Heh, it's good that you can figure it out." Let's just say goodbye. ”

"Bye-bye."

"Well, bye-bye."

Gu Yun said goodbye to Chen Fei'er, then put on his shoes, opened the door, and gently closed the door again.

Chen Fei'er was still eating with a smile on her face, speaking of which, she hadn't eaten such an appetizing dish for a long time.

Kung Pao Chicken is really good, sour, sweet, salty, and spicy are mixed together, which is a perfect ratio, and the pot of sweet and sour fish is soft and glutinous, and the taste is really good at home, and there is green vegetable pork rib soup, which seems to be a very simple ingredient, but it is unexpectedly delicious......

It's also very good, it's not in vain that the old lady served him all night, and he was so tired that he died, which can be regarded as a bit of a reward.

If you don't lose anything, you don't lose at all.

Chen Fei'er thought while eating, thinking that in this way, she would eat very happily.

Soon, however, her shoulders trembled slightly, her eyes became hotter and hotter, and she seemed to choke in her throat, and she could not get down or come up, and it took a lot of effort to swallow something.

But Chen Fei'er didn't stop, she continued to eat vegetables, drink soup, and grill rice, and even ate faster and faster, as if she was afraid that these dishes would disappear in an instant, and desperately stuffed them into her mouth.

At this moment, she seemed to have no other feelings, and she didn't notice the sauce sticking to the corners of her mouth, and it seemed that all she had left in her consciousness was chewing and swallowing, and her mouth was always in a bulging state.

And the tremor of the shoulders has spread to her hands, to her entire body, and then to her heart without any negotiation.

Chen Fei'er still didn't stop, she made a bet with herself that she would definitely be able to eat these three dishes.

At this time, the door opened, and the housekeeping aunt walked in.

The relationship between Auntie and Chen Fei'er is not ordinary, and they come over every other day, so they naturally have room cards.

"Xiao Chen, there is a young man downstairs, standing at the entrance of our elevator, sneaky, I asked him and didn't speak, did you say it was a paparazzi?"

Chen Fei'er finally stopped eating, and then froze like a statue.

"Is he wearing a white T-shirt?"

"That's right! Huh, you know? ”

"Is he still there?"

"I was still there when I came up, and he said he was waiting for someone, and he said that there were three minutes left, and after those three minutes, he would leave."

Chen Fei'er let out an "oh", looking careless, she wanted to continue eating, but suddenly found that she couldn't open her mouth anymore.

He's still waiting for himself downstairs.

Thinking of the little bastard standing alone and pitifully at the entrance of the elevator, waiting for his appearance, Chen Fei'er couldn't hold back any longer, and her vision blurred again.

Something, as if tearing at her soul.

After two seconds of silence, she suddenly stood up, ran to the door, put on slippers, and rushed out of the door desperately.

Chen Fei'er told herself that if she took the elevator downstairs and he was still waiting, then ...... No matter what the future holds, I must be with him.

Chen Fei'er still believed in her own judgment, she knew that Gu Yun would leave her one day.

But now, she felt that everything didn't matter.

He'll change his mind, at least for the moment, he likes himself and he likes him.

Food has an expiration date, why should I expect love to be eternal?

He dared to gamble more than 20 minutes, why didn't he dare to gamble more...... Even a few years of short-lived happiness?

"Ding!"

After a prompt sound, Chen Fei'er took a deep breath, and then slowly walked out of the elevator.

Look left, look right.

The elevator entrance was quiet, and there was no one at the entrance.

The basement light was still slightly cold, so cold that it made her shiver.

He went back after all.

Chen Fei'er suddenly began to believe in her fate, she felt that all this was providential, she may have missed only a minute, but she missed it......

At this moment, she suddenly found that she still had car keys and mobile phones in her hands.

She suddenly understood what she was thinking.

So she put on slippers and a home dress, and got into her car without hesitation.

The car quickly left the garage and came to the entrance of the community, waiting for the moment when the stop pole was raised, she found that she was really crazy.

For the sake of a man, he chased him out so shamelessly.

But she didn't mind being a little crazier.

Taking out her mobile phone, she began to call Gu Yun, although she didn't even think about what she wanted to say after the phone was connected.

However, even after making three calls, Gu Yun did not answer.

Chen Fei'er sent him a WeChat message.

"Where are you, you've got something left at home."

Gu Yun didn't reply.

Chen Fei'er drove out of the community without hesitation and went straight to the airport.

When she arrived at the airport, Chen Feier put on a mask, white flat shoes for driving, and some messy hair was scattered, and rushed into the terminal.

At this moment, unless it is the paparazzi who followed her all the way from her house, absolutely no one can guess that this woman who is dressed casually, wearing a mask, and only showing beautiful but scarlet eyes is the goddess in the eyes of countless men, and Chen Fei'er, the life template envied by countless women.

Chen Fei'er sprinted all the way to the security checkpoint, carefully identifying each passenger.

The airport was as lively as ever, with a bustling crowd surging around her, the sound of talking, laughter, the sound of suitcases dragging and the sound of airport radio announcements, intertwined, disturbing and circling around Chen Fei'er.

Chen Fei'er also followed the voice and the crowd, she didn't let go of the front and back, left and right, many moments, she felt that Gu Yun was behind her, but when she turned around suddenly, she found that it was not.

Chen Fei'er looked at the crowd blankly, and as time passed, she gradually began to panic.

Although the entire departure hall was crowded, she felt more and more that she was the only one here.

An hour passed, Chen Fei'er looked at her phone, and Gu Yun still didn't reply to WeChat, nor did she call back.

She suddenly understood.

Hiding behind a mask, she laughed self-deprecatingly.

Little bastards, too, will die!

Why would he give himself another twenty minutes for a woman as undetermined as himself?

So she finally chose to give up, kicked the phone back into her pocket, and put both hands back in her pocket, which looked very relaxed and seemed decent.

Although this decency is for her to see alone.

The road back to the parking lot from the departure hall was very long, so long that Chen Fei'er felt that she would not be able to finish it in her life.

This road is also very broken and rugged, anyway, when it is projected into Chen Fei'er's eyes, it is completely distorted and blurred.

Chen Fei'er didn't control it this time, and let her tears flow down wantonly.

For love, I have tried my best from yesterday to now, just like an eighteen-year-old rebellious little girl.

Therefore, I am also qualified to cry like a little girl.

Only, this must be the last time.

It's too tiring to fall in love, I know it's wrong, I'll change it later.

After that, never fall in love again.

Chen Fei'er returned to the car, leaned back on the back of the chair as if she was exhausted, and gently turned on the radio.

On the radio, there was a very old song.

"We are in different trajectories, and no matter how hard we try, it is sad. Thousands of times of practice in the bottom of my heart, thousands of times of non-stop review, but I am afraid that it is too late. ”

"I just haven't told you yet, I'm sorry I love you, I can't breathe without you."

"I can't see you cry for kilometers, it's just that I haven't mustered up the courage yet...... And didn't tell you, I'm sorry I love you! ”

Every word seems to be written at this moment, and every word seems to be poked deep in her heart.

The sound of the luxury car is too good, and in the surround stereo, the singing voice is even more heartbreaking, which makes Chen Feier more and more unbearable to listen to it anymore.

She raised her hand, trying to turn off the radio, and then immediately started the car and fled.

But at this moment, I saw that the figure that had been in her mind for an unknown amount of time appeared silently in front of her eyes.

Through the window glass, she saw Gu Yun standing in front of the car, with his hands in his pockets, just looking at her quietly.

Chen Fei'er pursed her lips, her breath gradually became heavy, her shoulders trembled, and she stared at him motionlessly.

The crystal in his eyes reflects anger and grievance...... And a lot of indescribable light.

After a long time, Chen Fei'er finally got out of the car.

Standing by the car door, she was like a little girl who had been wronged, and asked in a trembling voice.

"Why don't you answer the phone?"

"I'm afraid, and you will reject it again."

"Why don't you go back to WeChat?"

"I'm afraid, what you said fell on your house is not you."

Chen Fei'er, who has always been elegant, suddenly seemed to have been washed away by a flood and her mood completely collapsed.

Looking at Gu Yun, she said loudly, "Why are you so stupid, aren't you very smart?" Don't you know that I lied to you? Don't you know I'm just pretending? Don't you know that I like you, like you like like to be an idiot, like a fool, like a funny person? ”