"I'm not going to compete with anyone for you, I also know that I have to go back to my mother to be a filial son soon, I just think, since I will lose the qualification to protect you in the end, then let me be willful once! Maybe I will never meet someone like you again in this life, maybe I will never be tempted by anyone in this life, let me be your nominal husband once, take you to sleep together, let me hug you into my arms, just this time, I will die without regrets!"

Baili Moxu's words were mixed, but they also reflected his truest mood at the moment, his voice was so low and helpless, it made people feel heartbroken when they heard it, Nini, who turned into an eye patch, had already burst into tears, and tears slid down Baili Moxu's face and sprinkled on Murong Huan's head.

Murong Huan only felt that her heart was trembling, before lying on the bed, she thought of countless possibilities, but she didn't expect that "Mr. Nine" would confess to herself again, and such a confession was so uncomfortable in her ears, because "Mr. Nine's" words were full of deep despair, despair that could not be loved, despair of despair for her, how could she not be sad?

The man in front of him is the only one who makes his heart move except that person, but why does he dare not fight for it when he clearly loves him? Can't he see that he is also interested in him? Or is it really just because he is a filial son, and if he wants to fulfill his mother's wish, he can only give up what he loves in his heart? Or, because of Su Yiming, he thinks his love is a late love? Murong Huan bit his lip and said nothing.

"I don't want you to be embarrassed by me, I don't want to see you sad, and I don't want to see you hurt in the slightest. Knowing that the Sumen lord went to the Khmer, I guessed that Leng Yuchen would take revenge, and I didn't have time to wait for the Sumen lord's people to send back the news, and I just wanted to find you and do my best to protect you. ”

"I know that I have no fate with you after all, I can't protect you for a lifetime, I can't accompany you for a lifetime. But I am so greedy for your beauty, I hope this Zhuangzi can give you a moment of tranquility, and I hope that in the future, you may occasionally think of me and think of a qiē here. So, I brought you here, saying that I want to protect you, why don't I also want to leave a memory for myself, and in the years without you, I feel beautiful when I think about it. ”

"But I overestimated my concentration, and underestimated your charm, your smile, your every look, every movement, and even your breath, I was deeply intoxicated. I know that I shouldn't get closer, but I still get poisoned, and you are like a delicious poison, which makes me rush to it and be happy. ”

"It's just that I absolutely respect you and don't mean to offend you. I just want to be close to you, to be able to hold you in my arms, and let my heart beat well. This kind of time is stolen from me, short and so unreal, only when I embrace you in my arms, I am sure that I have really been so close to you. Even if I think about it in the future, I will have a lot less regrets......"

The whispers above his head were like the murmurs of a [lover] person, Murong Huan heard this, his eyes were filled with layers of mist, and he wanted to say "fool", but he felt that all the words were blocked in his throat, and he couldn't say a word. She slowly stretched out her hands, hugged Baili Moxu's waist, gently rested her head on his chest, and closed her eyes to prevent the damp liquid from flowing out.

Baili Moxu's body froze, the hand holding Murong Huan tightened, his thin lips touched his forehead lightly, and he said "thank you" in a hoarse voice. The two of them hugged each other like this, a warm current overflowed from the bottom of their hearts, and Baili Moxu's body slowly began to have some warmth. No one spoke, and I had a good night's sleep.

The next morning, Murong Huan opened his eyes early, but seeing that he was surrounded by Baili Moxu, the two looked so intimate, but they didn't have any obscenity. At this time, Baili Moxu was wearing a big black eye patch on his face, which was the incarnation of Nini, and Murong Huan naturally couldn't see his facial features, but he could hear that he was breathing long, obviously not waking up yet.

As soon as Murong Huan moved, Baili Moxu woke up, his arm tightened, and his voice was low and soft, "Awake?"

"Wake up. ”

"Why don't you sleep more?" Baili Moxu's chin gently rubbed on Murong Huan's forehead, "Are you not used to it with me?"

"I slept soundly. Murong Huan was telling the truth, for some reason, the embrace of "Mr. Nine" made her feel both familiar and unfamiliar, but it was unusually stable, "I'll go see Yourong, and then I will decoct the medicine for you, and you can sleep for a while." I was already injured yesterday, and I said so many things, it hurt my spirit. ”

"Wear more, it must be cold outside. Baili Moxu's hand was reluctant to let go, although he couldn't see his expression, he could imagine the tenderness on his face at the moment.

"Good. Murong Huan pinched Baili Moxu's arm, turned over, put on his clothes, put on the mask, opened the door and walked out.

"Daddy, how is your injury?" Nini turned back into herself, lying on Baili Moxu's chest, staring at Baili Moxu with big eyes.

"Daddy is fine. Baili Moxu patted Nini's head, "Thanks to you, otherwise your mother would not have been willing to sleep with me." ”

"Daddy, do you really plan to hide it from your mother like this all the time? In fact, your mother doesn't love Su Yiming at all, she only has you in her heart. ”

"Nini, it's because she only has me in her heart that I can't be so selfish and cruel. Su Yiming treats her sincerely, and after a long time, she will always slowly forget about me. Baili Moxu's expression was faint, and he didn't seem to be talking about himself.

"Daddy, but Nini feels so sorry for you!" Nini lay there, her eyes were misty, and Daddy's words last night still haunt her heart, making it so sad.

"Silly Nini, take good care of your mother for Daddy, Daddy will always be in your heart, won't you?" Baili Moxu gently stroked Nini's head, "Go, clean Daddy's face, Daddy should put on the mask, otherwise you should wear it when your mother comes back!"

"Okay. Nini obediently got out of bed, grabbed a square handkerchief and wet it in the copper basin before returning to the bed, carefully wiping Baili Moxu's face, and then picking up the mask to help him put it on.

"Daddy, you're so good to your mother!"

"That's because I love her!"

"Then you spoil her too much, you think about everything for her, and never think about yourself. ”

"I only hate myself for not being able to spoil her well before, making her suffer so many grievances, and breaking her heart like that......"

"Daddy, you have no choice but to do that!"

"There's no need to mention it anymore, let your mother start a new life!" Baili Moxu suddenly remembered something, "Nini, can you send a hummingbird beast to the capital of Xilin?"

"Daddy, what's the matter with Xilin? That person came to you last night, there must be something, right?"

"The queen mother has been framed. Baili Moxu briefly said the matter, "You ask the hummingbird beast to find some bees, birds, or something to listen to the movements in Baili Mingcang and Baili Moxin's palace." And Naqi Guifei, you must keep an eye on her, Daddy hasn't caught her handle yet. ”

"It's on me. Nini's little paw gently patted Baili Moxu, "Daddy, if you sleep for a while, your blood is still not good." Get better quickly, don't let me and my mother feel distressed. ”

"If I could, I would like to lie down for a few more days, how good it would be to have your mother by my side!" Baili Moxu smiled slyly, closed his eyes slightly, he still had no strength in his body, and he really needed to recuperate at this moment.

Nini silently stayed aside, the past scene by scene surfaced in the bottom of her heart, when she drank Daddy's essence blood, Daddy secretly taught herself to cultivate, Daddy at that time was like a god, but now Daddy is so weak. Its heart began to feel uncomfortable.

Half an hour later, Murong Huan walked in with a food box. Nini hid quietly in her waist, watching her wait for Baili Moxu to get up, wait for him to drink medicine and have breakfast, I just hope that time will go slowly, so that my father and mother can spend more time together.

"It looks like it's going to snow outside. Murong Huan folded the quilt for Baili Moxu, "I'll go get you two soup mothers to come in, and then ask my mother-in-law to light a charcoal fire." ”

"No, you can accompany me. Baili Moxu lay there, looking at Murong Huan quietly, and his eyes did not leave her for a moment.

"It's daylight, in case someone is looking for you......" Murong Huan was stunned for a moment, and his face turned red.

"You're afraid of the cold, aren't you? You sew clothes on the bed, so it's warmer. Baili Moxu felt that Murong Huan's hands were a little cold just now, "Just bolt the door, they won't disturb us lightly." ”

"I'm going to have breakfast. Murong Huan didn't say anything, lowered his head and walked out, Baili Moxu smiled and closed his eyes.

As soon as Nini went out, she went to find Huo Xuan, Murong Huan had dinner with Xiaoqin and Ah Ming, and Xiao Wu went into the house to see Baili Moxu and talked to him for a while.

Not long after, Murong Huan entered the house, Xiao Wu retreated, Murong Huan hesitated, closed the door and bolted it. Baili Moxu smiled and watched her sit on the bed, leaning on the head of the bed to make clothes for herself.

"It's really starting to snow. Murong Huan lowered his head and flew the needle to follow the line, not looking at Baili Moxu who was clinging to him next to him.

"The first snow of this year, the farmers have been looking forward to it for a long time, and the bigger the better. Baili Moxu closed his eyes, sniffing the jasmine fragrance that belonged to Murong Huan, and the corners of his mouth curved into a beautiful arc.

"It's snowing, the wind is tighter, it's so cold outside, and Yourong is already dressed like a little bear. I asked my aunt and Aaron, and they said that you didn't bring winter clothes this time, and I only made you a jacket before, and when this one is ready, I will make you two winter clothes first. Murong Huan thought about it, if there is an injury, there will be cold, but he can't let "Mr. Nine" suffer from the cold anymore.

"Mother, the spirit beast of the Lord of Sumen is back again, bring back a letter for you and Mr. Suddenly, Nini's cry sounded outside the door, and the two people in the room were stunned at the same time. R1154