Chapter 268: Difficulty
Wind Chime nodded, understanding what Zhu Xinghe meant.
And when Zhu Xinghe returned to Feng's house, Yongle had not yet slept. Now Prince Xun is the emperor's favorite prince, and this huge Beijing has to be busy in order to find the prince's marriage.
Zhu Xinghe went to meet Yongle, Yongle looked a little haggard these days because of pregnancy. Zhu Xinghe didn't hide her own thoughts, but Yongle also nodded seriously: "Ah Xing, no matter what you want to do, just do it boldly." This is the person who can avenge Degui, and only you. She is not doing well, we can live at ease, you don't have to feel uneasy, this is the reincarnation of heaven! ”
I wish Xinghe nodded, I can sleep peacefully this night.
But in the middle of the night, her door was knocked by wind chimes: "Girl, get up?" ”
The matter of Prince Xun didn't have much to do with her, Zhu Xinghe got up, but looked at Feng Chime'er outside and frowned: "Your Highness is looking for you!" ”
Zhu Xinghe's first reaction was naturally that Ling Tianhan came to her, but looking at Feng Chime'er's not good-looking eyes, he immediately reacted: "Looking for His Royal Highness?" ”
"Yes."
Feng Chi'er looked in the direction of the back door and whispered, "The slave wants him to leave, but His Highness said that he will see the girl today no matter what." The slave saw that His Highness seemed to have drunk, and was afraid that something would happen to him, so she came to ask the girl, do you want to see Your Highness? ”
She frowned, but she was very dissatisfied with Zhuo Anxun and muttered, "His Royal Highness Prince Xun is also a little too much, right?" It's all come to this point, and you still want to bother the girl? ”
Naturally knowing that she was for her own good, she wished Xinghe to think for a moment, but she still asked her to get the big gun, and then instructed Feng Chimeer: "I'm afraid that he is really going to make trouble, I will go to see him first, and you go to find His Royal Highness King Han!" ”
Zhu Xinghe asked himself, there is nothing to hide from Ling Tianhan.
Feng Chi'er's eyes also lit up: "Okay, girl, I'll go!" ”
Zhu Xinghe went out in a big coat, and sneezed loudly when the cold wind outside hit. In fact, in my heart, there are still some resentments in my heart, why did Zhuo Anxun come to find himself in the middle of the night when it was still freezing and snowy? If she had a cold, wouldn't she suffer?!
When I walked to the back door, I saw that Zhuo Anxun's carriage was parked in the alley. However, this carriage is low-key, and if you don't look closely, you don't know that it is a carriage looking for the prince's mansion. Moreover, in the dead of night, no one around them noticed them.
Zhu Xinghe got into the carriage, and sure enough, he smelled a smell of wine.
Zhuo Anxun sat on a wooden chair, in the corner of the carriage at the moment.
On the desk in the carriage, only a faint candle was lit, reflecting Zhuo Anxun's face, and the emotions in his eyes could not be seen when he was extinguished.
After Zhu Xinghe got in the car, he sat in the position farthest away from Zhuo Anxun, and looked at Zhuo Anxun vigilantly: "Your Highness, is there anything wrong with looking for me?" ”
Zhuo Anxun naturally noticed her movements, and smiled helplessly: "Don't worry, I won't get close to you." I drank alcohol, but I didn't drink much. I just feel that I am going to get married tomorrow, and if I don't have some words to say to you, I'm afraid that I won't have the opportunity to say those words in my life! ”
His tone was sincere, but it made Zhu Xinghe relax his vigilance slightly.
can also guess what Zhuo Anxun wanted to say, but just lowered his head: "Everyone has their own path to go, and everyone's path is also their own choice." Your Highness has chosen the path you think is worth it, and you just have to go ahead. ”
Zhuo Anxun chuckled: "Ah Xing, if I say that I regret taking this path, do you believe it?" ”
I didn't believe it before, but I might believe it now.
Zhu Xinghe didn't answer Zhuo Anxun, just lowered his head: "There is only one way now, Your Highness has no room to retreat, we don't have any more." ”
"Ah Xing, I really regret it."
Zhuo Anxun just leaned back on the wooden chair, and his tone was calm, as if he really just wanted to talk to Zhu Xinghe: "In the past, I only felt that as long as I could reach the top of the mountain, I would be able to trample all the people who bullied me under my feet. I thought that was the life I wanted. As for the people around him, except for the mother concubine, everyone is a chess piece and can be used. I thought that I would not fall in love with anyone, because I knew that the person I was going to marry in the future must be someone who would be useful to me. ”
In fact, his mentality is terrible, but it is understandable. He grew up in such an environment, how could he have a better mentality?
Zhu Xinghe must also admit that with her qualifications, there may really be no way to save Zhuo Anxun.
But Zhuo Anxun's eyes were also a little dark: "When I first met you, I really wanted to kill you." No one can know my secrets, not to mention that you are just a little palace maid? But later, I found out that you are very interesting. You know what others don't know, and you will do things that others don't dare to do. You even dare to come near me, and you dare to approach the King of Cold, but you don't think of us as freaks. You are compassionate and want to redeem us, but unfortunately, I still let you down. ”
"No, no, no, it's not like that!"
Seeing that Zhuo Anxun actually had such an idea, Zhu Xinghe couldn't help but wave his hand hurriedly: "I'm not compassionate, let alone trying to redeem everyone, I'm not that great." I was just...... I want to do what I can, I want to fulfill a dream that I can't fulfill in my life. ”
Yes, in fact, at this point, Zhu Xinghe also understood. Why was she so persistent in helping Yongle and helping Zhuo Anxun through the difficulties in her heart. She is not only for them, but also for the achievement of her own regrets.
In this day and age, she lost everything. Having lost the career she was so proud of, she just wanted to make up for herself in this regard.
Zhuo Anxun was stunned, this kind of Zhu Xinghe was also the first time he had seen it.
But he smiled bitterly: "No matter what your purpose is, I know that I have disappointed you." ”
Zhu Xinghe shook his head, feeling that this description was not accurate: "It's not disappointment." Your Highness, that's how I'll describe you. If I had always treated you as a patient and wanted to help you get rid of your illness, the outcome would only prove that my treatment had failed. ”
"A patient?"
Zhuo Anxun's mouth whispered the word: "You just ...... me Is it just a patient? Ah Xing, I want to hear the truth from you. Have you ever been with me for so long, have you ever been a little tempted by me? Even if it's just a little bit, or at a certain moment? ”