Chapter 441: She Wants to Live
In her eyes, there was never despair, and Rao was still struggling to survive at this moment: "No matter where I am in the future, it doesn't matter what I do, I just want to live." For the first half of my life, I was a puppet in the hands of others, always doing things I didn't want to do. So for the rest of my life, I don't want to be so powerless anymore. Even if I only have one day to live, I want to put myself in control of my life. ”
When she raised her eyes to look at Zhu Xinghe, there was pleading in her eyes: "I know that I have done many unforgivable things in the past. I am a sinner, a sinner who can never and dare not ask you to forgive me! ”
It was also the first time that Su Huan said his thoughts to people other than Zhuo Anxun so painfully: "But Zhu Xinghe, I just want to live!" The only person I can think of is you, you help me, can you help me? Zhuo Anxun won't let me go, I only need this life, can you help me? ”
She has come to this point, and Zhu Xinghe can't continue to pretend to be stupid.
Looking at Su Huan like this, Zhu Xinghe still remembered the degui who died tragically in front of his eyes.
Zhu Xinghe didn't speak, and Su Huan also understood Zhu Xinghe's thoughts, so he only smiled bitterly: "Zhu Xinghe, I know, I owe you a life." It is my fault that a virtuous life died at my hands. ”
For such a long time, this is the first time that Zhu Xinghe has heard Su Huan admit his mistake.
But the sad thing is that she didn't admit her mistake because of Degui as a person, but still for herself.
Just looking at Su Huan like this, Zhu Xinghe finally opened his mouth: "What do you want me to do for you?" ”
Su Huan seemed to have seen a savior, and his dark eyes began to brighten: "It's very simple, I wish Xinghe that you must be able to do it!" ”
She was just on the ground, and she didn't try to stand up again, but crawled towards Zhu Xinghe little by little: "Zhu Xinghe, can you get me out of here?" ”
Her eyes were red, like a beast struggling to survive: "I just have to get out of here and let me do whatever I want!" Leave me out and be a beggar. Or even if you sell me, just let me live, let me feel the outside world, even if it's just for a day, can you help me out? I don't want to even die under Zhuo Anxun's control, this is terrible, this is really terrible! ”
In fact, Su Huan said this, but Zhu Xinghe also believed that this was something that Zhuo Anxun would do.
Just looking at Su Huan like this, Zhu Xinghe couldn't help but say, "Then do you know what the world outside is like?" Save a woman like you, who has been pampered at home since she was a child, and now she can't even walk, how can you live when you go outside? ”
Knowing that Zhu Xinghe was thinking about this problem, Su Huan's heart was actually relieved.
So in the face of Zhu Xinghe's question, she shook her head seriously and honestly: "To be honest, I don't know, and I haven't thought about this problem." ”
But Su Huan still insisted: "But I know that even if I die outside, I am treated as a beggar, as a cat or dog, I don't want to die at the hands of Zhuo Anxun." I wish Xinghe, you should be considered to fulfill me, okay? ”
Fulfill? Thinking of Degui, Zhu Xinghe knew that she should not be a complete Su Huan.
But Su Huan seemed to think about everything too simply.
She had never lived alone outside, so how could she know that she would be better off than under Zhuo Anxun?
Shuangxi looked at Su Huan like this, and couldn't help but whisper to Zhu Xinghe Dao: "Madam, in fact, my subordinates feel that letting her live outside alone is also a punishment for her." She had never lived on her own outside, and she simply couldn't. ”
Yes, what's more, Zhuo Anxun has done enough to torture her for such a long time, right?
If Degui is still there, does he also hope that he can agree to Su Huan's request?
Zhu Xinghe frowned and looked at Su Huan: "It seems that you already have a plan, right?" ”
Su Huan looked at Zhu Xinghe, even if he was relieved, he hurriedly began to nod: "Zhu Xinghe, did you really promise to help me?!" ”
Zhu Xinghe didn't answer Su Huan's question, but said ambiguously: "You tell me first, what your plan is!" ”
Su Huan propped up his body with his own hands and looked at Zhu Xinghe seriously: "Today, you have to pretend that your child has been killed by me!" ”
Zhu Xinghe frowned, and when he heard that Rao was at such a point, Su Huan's thinking was still very clear: "This is the benefit of killing two birds with one stone for you." First, Zhuo Anxun will not doubt you and me, and he will relax a little towards you. At least until your fetus is stable, he will think that you have no children, so he will not make any more decisions about your belly! ”
If it was really Zhuo Anxun who asked Su Huan to kill his child, Su Huan was indeed not wrong in saying this.
Looking at Zhu Xinghe, Su Huan's eyes became more and more determined: "Second, he will think that you and I are still enemies." You'll be a little more relaxed with me, and you'll have a better chance of taking me away in the future. I promise, as long as you take me away and let me have nothing to do with Zhuo Anxun for the rest of my life, I will definitely not do anything to hurt you or the people around you. I will disappear from your sight forever and ever, or you will kill me once you see me, and I will not complain! ”
Although this article is still for herself, her assurance to Zhu Xinghe makes Zhu Xinghe feel a little credible.
Glancing at Shuangxi, Zhu Xinghe looked at Shuangxi and nodded slightly.
Su Huan also continued: "My plan is very simple, after two days and when the dust settles, he will definitely ascend to the position of Great Treasure. Until then, he will definitely solve me, after all, he will not let me sit on the throne of queen. In ten days at most, he'll be going to do something to me. Until then, I'll make my request with him. Someone who is going to die, he will definitely promise me! ”
Looking at Zhu Xinghe, Su Huan's eyes burned: "My father is now dead and is buried in a mass grave in Beishan. When the time comes, I will propose to go and worship my father one last time. You Hanwangfu know more about the situation on the north mountain than I do, and at that time you will send someone to save me, what do you think? I can choose to jump off a cliff or whatever, as long as he Zhuo Anxun decides that I'm dead, I'll be free, what do you say? ”
Her mind can be regarded as meticulous.
There are many mass graves on the north mountain, and there are cliffs next to it. I heard that at night, the north mountain was full of ghosts and fires, and others did not dare to approach.
When Zhuo An found that time, I am afraid that even if he is suspicious, he will not be able to spare the manpower to investigate this matter.