Chapter 523: Jin Ning Fanwai 10
I know that if I leave here today without saying a word, it will be equivalent to giving up Ah Xing and giving up the last hope.
So I could only look around and suppress the urge to leave, I didn't want to hide my envy: "This courtyard has a nice view, I don't know who pointed it out?" In my impression, His Royal Highness is not a person who is rigid about the scenery of the courtyard. β
What do I want to prove, at least to prove that Ling Tianhan also has a woman next to him, right? There are so many dirty people in this world, can he Ling Tianhan be so clean?
As long as he's like me, there's still hope for me. At least, we don't deserve to be that clean, are we?
But I didn't expect that this was the first time in my life that I saw Ling Tianhan smile.
The corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and even his eyes did not have the sharpness and sharpness of the past, and he nodded to me: "It was designed for me by Ah Xing." Don't look at her as a palace maid, but in fact, she is not worse than those ladies. She knows everything, and she makes me feel that this Hanwang Mansion is finally a home for me. β
Family?
Yes, that's what a home looks like!
I also want a home, a home that doesn't need me to live in. After all my years in the palace, I never felt that the palace was my home, and obviously the palace was not my home in the first place.
I think the jealousy in my eyes can't be controlled anymore: "Ah Xing never told me about it. It turns out that she still has such talent, and she is really a strange woman in this world. β
"yes."
Maybe this is the only thing between me and Ling Tianhan who can recognize and agree together, right?
Ling Tianhan also nodded, and his love for Ah Xing was overflowing: "So no matter what, I know that I will identify her as a person in my life." I begged my father twice, and I tried all the methods, just to let her have a home too. Jin Ning, what about you? What did you do for Ah Xing? β
It seems that his heart is very clear about my purpose today.
I?
I looked at Ling Tianhan, if I talked about it, I think I was no worse than anyone else: "What you can do for Ah Xing, I can." I know Ah Xing wants to be free, so why do you have to trap her in this capital? Isn't it good to take her to see the great rivers and mountains in the world? I can take her to the Hu tribe and enjoy the world of freedom, which none of you can do. β
"HehβHuβ"
The contempt in Ling Tianhan's tone really made me feel unhappy.
He didn't seem to take the Hu clan in his eyes at all: "How do you know that taking Ah Xing to the Hu clan is not another kind of confinement?" Have you asked Ah Xing? Does she want to go to the Hu Clan? The great rivers and mountains she wants to see are the great rivers and mountains of the Eastern Yuan Dynasty or the great rivers and mountains of the Hu people? β
Speaking of this, his eyes became more and more disdainful: "Oh...... I may have forgotten. How can you Hu people have any great rivers and mountains? It's just a long stretch of yellow sand, what's so good about it? β
There is no one in this world, Ling Tianhan, dare to say this about the Hu clan, right?
But I also have to admit that he beat the Hu people into obedience, and even the master repeatedly warned me that I would be friends with him rather than against him in the future.
Therefore my heart is burning with anger, and I cannot be angry with him.
I even think he's right. How does the yellow sand of the Hu nationality compare with the mountains and rivers of the Eastern Yuan Dynasty?
But I know that Ah Xing doesn't care about this: "I can give Ah Xing the freedom he wants." She doesn't care if she goes to a place with a long stretch of yellow sand or a place with beautiful mountains and rivers. As long as you let Ah Xing go and let me take her away, I can give her the life she wants. Instead of letting her be in Beijing, she will feel your deceit. β
Ling Tianhan lowered his head, I don't know what he was thinking, but obviously, he didn't intend to give in: "Impossible." β
I looked at him and I knew it was a game between the two of us.
But he was determined: "You are not worthy of Ah Xing." β
Heh-now in this Eastern Yuan Dynasty, the only person who dares to talk to me like this is Ling Tinghan, right?
I wanted to say something, but he raised his head again, his eyes were cold: "From Cuiyun to Xiaodang, and then to Aunt Jiang." Of all the things you do, which one is worthy of Ah Xing? Do you know what Aunt Jiang means to Ah Xing? β
Actually, I don't need to say it, I know it.
One thing I regret is killing Aunt Jiang!
I know that for Ah Xing, Aunt Jiang means mother. But what I understand even more is that it has come to this point, and it is impossible for me to show weakness in front of Ling Tianhan.
So I just looked at Ling Tianhan: "As long as you don't say it, Ah Xing will never know about it, and I will use my way to make Ah Xing believe me and fall in love with me." β
Ling Tianhan sneered disdainfully at this: "If your way will hurt Ah Xing, then you are not worthy of loving her." Do you know what Ah Xing wants? β
He put down the teacup in his hand, and then stood up: "Jin Ning, to be honest, I once regarded you as my worst enemy. I am not in the palace all the year round, and my temperament makes Ah Xing afraid. I could feel that Ah Xing was always avoiding me. Not only Ah Xing, but maybe the people who get along with me will avoid me. But Ah Xing is different for you. β
He stood in front of me, like a mountain that I needed to look up to: "Ah Xing once sincerely regarded you as his best friend. You're on your knees, you're hurt, she's worried. I also thought that with a little effort, you could capture Ah Xing's heart. After all, you are Master Jin Ning, and you are the man in this imperial city that many women dream of marrying. But are you really innocent? β
I asked myself, everything Ling Tianhan said was true. But every word of this sentence pierced me like a knife, making me feel suffocated.
Ling Tianhan looked at his hands: "The world says that I am like a murderer and a great sin. Only I know what I'm doing for what. I never killed innocent people, nor did I torture those who were captured. But Jin Ning, what about you? You killed the people who loved you, and you killed the people who loved Axing. Even when you killed Xiao Bell, you didn't feel the slightest bit guilty, right? How can you be worthy of Ah Xing? β
Why did he know this?
It was as if my heart had been cut open and placed in front of him!
I also stood up, but I felt a trance in front of me: "But if you hadn't used the emperor's marriage to persecute you, how could Ah Xing marry you?" β
He bowed his head and generously admitted: "I admit, I can't wait." But it's not for you, it's for you to know that even if Ah Xing doesn't marry me in this life, he can't escape. There are so many people eyeing her, so why can't it be me? β