The day I got married was the happiest day of my life.

I am Sungai, the personal guard of His Royal Highness the King of Han.

I have been by His Royal Highness King Han for many years, and I have long regarded His Royal Highness as my own brother. I will lay down my life for the sake of Your Highness.

But I also know that His Highness will also give his life for me.

I have witnessed everything important in His Highness's life, including marrying Princess Han.

To be honest, from the very beginning, when His Highness told me that he was in love with a palace maid, I didn't understand it very much. My Highness has been fighting on the battlefield for many years, and he is such an excellent person, how could he fall in love with a little palace maid?

However, after I really met the princess, I realized that a woman like her deserves to be loved by His Royal Highness!

I respect the princess and I admire the princess.

In my lifetime, I hope to be able to find a woman like the princess, take care of everything in my life, and be in the same boat with me.

So when I met Lu Siniang, I thought I had met such a person.

In fact, I know that Lu Siniang is in love with His Royal Highness. I'm not jealous, because I understand that it's not normal for such an excellent person as Your Highness to be loved by a woman? If I were a woman, maybe I would fall in love with Your Highness.

But His Royal Highness already has a princess, and no one can hinder the relationship between the two of them, even if they are as good as Lu Siniang.

In fact, at the beginning, I didn't mean to force Lu Siniang. After following His Highness for so many years, I know better than anyone that this kind of thing cannot be forced.

But I'm going to keep going, until the day she likes me, and I think I'm winning.

I also noticed that the wind chimes were different to me.

It's not that I don't know, after getting along with Wind Chimes these days, she has an interest in me. But she's really not the kind of woman I like, she's capable, she's vigorous, but she's too strong.

Lu Siniang is different, she is gentle, sensible, considerate and generous.

I thought that a woman like Lu Siniang in this world would not deceive others, at least not take advantage of others.

But I didn't expect that she would use me thoroughly.

She clearly promised me that she would be with me. However, it wasn't until later that I realized that I was just a springboard for her Lu Siniang to get close to the prince.

She used me thoroughly, and when I left her, I never thought she was such an abominable person!

I think it was Lu Siniang who lost me, not me who lost Lu Siniang.

I thought that after leaving her, my life would be back to the way it used to be. But it seems that something has changed, unconsciously.

I couldn't figure it out, until I met a wind chime at work, and I wanted to help her, but she pushed her away, I realized that the thing that changed in my life was the wind chime!

She had never done this to me before, and she always smiled at me.

And at this moment, her eyes were so cold and strange when she looked at me, as if we were just meeting in the water. No, it's not even as good as a meeting in the water!

I began to feel scared: I knew that I had hurt her a lot in the matter of Lu Siniang. But she's never been a grudge-minded woman, and I thought that if she eased up for a while, she would become the same as before.

But in the end...... I was still wrong.

When I realized I was really going to lose her, it was the days when I was sick and hurt.

In the past, not to mention an injury, it was a little problem, she was always the first to come up and care for me, and then help me get a doctor. Once, when I ate something bad, I vomited and diarrhea, and she was also with me without sleep. I was used to it, and I was even a little tired of her verbosity.

However, this time, I was so sick that I never saw her.

Whenever I lay on the bed and saw her outside, I always hoped that she would come in and see me.

However, she either passed by, or turned back to her room. Not to mention coming to see me, even if you look at me, you have never had it.

I can't tell what I feel in my heart.

It's painful, right?

It suddenly dawned on me that it wasn't that she had to do it, but that I couldn't leave her.

Later, when the wind chimes came, no one knew how happy my heart was. But when she came, she told me that she would not have wanted to see me if the princess had not called her to see me.

If you don't want to see me, it looks like you're going to send me to hell!

I still couldn't help but take her hand, and that was probably the first time I apologized to her: "Wind chimes, I'm sorry." ”

She shook her head, her eyes full of disappointment: "You just did what you felt was right, there is nothing to be sorry for." Sung-khi, I won't pester you anymore, don't worry. ”

That night, my heart was so distressed that I couldn't sleep. I finally realized that my pursuit of Lu Siniang was not love at all. And I hurt someone who loved me so much for that ridiculous woman.

I thought that maybe this was my retribution, which made me toss and turn for many nights afterward, and all I thought about was the smile of the wind chimes.

But I know that this is the last chance God has given me, and I can't miss it!

So I mustered up the courage to get back to the wind chimes.

I mustered all my strength and courage to get close to her again.

And the wind chimes lived up to expectations, and she also gave me a taste of what she had suffered. She was hot and cold to me, and it made me uncomfortable again and again.

I thought that we were going to torture each other like this for the rest of our lives.

It wasn't until after the birth of the little prince that the princess called the wind chimes to have a long talk all night.

I don't know what the two of them said, but the next morning, Wind Chimes came to me with red eyes, and said to me so gently for the first time, "Sungai, let's never quarrel again, okay?" ”

Okay, good, my heart is a thousand and ten thousand willing! I just want to live happily with her and be content for the rest of my life!

I know that Feng Chime'er was unstable until the day she married me. She has seen me crazy for Lu Siniang, so she always thinks I don't love her enough.

But it doesn't matter, we still have a lifetime left for me to prove that my love for her is unmatched by anyone.

She and I may not be able to do the same harmony as His Royal Highness and the Princess, but our days will definitely be prosperous!

Only those who know how to cherish in this world can live a happier life.

I wish I was the one who knew how to cherish, and I hope you would be the one who knew how to cherish.

We're here to make the rest of our lives as good as we want.

I hope that you will be the same.

- End of the book