(.) Falling cherry blossoms-86 Biluo Tian, instead of enlightenment

The crying face that did not match the young girl with short blond hair, and the expression that did not match the blonde queen, stretched out her unreachable hands towards the falling figure.

It's been 13 years since that whirlpool.

Memories of childhood, distant memories, apologies and hesitations buried deep in the bottom of my heart.

In the weeping room, the figure of the blonde queen disappeared, leaving behind a young girl who was weeping in a pool of blood, with short blond hair, a lovely red scarf, and a night dress that did not indulge.

Her bright red eyes were more beautiful than the red glow of the dusk, these eyes were full of moisture, and she knelt on a pool of blood and some vomit, why did she feel so painful?

Obviously what has been decided, but in this distorted world, what else is there to pursue?

No, distorted, maybe she herself.

The friend who was very important to her, the first friend, and the last friend, the white shrine maiden, was destroyed in this crooked world.

The previous daily life, the previous dreams, and all the good things before were just false fakes.

Lonely for the first time, she was guided by the only bright star in the night sky, but at the end of this only destruction, she wandered......

The self-made smart Gensokyo, the order that was created, is because of this, it will shed blood and tears.

What is disintegrating is her reason, full of reincarnation that cannot be said goodbye, what is her existence? What do you want to use to fill that pitch-black empty stomach?

Young Lumia opened her mouth, and her cry was released again, just now, she couldn't bear the empty stomach for years, and she ate her favorite girl, her closest friend.

Use this mouth, use this mouth.

The delicious-looking, somewhat moist, blood-stained mouth ate her important friend who had no one to replace.

Her sluggish and weeping face was by far the most ugly.

She kept enduring it, enduring the constant oppressive hunger, even if it was in vain, she just wanted to be by her side for a while, just to be with her for one more day.

It's a pity that the time that passed in a blink of an eye, but only a few years, was lost, all lost.

Obviously so, but why is it so painful, and what is the use of everything learned from her?

It's not easy to have light, it's not easy to have a blue sky, it's not easy to have hope, why!!

Take away all the hopes she had so hard to get, tear apart the light she has, dye the pale sky she loved into a filthy and filthy dark, and shatter the hope she had so hard to pick up.

How to choose?

The fate she carried......

I finally felt that my life could go my own way, in the direction I chose, but, in the end, it was just one path.

Keep losing the road that keeps losing.

The woman with long black hair who appeared, she is the sister of the white shrine maiden, and the role of the so-called husband, she is a woman, but she loves the white shrine maiden, she is the dragon between the birth chaos, the dragon god of Gensokyo.

For the first time, she repaid her expectations for humans and youkai, and lent her power to create all things based on all things.

It can't compare to the god who created the world, but the dragon god also has a very strong creative ability.

However, she was unable to create a world that protected the people she loved the most, her eyes filled with tears, and her most important and precious people were far away from her.

Will she resent the crying girl? Will she resent the world that has been created false?

It's so hateful, but this world is also the world she loves the most, Aiwu and Wu, who once fell in love with her and fell in love with this world, can't hate this world.

Can't hate this friend of hers.

She only resents the insignificance of her power, her power is the creation of dreams, and everything that extends from here, the imagination of all things is infinite, and the imagination that extends from this infinity is also infinite.

The dragon god, who created everything from his imagination, can't even imagine a resurrection.

Because the dead cannot be resurrected, it is an order that must not be violated.

Clenched fists, looking at the miserable girl, will she be happy? That Lumia was crying for Reimu, and she used to laugh because of Reimu, the same as she is now.

Ahhh

Ryujinhime, who looked like that with flowing and loose hair, stretched out her hands.

She wants to use these hands to erase the culprit in this world who has taken away her important existence, but who is the real culprit?

Is it this Lumia who cried for Reimu like her, and once laughed for Reimu together?

It's not!!

So......

"I won't give you Reimu, I'm not going to let you cry for Reimu...... Reimu wants you to have the last laugh until your sky is dyed pale, and that's okay...... I'll just grieve............ You just have to think it's a dream. 」

With a weeping smile, the decision made by the dragon god was to seal Lumia's memory and Lumia's power.

After doing all this, Ryujinhime is gone, and she wants to use the power of her dreams to continue to search for Reimu, no, it is to return to the memories of the past and continue to encounter Reimu.

All of this, as long as there is her and Reimu.

......

......

Lumia, the little girl who was still sitting in a pool of blood, stared blankly at the sky, her big bright eyes staring at the blue sky, and then innocently showed a very, very cute smile.

But......

This smile is more heart-wrenching than it is to make people look at it.

The golden bangs hung down in front of her eyes, hiding her expression, and the nerd tugged at the hem of her clothes, and the two of them stood beside the little Lumia.

But Lumia couldn't see them at all, yes, even the previous dragon god hime, Yakumo Murasaki, couldn't see them.

This is a picture from a memory of the past, which is what the nerd sees, and what the nerd wants to see.

Because his beloved wife, lovers, and friends like it, he has long slender black hair, and he can feel the loose and flowing feeling at a glance.

Blood-sucking non-blood-sucking things that were unconsciously embraced by vampires and born by the miracle of magic, vampire monsters that are not afraid of the sun, monsters with dark anomalous dragons, and half-human non-human demon monsters.

Pursuing the root of the demonic path, just to be by the side of his important person, he is no longer too much in pursuit of strong power, he only needs to be able to protect the hearts of others, and the strength of others is enough to have a sufficient degree of power.

It's a boy.,Gensokyo is a relatively rare male youkai.。

Giving up the identity of a person.,Just for the abnormal existence of something.,Looks like a real beauty.,People feel that the world is too desperate.,Or also make some people feel that boys are not bad or something.。

He was so sad, because the picture he had seen before had the memory of Lumia's most hesitant era, and the memory of Lumia's happiest era, and also at the end of happiness, there was the memory of the most painful era.

The feeling of losing a loved one, of losing the most important being.

Nerds understand.

The nerd who once almost lost Pache knows this feeling, and also knows the feeling of happiness that is lost and regained.

However, Lumia has nothing left.

Who the hell is it that took everything away from Lumia!!

"!! Tsuki-yue-lin"

"It's not proper to yell at a woman at such a close distance, and the concubine has no intention of fighting you, but...... You should do the same, after all, it is this Lumia that you want to save. 」

"But can you save it!?"

taunts from her.

"Yes, of course, if I can't, I won't be Lumia's brother, yes, I'll do what you can't. 」

Lumia is crying, she can't let her cry anymore, otherwise her brother will be disqualified.

"Really, ...... Tsuki-lin"

"It's good to call the concubine a lin. 」

"Hmph, Lin, it's time for me to go back......

"So, go slowly, good luck. 」

"Needless to say, for those of you who ignore other methods for the sake of Gensokyo's order, sure enough, it's better than the so-called power to be a miracle of magic. 」

Magic, it's the power of miracles, that's what nerds believe.

An encounter with magic, an encounter with Pache and a acquaintance.

He will be in Gensokyo, he will meet Lumia, Misia, Reimu, Marisa, maybe it's all this fate.

You can't use spells or sorcery to save Lumia, so let me use magic to save you.

People will want to win, and in order to draw the best end to this story, there must be a melancholy, tactful, and somewhat regrettable ending.

But the nerd is no longer a man, he has given up the human desire to win, he has given up the desire to win, and it is enough to pursue only the happiest ending for him.

There is no need for the most beautiful ending that can make people melancholy and infinitely recalled, that kind of poignancy is not what he is chasing.

Maybe that kind of ending will make many people cry and pay more attention to it.

But for him, instead of winning like that and losing everything completely, it is better to lose that victory and get everything he wants.

He didn't come to Gensokyo to be the strongest, he didn't come to Gensokyo to occupy the first place in the rankings.

He didn't want to be an existence that punched Yuka and kicked the demon god Shenqi, his power was not used for these.

The power of magic he believed in, the magic that his beloved Pache had passed on to him, was not something so superficial.

This is the power of the guardian heart.

This time, let me lose completely, let me take Lumia back.

His closed eyes opened, and he saw Patchouli's worried eyes, a smile blooming on his face, within reach, and he stretched out his hands to hold Patchouli, who had a fairly fat chest but a slender waist.

While enjoying the softness of her against her chest, she whispered.

"I'm back, ...... Pa."

"Welcome back~Stop"

Quietly enjoyed the calm for a while.

"Pa, lend me strength, there should be enough time now, I have a secret plan that will lose. 」

"Really, tell me about it, it's been a long time since you had to lose. 」

He doesn't want invincible power, but as long as he has the power to protect his companions, no matter how weak he becomes, it's no problem.

......

......

She remembered everything, herself when she was most hesitant, when she was happiest, when she was most miserable, when she was most worry-free, and then ...... It is oneself when I feel pain again now.

She is a youkai who eats the darkness in people's hearts, and at the same time eats people.

Named a man-eating monster, in the degree of making the monster and terrifying, it is not much inferior to that Kazami Yuka, she is such a monster, strong to hesitant, happy to weak.

And then......

Tears streamed down her eyes, which were more beautiful than the twilight glow, and slid down her cheeks with a little crimson.

She remembered everything, and then, lost everything.

"Ni-chan, substitute Oni-chan...... Lumia, Lumia can't be your sister anymore. 」

In her memory, the truth she knew, the reason why she pursued the nerd, in addition to perceiving a little interstitial power in the nerd's body and rushing to Yakumo Murasaki, the first youkai the nerd encountered in Gensokyo was her Lumia.

No.

The first youkai to rush to the nerd was Lumia.

At that time, he was only 17 years old but looked like a junior high school student, Shota, a nerd who had negative feelings in his body and was completely unaware of it.

The first meeting unfolded like a joke.

As Lumia, after losing Reimu, being sealed by the dragon god in her memory, and being alienated by Yakumo Murasaki, after more than ten years, she was once again attracted to someone with strong negative feelings in her heart.

She's not close to nerds because she likes them.

- Her

It's because she wants to eat nerds, so she gets close to nerds, because she's the one who has such a cursed fate, she can't be anyone's prince, and she can't be anyone's princess.

She is the witch who snatched the princess from the prince's side.

is her favorite villain in her favorite fairy tale.

- Lumia.

She was such an hateful child, the youkai around her were afraid of her, the black mud around her was pouring towards her, and the power hidden under Gensokyo was all pouring towards her.

She's the big monster that sucks up the darkness, the curses, the negative feelings, the dark side that runs counter to the light.

And manipulate these darkness.

At this time, Gensokyo is using the huge curse power contained in the Holy Grail as energy to make up for the lack of power supplied by the dragon god hime.

And these forces are at the disposal of Lumia at this time.

The power that was too large really supported the shrinking body that had been starved for several years.

She is Rumia, and her existence is all the dark side of Gensokyo, and the witch's duty is to take these dark sides into herself, but in order to avoid the overflow of these dark sides in the end, she gives them to her Lumia to eat.

She was eaten by the person she loved the most.

It was the Reimu, the white Reimu that gave her everything Lumia had, and with that warm smile, she dyed her night sky the most beautiful blue sky she had ever looked up to.

However, it's all gone.

Because she is Lumia, the Lumia of the dark side of Gensokyo.

「............ I ......."

The black mud condensed into balls and floated out of Lumia's shadow one by one.

Mutation, happened.

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