"In addition to love, there is also the awakening of the killer's self-consciousness."

Xing Yan chewed the rice slowly, and said with drooping eyelids: "One is the external cause, and the other is the internal cause. It can even be said that there are internal causes first, and then there are external causes. ”

Guan Chen folded his hands on the dining table, just like a primary school student in class, respectful.

Even if Xing Yan can leak a few grains of rice on his clothes with a mouthful of rice, even if his chopsticks can't hold the leeks in the leek scrambled eggs, Guan Chen feels that Xing Yan, who only has a high Chinese basis in the information at this time, exudes the aura of a strong man, and his knowledge and wisdom have surpassed his academic qualifications and are difficult to define. In his seventies, he really didn't live in vain.

Guan Chen respectfully sandwiched half a bowl of leeks to Xing Yan: "If self-consciousness is not awakened, there will be no love?" ”

“…… It's not that there won't be love, it's just that even if you do, it's hard to discern and maintain. ”

Xing Yan looked at the leeks in the bowl with a depressed expression, and then said:

"When a person has nothing and there is no support in their hearts, the person will take any feedback as feedback [of love]. This kind of feedback, mixed with various noises, can make it difficult to make correct judgments. Many people suffer from gains and losses, excessive humility, blind compromises, and tugging back and forth in love, and the final result is only to exhaust themselves. The reason for this is the lack of fullness of personality and the lack of self-awareness. Such a person, no matter how much love he meets, should he mess up or mess up. ”

Guan Chen pursed his lips and clenched his fists.

Personality plump or something, this is what Pan Xu said last time I went to [Blue Whale]. But because of time constraints, Pan Xu didn't explain it thoroughly last time, and there were a bunch of various undergraduate-level grammar and vocabulary, so that Guan Chen couldn't understand it in a fog.

Now that Xing Yan said it is easier for people to understand, Guan Chen suddenly became enlightened, and he only felt that when he was buying fruit downstairs just now, he should really buy a better variety.

Guan Chen looked at the fruit casually packed in a plastic bag, turned his head and continued to give Xing Yan leeks.

Xing Yan picked up the bowl and picked up the rice vigorously, blocking Guan Chen's enthusiasm with his face, ignoring the rice falling on his clothes, Xing Yan sped up and said:

So what made the killer abandon the dark and turn to the light was not only because of the heroine's love, but also because in those days, the killer was respected as a person, he made choices one by one, and he experienced the feeling of controlling and deciding his destiny...... The killer rebels against the agent, this kind of symbolizing 'patricide' and overthrowing patriarchy, you are a scholar of literature, you should be familiar with it, I won't say much about these. Xing Yan put down the bowl and concluded, "That's pretty much it." After you straighten it out, you can set [big goals] and [small goals] for the characters, and it should not be difficult to perform the level and depth. ”

Guan Chen really wanted to pull Xing Yan's collar and ask him to explain to him that Raushzi "killing his father" and "overthrowing patriarchy". But this is very risky, so you can only be unwilling to write it down first, go back and look up the information on the Internet yourself, or ask other smart people later.

However, Guan Chen had just made a decision in his heart, and Xing Yun on the side listened for so long before finally speaking.

"And what about the end?" Xing Yun asked: "The killer has awakened his self-consciousness and wants to go out and mix by himself and go his own way, what does the agent think?" Is it a mockery, or something else? ”

Xing Yan suddenly fell silent.

Guan Chen thought that Xing Yan was thinking, but when he sandwiched all the leeks into Xing Yan's bowl, he found that Xing Yan looked preoccupied, and after eating each bite of rice, it would take a long time to eat another bite.

Seeing that his grandfather didn't speak for a long time, Xing Yun suggested: "The role of [agent] is quite suitable for you, why don't you try it?" ”

I don't know if it's Guan Chen's delusion, Xing Yun's tone has a sense of ridicule and sarcasm.

Xing Yan put down the dishes and chopsticks, got up and hid in the room, and stopped eating.

Guan Chen looked at Xing Yun suspiciously, not understanding what was going on, [Hey, why did you drive Teacher Xing away? I'm not done with my questions yet! 】

Xing Yun calmly began to eat chopsticks, as if he knew that his grandfather would not come out to eat again: "What 'awakening of self-consciousness' is just a nice statement, if such a thing really happens, it will only be said to be rebellious, ignorant of good and bad, cowardly, and evasive." It's like my dad ......" Xing Yun said lightly, looking like he had a lot of stories.

But Guan Chen was not at all interested in other people's family affairs, and he opened his mouth to interrupt Xing Yun's narrative: "It's almost time, it's time for me to go." ”

Xing Yun: "......? "My emotions are all brewing, you don't finish the story, just leave?

"886, today's dish tastes good." Guan Chen picked up the script, and before leaving, he took an apple he bought.

Xing Yun shouted: "Even if you want to leave, you can add a hand to help clean up the dishes and chopsticks!" ”

Guan Chen waved his hand to Xing Yun casually, opened the door and fled.

When he arrived downstairs, Guan Chen was nibbling on apples, blowing the lukewarm evening breeze, feeling comfortable, and feeling that he had gone to a big trouble.

was questioned by Pan Xu and the dean one after another before, and almost lost his confidence in being a man. Fortunately, today Mr. Xing pointed him in a new direction - to recognize himself and understand himself.

Self-awareness, what kind of cognitive method is it, although Guan Chen can't get it, he has ready-made answers to copy.

In the movie "How to Steal the Key", the fake killer faces a completely new life after losing his memory, he knows neither himself nor has any direction for the future, so he records all the information about himself in a booklet, what he likes and what he hates.

Although Guan Chen did not have amnesia, if he wanted to ask him what he knew about himself, he could only say at most - he liked to fight, he liked knives, he liked to watch movies, and he was gone.

Guan Chen bought a booklet at a roadside convenience store, and before he could get home, he couldn't wait to sit down at the counter by the window with a few people who hastily settled dinner.

Guan Chen began to write:

[I like to fight.] 】

[I like knives.] 】

[I like to watch movies.] 】

Again, there's also:

[I like to eat strawberry mille-feuille.] Little Bear's homemade desserts taste the best. And I don't want money.

[I like to play football.] Guan Chen thought about it after writing it, and felt that something was wrong.

He has been playing football for half a year, and his level is still very poor, but he didn't think about giving up or secretly training and impressing everyone. Thinking about it carefully, what he likes is the feeling of playing with Wu Yan.

Guan Chen crossed out the previous sentence that he likes football and changed it to "I like to play with my little brother." 】

[I like to sleep in the passenger seat of my brother's car.] 】

I don't know if it's a psychological effect, I wrote it down one after another, Guan Chen felt that he really knew a little more about himself.

Guan Chen wrote in the booklet "I like to read. ], my heart was slightly weak, and even the font size was smaller. In order to enhance his persuasiveness, Guan Chen immediately decided to visit the bookstore.

I asked the owner about a nearby bookstore.

Walking into the bookstore, he first picked out a recently best-selling suspense mystery book, and when he was about to check out, he returned to the bookcase and searched for book recommendations with the keywords "fathericide" and "patriarchy" on his mobile phone.

Although the script of the audition and the final script are not necessarily the same, Guan Chen doesn't care so much. Because his performances are always for his own pleasure.

Searching for books and looking at the titles of those books that are very literate as soon as they hear it, Guan Chen has no fear at all.

He found out about this himself and couldn't help but smirk.

Ho ho ho, it turns out that before I know it, I am already in high school.

……

……

At the beginning of May, there was a seven-day Golden Week.

Many foreigners who come to travel are full of envy when they talk about what kind of holiday, what kind of small long vacation and other incomprehensible content.

The crew of "Key to Destiny", after seven days of rest, are in good shape. It's a weekend in three days, so everyone is very motivated to work, and although there are more words, at least there are no symptoms of post-holiday depression.

When Director Tian walked into the restaurant, the producer and producer had already arrived. They are calm and composed, always tired as if they have not taken a vacation - because once the project starts, rest is non-existent for them.

Today is the audition location for "Key to Destiny", and I chose a restaurant.

Usually the crew will choose to be in the hotel, but the people who come to try the main role of "Key to Destiny", the production team does not invite much, so there is no need to engage in such a big pomp.

Moreover, arranged in the restaurant, there is a special purpose.

"I heard that this Guan Chen is good," the producer put away several actor cards in his hand, picked out one of the ones with the least resume, and said: "Chen Bin and Zhang Jingsheng of "Police Story" seem to be very optimistic about him. ”

Guan Chen only has one "Police Story" on his resume, and he hasn't been on it yet. If it weren't for the internal push, his actor card would basically not appear here.

"The film 'Police Story' is said to have expanded its distribution, and it seems that I am very confident in the quality." The producer stood at the door and sat down in the room after arranging the security issues for the audition, casually saying what he had learned about the industry: "If our side is also selected, it will be two top productions in a row." Ouch, if I didn't know the inside story, I would have to guess if someone was behind him. ”

"I've seen people, quite a simple young man, not as many twists and turns as us." After Tian Dao finished speaking, he seemed to remember something, stroked his belly, smiled and said: "There is a faint feeling of not being in a state on his body, he can't melt in, but he is not alienated, which is quite interesting." ”

"You've raised our expectations, and if he doesn't perform that well, my impression score here will be low." The producers joked.

"Turn it up, though. If it can't reach the level of amazing, there is no point in choosing a newcomer like him. Director Tian spread out the actor card and stared at the resumes of other actors. If Guan Chen's advantage is to be close to the role, then these actors with rich resumes have the advantage of knowing the roots, communicating without hindrance, ensuring acting skills, and having a certain psychological endurance.

At this time, the person in charge of the restaurant came over and told the producer that the ingredients were ready.

Director Tian looked at the time and said, "It's almost time to arrive." ”

The producers and producers, as well as the executives sent by the company, ended the small talk and got ready to get to work.

Outside the box, the cast members of the audition are arriving at the restaurant one after another.