Five

Zhang Xu and I met online. At that time, I had been divorced for almost ten years, and my parents always urged me to find another one, and I would not be too lonely to have a companion by my side. I didn't think about it in my heart, but I listened to my parents. Some people have introduced and seen it, but they don't like it too much. But at this time, Zhang Xu appeared in my life. We met after talking online for more than two months.

When I met Zhang Xu for the first time, I was very nervous, and I didn't know what the result would be, because I never thought that I would be in an online relationship. It is said that the Internet is virtual, and what you see online is not necessarily real. Even the photos aren't necessarily my own. So although I saw Zhang Xu's photo on the Internet, I wasn't sure if it was him. I don't even know if what he said to me is true.

We met at the station. At that time, I came back from my hometown. The reason why I chose to be at the station was a precautionary measure in my heart, because there were many people at the station, and if he was a bad person, he wouldn't dare to do anything to me at the station.

I'm a very timid person, so I think about the consequences of everything I do. Be careful, too.

To my surprise, Zhang Xu not only looks better than in the photos, but also doesn't look like a bad guy at first glance. He had a loyal face. That was his first impression on me. The second impression he gave me was that he was definitely not a rich man. Because it was summer, he wore a black half-sleeved T-shirt, black trousers, a slightly thin figure, and slightly dark skin, which did not look like the kind of big money with a lot of money. Rather, it is a man who does manual work.

But I don't care if he has money or not. Because I think that as long as this society is not lazy, there can be no big money, but small money can still be earned. So as long as you have a good character, be self-motivated, and be in love.

After we met, we each took out our ID cards and divorce certificates. This is what I requested, because I was afraid that he was not single, so wouldn't I be a junior for some reason?

After we looked at each other's ID cards and divorce papers, he smiled and said to me, "Now you are relieved, right?" ”

I also smiled and said, "Rest assured." I know, I wrote down the address on your ID card and told my family that if you are a bad person, my family will be able to find you after you do bad things. "Actually, I'm talking nonsense. How could I write down his address all at once?

He said half-truthfully: "Then it seems that I have to protect you for the rest of my life, otherwise if something happens to you, I can't tell." "This was our first meeting.

Since this meeting had a good impression of him, I continued to associate with him. We started seeing each other more often. We'll meet when it's time for me to rest. Or go for a walk in the park together, or go to the mall together.

Then he invited me to his house. I agreed. Since we all went for the purpose of getting married, of course we had to go to the house. The first time I went to his house, it was such a surprise to me.

Because when I entered the door of his house, I found that this home was simply miserable. There were only three pitifully small dilapidated houses in a large courtyard. What surprised me the most was that the house was the kind of oldest-fashioned house I had ever seen when I was very young, with windows that opened up and down. The upper layer of the window is made of papier-mΓ’chΓ©, and the lower layer is glass.

My accident didn't show up directly, and I was afraid it would hurt his self-esteem. But from the moment I entered the courtyard, Zhang Xu seemed to be paying attention to my expression.

He said to me, "Wen Li, are you disappointed? "He actually guessed my mind.

I said, "No disappointment." "Actually, I said this, but in my heart I wondered, why is there such a house in such a big city? Not to mention in this big city, even in a small place like our hometown, the poorest families do not have such dilapidated houses. But how could he live in such a house?

Zhang Xu said to me: "You know why I got divorced this time, right? ”

This question is a little inexplicable to me. Because we have all talked about why he divorced before, he just said that he and his wife had a bad personality, so they divorced. I didn't ask anything else. Because I also divorced my ex-husband because of personality incompatibility and misunderstanding. So I believed everything he said. But now he said that.

We were already in the house as we spoke.

We passed by the kitchen and entered the East House. After entering, I saw a small room with a kang on the south side, a small sofa on the north side, and a small TV cabinet with a 25-inch TV on it. Looking up at the shed, it was a plastic insert, but there was a piece on the north side that had been stepped on. It's really the first time I've seen a house like this. If I want to say in my heart that I am not disappointed, it is false. Although I don't love vanity, I don't have ambition or the charm to marry into a rich family, but such a poor family is not what I want to enter. At the very least, it has to be a normal home with a house, right?

Zhang Xu asked me to sit on the sofa, but he sat on the edge of the kang so that we were facing each other. At this time, he repeated what he had just said: "You know why I got divorced, right? ”

I said a little strangely, "Didn't you say that you divorced because your personalities were incompatible?" ”

"Hey!" Zhang Xu sighed and said, "I'm just because she is the mother of the child and has been divorced, I don't want to say anything bad about her." ”

I heard something in his words and asked, "What's going on here?" ”

"I've been living with her for 20 years, and I gave her all the money I earned, but when I wanted to build a house, she told me that the money was gone."

"What? Where did the money go? I asked strangely.

"I don't know, so she told me that there was no more, and that the days were all gone. I earn so much money in a month, I don't want to spend a penny myself, and she actually loses it all for me. I don't know if it's really gone, or if it's fake. Anyway, she just said no, and won't take it out for me. That's why I divorced her. ”

As soon as I heard what Zhang Xu said, I instantly sympathized with him. How could he have such a woman?

But I didn't say anything else, but asked him, "Where is she now?" Can you remarry? ”

"It's absolutely impossible to remarry, and she will find someone after she divorces me. Besides, even if she doesn't look for it, we can't remarry. Our personalities are not compatible. ”

As soon as I heard Zhang Xu say that his ex-wife had found someone again, I guessed that she must have had someone first, so she kept all the money in her hands and didn't take it out, the purpose was not to live with Zhang Xu. I even guessed that she took Zhang Xu's money and pasted it to other men. Thinking about it like this, I sympathize with Zhang Xu even more. No wonder he wouldn't tell me too much about him and his ex-wife, it must have been too painful and embarrassing for him to mention.

Thinking of this, I persuaded Zhang Xu and said, "The past is over, don't think too much." When the money is gone, you can earn it again. "As soon as I think about this, I suddenly realize how similar this scene is to my current scene. Just now, Zhang Xu and the police also said that all the money earned would be given to me, but I ended up living like this. It seems that he must have said the same thing about me not only to the police, but also to the women outside. This is a recreation of the scene. The difference is that Zhang Xu and I used to be single. And the current woman knows that Zhang Xu has a family.