eighteen
I got into a fight with Zhang Xu. The end result, of course, was that I was beaten all over my body. Because I haven't done any physical work since I was a child, I don't have any strength in my arms and legs. It's not an exaggeration to say that I'm powerless. But Zhang Xu is a lathe, he deals with copper and iron all day long, and his arm is very powerful, he can beat me half to death with one arm.
In this way, I was beaten by Zhang Xu so that I didn't even have the strength to resist. I lay on the ground and didn't move. It's not that I don't want to move, but I really don't have any strength at all. So I closed my eyes. I don't know what I was beaten by Zhang Xu.
Maybe it was because I closed my eyes and lay there without moving, Zhang Xu thought I was unconscious, so he was a little scared. I heard him crouching next to me and calling my name: "Wen Li, Wen Li, how are you?" Can you hear me? ”
Of course I could hear him, but I really didn't want to pay attention to him anymore. My heart is broken now. The pain on my body doesn't matter anymore. The important thing is to feel distressed. My heart was bleeding, I didn't expect to end up like this. He actually hit me? I was so good to him, so good to his parents, and he actually beat me? I had just finished taking care of his father in the hospital, and he actually beat me?
I let him call me, and I still didn't move, I didn't speak, I didn't open my eyes. I'm not trying to scare him, I'm really sad, my heart is numb with pain, I don't want to talk to him, I don't want to look at his ugly face. Yes, from this moment on, his image in my heart has been greatly diminished, and he has become ugly in my eyes.
I'm afraid to stain my eyes when such a bastard looks at him.
Seeing that I didn't react at all, he was really anxious. He picked me up from the ground and put me on the kang, first pinched my man, and when he saw that I still didn't respond, he put his hand on my chest from top to bottom. I still lay there still and didn't speak.
He was busy and said, "Wen Li, don't scare me. You talk to me, and I know it's my fault. Wen Li, I was wrong, I shouldn't have hit you. I was really wrong, you open your eyes and say a word to me, you can beat me and scold me. I'm really crazy, how could I hit you? You speak, Wen Li. ”
He kept babbling in my ear, and I was so annoyed. So he said very calmly: "Don't worry, I can't die, you stay away from me, I really don't want to see you." ”
Seeing that I finally spoke, he let out a long breath and said with relief: "Wen Li, it's okay if you're okay, just talk to you." Wen Li, forgive me. I was really confused. I just wanted to scare you, but I didn't expect me to shoot so hard. Wen Li, if you want to beat me and scold me, you can do it. Don't be angry. As he spoke, he actually knelt in front of me. He stomped my hand and wept bitterly. Just now he had a hideous face in front of me, but now he knelt in front of me and apologized. I was really a little dazed and a little overwhelmed.
What kind of man is this? It wasn't until then that I realized that I didn't know him at all. I remembered what his daughter Zhang Lingling said: "Auntie, aren't you afraid that my dad will lie to you?" My dad was really bad. “
At this time, Zhang Xu continued to tell in front of me: "Wen Li, I don't know what's wrong with me. You hit me, can you hit me? As long as you're out of breath, you can beat me as much as you want. I assure you, I will never fight back. As he spoke, he actually dragged my hand and hit him in the mouth.
"You stay away from me, I really don't want to see you again." I said calmly. The calm voice was unfamiliar to me.
"Okay, as long as you don't get angry, you can do whatever you want me to do, I won't bother you, you can sleep first. After a day's work, I'm quite tired. Also, you don't have to go to work tomorrow, you can rest at home for a few days. Serving my dad in the hospital was so tired that he went to work without a break. ”
He babbled on and In the end, he went up to the kang and lay down to rest.
Not long after lying on the kang, he fell asleep. I heard his even breathing, and suddenly I felt an indescribable disgust in my heart. How could I find such a man and suffer with him, in exchange for his cheating and domestic violence.
He fell asleep, and I couldn't sleep for a long time. I'm such a person that I can't sleep as long as I have something on my mind. What's more, where can I sleep when such a big event happens today?
I wondered, should I get a divorce? When I think about the word divorce, I suddenly feel a little scared. I'm already married for the second time. If you get divorced again, how much of a joke will it be? Besides, when he was brought home, my father thought he was a good person. And in front of my father, I praised him very much, saying how good he was. When my father heard me say this, he thought I was really happy. I was so happy that I kept saying to me: "Wen Li, you must have a good time with Zhang Xu, and don't divorce at every turn like before." ”
I assured my father, "Dad, don't worry, I won't get divorced again." Zhang Xu is a very good person. I'm content to find him. We'll get through it. You don't have to worry anymore. ”
My father was very happy to hear me. My marital problems have been a headache for him all these years, and now this matter has finally been resolved. But now something like this has happened. My heart told me that I couldn't forgive Zhang Xu. But another voice spoke for him. He was also confused for a while, didn't he regret apologizing just now? He won't be like this again. He won't hit me anymore.
As for divorce, you must not leave again.
On such a night, Zhang Xu fell asleep beside him, while I was lying on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep for a long time.
The headache was like a crack. I don't know if he hit me or if it was because I couldn't sleep. In short, from top to bottom, from the inside to the outside, there is no good place on the body.
I moved, lifted my hands up, put my arms on the bottom of my head, and just rested my hands on the ground, my eyes staring blankly at the ceiling, thinking about what was on my mind.
I don't know how long it took for me to fall asleep.
But I felt as if I had just fallen asleep when I heard a sound. So I opened my eyes, and it was dawn. Zhang Xu also got up. I don't know if he's just up or if he's been up for a while. and I saw him standing before me.
When he woke up, he seemed to have forgotten what happened last night, and he said to me all right: "Wen Li, don't go to work today." Don't get up, just sleep a little longer. "He's back to his old gentleness and thoughtfulness, and he's the same as he was yesterday.
After listening to him, I didn't answer him because I was still angry with him. Yesterday he beat me so much, how could he forget it after a night's sleep? But I didn't think about not going to work today. Because the squad leader just talked to me yesterday, I asked me not to ask for leave if I have nothing particularly important in the future. I haven't been around for a day, so I asked for leave again, isn't that obviously against the squad leader? That's why I can't rest on anything.