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Zhang Xu's second sister Zhang Qing stayed at home for a while, and then pretended to tell Zhang Xu a few words, and saw that I didn't pay much attention to her, and I didn't feel very comfortable, so I said a word to Zhang Xu and left.
After Zhang Qing left, I didn't speak again, and when Zhang Xu saw that I didn't speak, he didn't speak. I didn't look in the mirror to see what I was beaten by Zhang Xu, but even if I didn't look in the mirror, I knew that my face was no longer what it was.
After a long time, Zhang Xu walked up to me and said to me: "Wen Li, don't be angry, I was really impulsive yesterday, don't worry, I won't move a finger of you for the rest of my life." I'm never going to hit you again, you're going to forgive me again, right? I've made a promise in front of the police station that I really won't beat you again. ”
I still haven't spoken. When he beat me for the first time, he said that I should forgive him once and that he would never beat me again. After beating me this time, he asked me to forgive him again. If I forgive him this time, what about the next time? I thought to myself,
Zhang Xu continued: "Wen Li, you said that we didn't have much money, and it cost so much money to buy a machine, you said you wouldn't do it, and you said you would pull the machine back." Isn't that a matter of tossing money? ”
It's really strange that he said this in front of the police, and there were no outsiders at home, and he still said this. I really couldn't help it: "Zhang Xu, if you speak with a clear conscience, you are not afraid of thunder striking you." Did you propose to move back first, or did I propose to move back first? ”
"If you don't say that the second brother-in-law is unhappy, can I move back? Aren't I also afraid that you will not feel comfortable staying there every day? If it weren't for you, I'd let you stay there. I thought that I was going to work, and it was uncomfortable for you to look at the second brother-in-law's face alone, so I brought it up and didn't do it there. ”
"Since you brought it up, why do you always rely on me?"
"You know, I'm a person with a bad temper, I said I want to move back, can you persuade me to say a few words?" Zhang Xu is like this, he always finds a way to put his fault on others. It's commonplace, and I don't want to say a word to him anymore.
After being silent for a long time, I finally made up my mind and said, "Zhang Xu, let's get a divorce, right?" "I said this after careful consideration. It took a lot of courage for me to say it. Because I really don't want to get divorced. There are so many things to worry about. But the current situation, Zhang Xu's character, and the mess in his family, there is really no way to go on.
I'm past the age of being young and vigorous, so this decision was never made on the spur of the moment.
When Zhang Xu heard me say that he wanted a divorce, he seemed to be stunned for a moment, maybe he didn't expect me to file for divorce. He knew how good I was for him, and he saw my love for him and my devotion to him. He always thought I couldn't live without him. So I filed for divorce and it came as a special surprise to him.
He looked at my face earnestly for a while, as if he realized that I was not angry or scared, but the truth. So he was a little flustered. was also a little anxious and said: "Wen Li, we are all divorced once, it's not easy to come together, you can't divorce with a little thing, right?" ”
"Is this a trifle? You almost beat me to death, it's a trifle, isn't it? Zhang Xu, we are not suitable to be together. Or are you divided? ”
"Whose husband and wife don't fight? The two of them fight, the head of the bed fights and the end of the bed, how can there be such a fight, a fight will divorce. Then you won't be able to find anyone for long in the future. Zhang Xu is still angry.
I don't want to argue with him about these things anymore.
"If you agree, I don't want anything, everything is yours, I'd rather work with you for nothing for a few years. You just have to agree to the divorce. "I really don't want a divorce in my heart. But I'm really a little scared of him. I want to live a peaceful life, and I don't want to be entangled with him any longer.
Zhang Xu heard what I said, saw my attitude, and knew that I had made up my mind. So he softened his tone and said, "Wen Li, even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about your father, right?" If he knows that you are going to divorce again, won't he follow you to the fire? ”
Zhang Xu was really able to catch my weakness. He knew that just mentioning my father would work. It seems that I haven't seen through him in the past few years, but he has a clear understanding of my character.
Hearing Zhang Xu's words, I thought about it and said, "It's okay, I just don't tell my father." ”
"If you don't tell him, won't he know? If we get divorced and I don't go to your house, won't my father feel it? He doesn't necessarily believe you even if you're lying. ”
Zhang Xu's words really hit my point. The reason why I didn't want to get a divorce was because I was afraid that my father, as he said, would find out that he didn't go and would guess that I was divorced again. It seems that Zhang Xu is really what I want, he can see it.
So I stubbornly said, "You don't have to worry about that, I'll find a way to make my dad believe it." I'm sure I'll be able to figure out the best of both worlds. ”
Zhang Xu saw that I was a little scared, so he said again: "Wen Li, if you really decide to do that, then I can only call my father and ask him to give a comment." Let's see if we should get divorced or not. It's not too much to kill people, although I hit you, but you also called the police, and I also admit my mistake, why don't you forgive? ”
As soon as I heard him say that he wanted to ask my father for a review, I was immediately stunned. This sentence scared me, if he really told my father, then my father must not be in a hurry with me? I, as a daughter, can't do my filial piety by his side, but I always make him worry about me. Therefore, I can't let my father know what to say about this matter.
"If you dare to call my father, if my father has three long and two short, I will fight with you." I said with some excitement. Now I really want to kill him.
Zhang Xu saw that what he said worked. He said, "Are you fighting with me?" What do you take and I desperately. You can't beat me, you can't talk about me. Besides, what's the use of you just fighting with me, if something happens to you, your father won't be alive? ”
Zhang Xu's words completely shocked me, and I couldn't say anything anymore. Yes, I want to fight with him, what do I fight with him, I can't beat him, I can't talk about him. But even if I could have beaten him up, what then? Even if I kill him, will I survive? What if something happens to me?
I have to admit that I have been controlled by Zhang Xu, and I let him pinch and flatten. There is no ability to resist at all. Just like he did when he hit me. Now I am like a lamb nailed to the board, at the mercy of him.
Now I really want to cry without tears. Zhang Xu saw that I couldn't say half a sentence anymore. So he pulled the words back: "Wen Li, don't make trouble, really, let's have a good time, I won't beat you again in the future." Don't talk about divorce. ”
I could only listen to him. I don't know how to answer. He said that if he didn't leave, he wouldn't leave. As long as it doesn't affect my father. Let's just think I'm in prison here. Just when I accidentally went the wrong way. I'm serving a prison sentence, I'm reforming the head office, right?