seventy-seven

Zhang Xu called Xiaobo to ask Xiaobo to come back, but Xiaobo said that he was working overtime and couldn't come back for the time being. I listened and knew that Xiaobo was not working overtime, but that he didn't want to come back. It's no wonder that Zhang Xu, as an elder, was so angry that he did such a thing, how could Xiaobo not be angry.

Zhang Xu saw that Xiaobo said that he was working overtime, so he didn't say anything, and after hanging up the phone, he said to me: "Wen Li, I'll go to the factory to pick Xiaobo back, right?" ”

"Didn't Xiaobo say that he was working overtime? Since he's working overtime, don't go. I said.

"Overtime, overtime, I'm waiting for him there. He always has a time to get off work. When he got off work, I picked him up. Xiaobo hasn't come back for so many days, don't you want him? Zhang Xu said.

To say that you don't want children is fake. But what if you want to? If something like this happens, how can the child stay in this house? I've been so angry about this matter for the past few days, and I'm too lazy to talk to Zhang Xu. I don't have any illusions about him anymore.

If it weren't for the fear that my father would know that I was not doing well, I really wouldn't want to be with Zhang Xu at all now. But that's already the case. If this marriage can be maintained, let's maintain it first. I have so many things to worry about that I can't get divorced easily. Fortunately, since I called the police, Zhang Xu didn't dare to beat me anymore. It's a little comforting to me.

From the beginning of my infinite longing for marriage, to now I am satisfied as long as I am not beaten, this is because I have experienced too many misfortunes in this marriage, which will make me have such a mentality. This marriage has worn out all my pride. At the beginning, I was so confident, and even a little narcissistic. But now all my self-confidence is gone, and all I can find in me is inferiority.

I've been thinking that if I could predict the future, and I knew that this would happen after I remarried, then I wouldn't have ended my first marriage so easily. Actually, I'm a perfectionist about marriage. The quality requirements for marriage are also very high. I always think that as long as I do it, then the other person has to do the same, or even do it better than me.

It is with this mentality that I am dissatisfied with my first marriage. But compared to now, the first marriage is simply very happy.

There are no ifs. We will encounter many choices in our lives. If you choose the wrong one, you will have to bear the consequences. Everything I have now is a consequence of my choices, so I have to take it.

Zhang Xu saw that I didn't answer his words. So he asked, "Wen Li, what are you thinking?" Did you hear me speak? I notice why you've been wandering up lately? Are you thinking about things? Tell me something. ”

Hearing Zhang Xu say such a thing, I pulled my thoughts back.

So I said, "I don't think about anything else, I just think about the store." "Of course, I won't tell Zhang Xu what is going on in my heart. So I could only lie to him.

Fortunately, Zhang Xu didn't ask again. After listening to me, I don't know if he believes or not. But it doesn't matter if you believe it or not. I don't want to please him in any way I used to, just to maintain this seemingly happy marriage.

Let it be.

"Then I'll leave now and pick up Xiaobo." Zhang Xu said. After listening to Zhang Xu's words, I had no reason to object to him picking up Xiaobo. So I said, "You can go if you want, but I'm afraid that it will be too late and Xiaobo may not be able to come back." ”

"I'm going to pick him up, isn't he coming back? Don't worry, Bob can come back. Zhang Xu said to me.

"Okay, then you go ahead and drive slowly. Don't worry. I instructed Zhang Xu.

Zhang Xu has always been at ease when driving. Because although he has not been learning to drive for a long time, and he has never touched a car after learning, only when Xiaobo buys this car, he can really touch the car. But he never took a little extra care because he was a novice.

He drove very fast, and he had that kind of show-off of a poor man's wealth. The feeling of driving a broken car and not knowing who you are. This character is the one I don't like the most. I didn't really notice it when I didn't drive before.

A few times I sat in his car, I was a little scared. That's why I told him. Whether I'm happy with him or not, I don't want anything to happen to him. Even if it's not a husband and wife, just an ordinary person who knows each other, I hope that others will be safe.

"I see, don't you know my technology? It's okay. With that, he walked out.

After Zhang Xu left, I was thinking about it while working in the store. I don't know if Bob will come back. In fact, to be honest, I really hope that Xiaobo can come back with Zhang Xu. When I was back home, I couldn't help it even if I thought about it. But now that he's here, of course I want to see him.

There is also an idea that I am still living with Zhang Xu, and I didn't expect to divorce him, so I still hope that the two of them will not get too stiff and not expect to be as close as when they first came, but at least they should be able to get by on face.

Otherwise, how will we get along in the future? Now I can't get a divorce, and of course I can't ignore my children. So if the two of them are too angry, I will naturally feel uncomfortable in the middle.

Today, Zhang Xu can pick up Xiaobo, which can also ease the relationship between them to some extent.

Because of this, I hope that Xiaobo can come back.

Thinking like this, I gave Xiaobo a call. Xiaobo answered my call and asked, "Mom, what's wrong?" "I heard it as if I was a little impatient. It's annoying to know this kid because I've called once. Zhang Xu hit him again, but now I called him again. No wonder he was annoyed.

Although I heard Xiaobo's tone of impatience, I didn't get angry, I said to Xiaobo: "Xiaobo, he went to pick you up, are you coming back?" ”

"Didn't I tell him I wasn't going back for overtime? Why is he here again? ”

"I don't know, he said you haven't been back for a few days, and he wants you to come back, so he went to pick you up. I also said, don't let him go, he won't listen to me. ”

"Mom, I don't want to go back." Xiaobo said.

"Mom knows what you think, and Mom is angry with him. But he's gone to pick you up, son, or you'll come back with him, right?" I said tentatively.

I really don't know if Bob will listen to me. Because I also understand Xiaobo's temper. He's also the kind of kid who is quite stubborn. Although it is reasonable, some things are also more serious. I don't know if he can get over the hurdles in his heart now.

After I finished saying this, I waited for Xiaobo's answer. I secretly looked forward to Xiaobo's return.

After being silent for a while, Xiaobo said, "I want to think about it." How long has he been here? ”

When I heard Xiaobo ask, I hurriedly said, "I have been walking for more than ten minutes, and I think I'm about to get to you." ”

"Okay, I know Mom, if nothing else, I'll hang up." Xiaobo said.

After hanging up Xiaobo's phone, I waited there restlessly, not knowing if Zhang Xu could pick Xiaobo back.

Not long after, Zhang Xu called me and told me that he had returned with Xiaobo. When I heard this, my heart suddenly brightened a lot, and I could finally see my son again.