Eighty-seven

I told Zhang Xu that Fang Jian had come to our store, and I thought he would ask more, but he didn't ask anything, and he didn't even ask. The explanations I had come up with didn't work.

I've been doing things above board for half my life, and I've never done anything wrong, so I'm also afraid that others will misunderstand me. I don't know what Zhang Xu's silence represents.

He went outside for two days, saying that the factory asked him to check the quality, but I didn't think about how it only took two days for him to check the quality. There are only two days back and forth, so if you remove the time on the road, it means that he has spent less than two days in the factory in the field. Although it is next to Beijing, it takes six or seven hours to go back and forth, right?

Whether Zhang Xu really went to a factory in another place, I guess it shouldn't be afterwards. But I didn't ask where he went, and he naturally wouldn't tell me. So I didn't know about it until the end.

After two days of separation, although it was not a long time, after all, it was not seen for two days, and Zhang Xu's performance when he came back was not only not a little affectionate, but could even be said to be a little cold. I don't care about him like this. Because I am not the same now as I was when I first married him. All my feelings for him have been almost worn away by him. Now that the relationship is weak, the requirements and expectations for him are not so high.

I was thinking about going to sleep, when suddenly Zhang Xu turned around and asked me, "Wen Li, how many men do you have?" Am I your first? ”

Hearing this, I immediately had a feeling of being insulted. Originally, now I have been worn away by this unhappy marriage, and I no longer lose my temper easily.

But when I heard Zhang Xu's words, I couldn't help but be angry again. Suppress the anger in your heart, and try to calm your voice as much as possible: "Zhang Xu, what do you mean by this?" "Although my voice was calm, my expression was still ugly.

Zhang Xu asked him angrily when he saw me, but he didn't get angry, just said expressionlessly: "It's not interesting, just ask." I don't believe I'm your second man. What did I do when I wasn't at home? ”

Hearing these words from Zhang Xu. I was so angry that my face was swollen and red. He wasn't at home for two days, and when he came back, he brought me this show. So I followed his example and said expressionlessly: "Let me tell you the truth, you are really not my second man." I can't remember exactly how many I have. Otherwise, I'll tell you tomorrow after thinking about it. If you're interested, I can also provide you with all the information they have. ”

I don't know how I could have become so sharp at this point. Zhang Xu sneered when he heard my words and said, "It seems that I really didn't guess wrong, you are a morally corrupt thing." "That's when it started scolding me.

Isn't that looking for something to do? I haven't doubted him for a few days since he went out, but he's fine, and when he comes back, he doubts me first. In the past few years of living with him, I have never left his sight, even if I have that thought, I don't have the time and opportunity? I really don't know what he thinks.

"Don't call me morally corrupt. The two of us are each other, it's not a family that doesn't enter the door, since we can get together, it can only be said that it smells like each other, fish looking for fish, shrimp looking for shrimp. So you're no better than me. If you're better than me, why don't you find a good one? Why do you want me to be such a morally corrupt thing? "I don't know why, I don't want to let him anymore. I was so angry with him.

In fact, my own personality is quite contradictory. Usually I'm the most timid and scared, I never cause trouble when I have nothing to do, and I'm also the kind of person who is very soft-hearted and easy to talk to. But that's just in normal times. If someone bullies me too much, if I lose my temper, it's actually worse than a cow, I'm not afraid of anything, and I won't care about it.

So when Zhang Xu was sneering, I didn't want to give in at all.

"That's because I didn't see through you before, I didn't know you were like this, if I knew you were like this, you wanted to follow me and I didn't want to." Zhang Xu said.

"It's too late to see through it now. I'm not going to rely on you. "I won't give an inch.

"Don't worry, there will be times when you regret it." Zhang Xu said such a sentence. I don't know if he was angry or if he meant something else. But no matter what was said, I didn't expect it to be like this when we first met after we separated. I've been looking forward to his return for the past two days, and that's how it turned out when he came back.

You must know that this is how we meet, and I would rather live a life that I am afraid of in this big courtyard than hope for him to come back.

Zhang Xu finished talking with me, and then ignored me anymore. He ignored me, and I ignored him. So none of us looked at each other, just lying on the kang with our backs to backs, each thinking about our own thoughts. Probably the same bed and different dreams refer to the situation we are in now, right?

Zhang Xu's sleep has always been very good, no matter what happens, even if he has just finished fighting with me, he can fall asleep quickly. But I'm different, I can't sleep if I have a little thing, or a little sound or a little light.

So when Zhang Xu was snoring beside me, I couldn't sleep at all, thinking about things in my head.

Thinking of what Zhang Xu said to me just now and his attitude towards me. I have already determined that it must be Zhang Xu's mother who said something to him. I always thought of him as a person who couldn't hide things in his heart. If he has something or something he is not satisfied with, he will quickly show it or explode.

Then after we were separated for two days, there must be a reason why he treated me the way he did. The reason for this was none other than that his friend Fang Jian came to my shop and was seen by his mother.

It seems that Xiao Gu was really prescient. Her guess was really true. Now I am not only angry with Zhang Xu, but also angry with Zhang Xu's mother. As an old man, how can you sow discord like this?

At this time, I turned over and saw Zhang Xu's sleeping face. I really can't tell what it's like in my heart. It was this seemingly loyal face that I was confused by at the beginning that brought me to where I am today. I don't know if I should love or hate this face.

To say that I have completely let go of my feelings for Zhang Xu is actually not entirely correct. Although he is not as good as he used to be now, he has no feelings at all, and it is not right, there is a little affection. Now I feel that it is really difficult to ride a tiger, and I am in a dilemma. I was looking at his face and thinking about it.

At this time, I saw Zhang Xu's mobile phone next to me. I picked up his phone and saw that he was sleeping soundly, and it was impossible to be discovered. So I turned on his phone and looked through it aimlessly.

I looked at the call log first. They all have no titles, so I certainly don't know whose calls they are. But when I flipped down further, I saw that there was a parenthesis after my own name "Ji Wenli", and the word "company" was in the parentheses.

This is strange, Zhang Xu used to set my phone number to the word wife. Why has my wife become a name and added the word company now?