I guess after I come out, the one outside Zhang Xu will definitely come. In order to avoid encountering her and triggering unnecessary wars. So I called Zhang Xu first: "I won't work overtime tonight, I'll go home." "I called him this just to ask him to arrange that woman and not meet me.

I find that I now have a feeling of homelessness. I was very reluctant to go back to this home, but I couldn't. If I don't go back, it will cause a lot of talk from others, and I can't tell everyone that my husband is cheating on me and won't let me go home. In fact, even if I say it, no one will believe it. Many of them have seen Zhang Xu. Zhang Xu already had a loyal and believable face.

In addition, he used to pick me up all the time, and if I didn't go back, I would be talked about as my fault. I have always believed in the saying that people are terrible. So I tried to try not to let people speak. It's hard, but I have to do my best.

Hearing that I was going home, Zhang Xu's reaction was what I expected, he said: "You just live there, now we are getting a divorce, is it interesting for you to come back?" "I'm afraid he'll say something else, and of course I'm afraid he'll be heard. So I said, "I'm telling you anyway." When I was done, I hung up.

In fact, I was just deceiving myself, although I didn't tell anyone about it, almost all of my colleagues knew about it. It may be that my phone call was overheard, or it may be that Ran Jie said it to others, but I never believed that Yanqiu could say it. Anyway, I don't know how others know about it, but the result is that everyone knows, and I think others don't know. Just like Zhang Xu has a woman outside,

When nothing like this happened before, I always felt that the road was too far and too long, but after so many things happened, I always felt that the road was too close and the time was too short, and I would rather walk on this road all the time than get home early. The thought of home makes me feel a little inexplicably afraid. I even regret now that I shouldn't have competed with Zhang Xu. Didn't I just agree to the divorce in court, and now it's all over. I don't have to think about all this anymore, and I can work in peace.

What the hell am I trying to do? Isn't it a loss to toss and toss?

Just like that, thinking about things along the way, I almost did it again. I got out of the car at a little after nine o'clock, because it was summer, so even though it was nine o'clock in the evening, there were still groups of people walking along the road in the village. Of course, Zhang Xu will not pick me up at the station.

On the way from the station to my home, I also saw people from several villages, and I said hello to anyone I knew. There are also people I don't know, because although it is a village, I have been working, and I used to only do housework at home when I had a break, and I never went out to walk around, and I married into this village, so I don't know most of the people in the village.

People who knew me saw me walking home alone and asked me, "Why don't you let Zhang Xu come to the station to pick you up?" I don't know what they were asking this for. I'm very sensitive right now. I always think that most people should know about Zhang Xu. Even Xiao Gu saw Zhang Xu driving with women outside more than once, not to mention the people in the village? How could they not know that Zhang Xu was already with another woman? ”

"No, he's very tired from working every day, just like that, I just go back by myself, I don't have time to walk outside every day when I go to work, so I think it's a walk." I forced a smile on my face and said something against my will.

When others saw me answer like this, they laughed and passed by.

After walking a few steps, I saw a fellow of ours, who had bought a house in this village and had lived in this village for many years. Because we are fellow countrymen, we used to talk a little more than others. Every time we meet, we talk a little more.

She's older than me, so I'll call her big sister. This time, she also came out for a walk, and when she saw me, she stopped me: "Wen Li." ”

As soon as I saw that it was her, I walked up to her: "Sister, are you going out for a walk?" ”

"yes." She answered me. After answering, he asked me, "Wen Li, when did you come back?" ”

This sentence made me a little confused: "Sister, I've been working in the factory, and I can't come back when I work overtime, and I come back when I don't work overtime." ”

"Didn't you say you ran away with someone else?" Maybe it's because the people in the Northeast are more realistic, and the eldest sister speaks very straight. This made me unacceptable: "Who said I ran away with someone else?" I've been working in the factory, who did I run with? Sister, who did you listen to? ”

"Wen Li, don't ask, someone must have said this, otherwise I wouldn't be able to ask like this. I didn't believe it when I heard it at the time, and I was still defending you behind my back. I know you're not that kind of person. But I haven't seen you, so I think what others say is true. ”

After listening to what my fellow said, of course I know who said it. It's not Zhang Xu who said it, or their family who said it. The purpose of slandering me like this is nothing more than one, that is, to find a sufficient reason for him to cheat. It's because I ran away with someone that he's going to be a virgin again. It's a natural thing to do.

I really underestimated the shamelessness of their family. Others don't know the truth of the matter, doesn't Zhang Xu's mother know it yet? But as long as she has the slightest conscience, thinking that I am good to her, she will not let people say this about me.

I believe that Zhang Xu will never say this to others, even if it is spread out, it can only be spread by Zhang Xu to his family. I suddenly remembered what the women's director said to me when I went to the village to receive the things that were distributed on Women's Day: "Where have you been, why has there been no news, I asked Zhang Xu to tell you to come and get things, and he said he didn't know where you were." "It seems that what the fellow said is right. They said in front of outsiders that I had run away with someone.

Otherwise, why did the women's director ask Zhang Xu, and he would say that he didn't know. I work in the factory every day, how can he not know?

No wonder some people in the village looked at me with such ill intentions and smirks when they saw me.

"Sister, I've been at work, and I haven't run with anyone. It was Zhang Xu who had someone outside, and he didn't let me go home, so he said that. "I told my fellow countrymen the truth. This is the first time I have told someone else, that is, with my fellow countrymen. Because I really don't want to carry this black cauldron. I can only talk to her, and maybe people won't believe me. Besides, no one asked me, and it was impossible for me to shout with a loudspeaker in the brigade, saying that I didn't run with others, and that it was Zhang Xu and their family who were slandering me.

When the fellow heard what I said, he obviously believed me, and she showed great sympathy. "I don't think you're that kind of person, too. But now that Zhang Xu has someone, we have all seen it, will something happen to you when you come back now? ”

"It's fine." I say. Saying this on the lips, there is no bottom in the heart.

After a few words with my fellow countryman, I went home. The first thing I heard Zhang Xu say when I got home was: "Ji Wenli, your skin is really thick enough, didn't you say that you won't come back?" Why did you want to come back? “