My new job was so bad that I couldn't compare. But I also have to work, even if I earn a thousand dollars a month, I can still live on my life and keep me from starving. My current predicament does not allow me to be picky about my work.

Although they are all clothing, but the type of work is different, of course, the requirements are not the same, I used to be familiar with the road in that factory, but when I arrived at this factory, it was not possible to do anywhere, and it was not right anywhere.

The rework work is one pile after another. And like me, who has just entered the factory, can't do the work of making money at all, and all the processes that are a little difficult, a little technical, and have more money will not be my turn at all. In my hands, it is the most unprofitable, the most tiring and the most difficult to do. But that can't be helped. Who made me a newcomer?

There are 10 groups in the factory, each of which is the same, and the team leader will give some of the earning work to the workers who work longer hours. Or those who are younger, because the team leader thinks that the younger ones have a future, and they will work longer. And it's also faster than older hands like us.

So I do the most tiring work every day and earn the least amount of money. And another point is that this factory is particularly bullying, not only the workers, but also the team leader. If he looks at a person who is pleasing to the eye, he will give him a good job and a job to earn money, but if he looks at a person who is not pleasing to the eye, he will not even think about making money.

So I worked overtime until about ten o'clock every day, and I could earn more than 2,000 yuan a month. I have been in Beijing for so many years, and I have never earned such a small amount of money. Even when I first came to Beijing, I earned more than I do now. But there is no way. I have to do it now, I have to do it, I have to do it, I have to do it, I have to do it, I have to do it, I

Another characteristic of this factory is that the more you earn, the more popular it is, and the less you earn, the more angry it becomes. Not only did I earn less, but I was also reprimanded by the team leader every day, and how many times I thought about not doing it, I was not angry with this. But they all say that I have money and willfulness, but I have no money and no capricious capital. Without this factory, I wouldn't be able to survive now. The current factory is my lifeline, and I can only hold on to it.

Although the factory is not small, and the food in the canteen is good, the workshop and dormitory are very cold. And for safety, there are no sockets in the dormitory, because they are afraid that workers will boil water or plug in electric blankets and other things in the dormitory.

The dormitory I live in is on the shady side, so it feels even colder. Because I have been angry with Zhang Xu for the past two years, my body has caused a lot of damage. Due to poor health, resistance and cold tolerance are naturally poor. In such a cold environment, other workers were better, but I was miserable. Every day, both day and night, I shivered with cold. Another problem I have is that the blood circulation is not very good, and the tips of my fingers hurt when it is cold. If it's in a warm room, it's fine. But in the dormitory of this factory, my fingers hurt so much at night.

The pain was like it went deep into my bone marrow, and I couldn't sleep for half the night. In order to alleviate the pain, I did not dare to lie on the bed, I always knelt on the bed, and then crawled to put my head and face on the bed, and in order to give my hands some warmth, I put both hands under the flanks, but despite this, I still could not stop the needle-like stinging.

I often shouted in my heart: "Mother, save me, save me, take me away, I don't want to live such a miserable life again." "That's how I can sleep for a few hours in the second half of the night after a lot of pain.

And I would have all kinds of nightmares when I fell asleep. I'm not the only one who often wakes up in my dreams. Even my roommates in the dorm don't know how many times I've been woken up. If they don't say it, they are naturally unhappy in their hearts. Because everyone is tired from the day, everyone wants to get a good night's sleep. This kind of me affects their rest.

Once, my eldest sister in the dormitory smiled and said to me, "Wen Li, when you sleep every day, it's like you're talking about fasting." ”

"Really?" This joke surprised me a little. Although I knew that I always had nightmares and always woke up in my dreams, I never knew that I would be so horrible when I dreamed.

"Really, after you fall asleep, you always cry and shout, in the middle of the night, in the dead of night, you think about it, the scene is really similar to acting and chatting. Sometimes when Xiaowen comes home, I sleep alone with you in this room, and sometimes I am a little scared. ”

After the eldest sister said these words, I felt extremely guilty. I'm really guilty of letting others follow me. But what can I do? I'm asleep, and I can't control myself, right? I didn't know I would find anything like that. I really didn't know when my eldest sister didn't talk about it before.

"Eldest sister, I'm really sorry for you. You see, I didn't know anything like this would happen when I fell asleep, otherwise I would have gone to bed later today, and I would have slept again when you were all asleep. "I feel sorry from the bottom of my heart. It's really bad luck to live in the same room with me.

When the eldest sister saw me say this, she quickly said, "It's okay, you didn't mean it, it's not easy for us to come out to work, so be considerate of each other." "After listening to the words of the eldest sister, I was very moved. There are still many reasonable people.

"Wen Li, do you have something on your mind? Otherwise, it would be impossible to fall asleep and still cry and scream every day. ”

Because I'm new to this factory, others don't know what I'm doing. I didn't tell them that I was married to Beijing, I only said that I came from the Northeast to work, and my husband and children were in my hometown. I don't want people in this factory to know about my situation.

When I heard my eldest sister ask me this, I said, "There's nothing wrong with missing my mother too much." My mom was so kind to me when she was alive, and now that I've been gone for so many years, I still can't forget her in my heart. ”

Actually, what I said was really from my heart. Not a day in all these years has I not thought of my mom.

"Let's open it, Wen Li, everyone has a day when they are born, old, sick and die. What's the use of you now? Your mom is gone, and you can't change anything if you think about it. ”

"Well, I know that, but sometimes I just can't control myself. It's not good to let you rest at night, and it's really hard to get through. "Once again, I apologize.

"Wen Li, I don't think there's something wrong with your hands?" The eldest sister said.

My hands can be seen in the winter. It's cold, and my fingertips are so cold that I look at tatters.

"Yes, it's like this in winter, it's cold in the house, so the tips of my fingers hurt, and my dreams at night may have something to do with it."

"If you don't say it, I can guess that you must have a sore hand, you can see it at a glance. Wen Li, your hands are like this, why does your husband still let you come out to work? The eldest sister said as if distressed.

"He won't let me come out, but I'm not old, so I can't retire at home now?" Saying this, I hated Zhang Xu in my heart, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have suffered so much? Although the factory was small in the past, it was very warm in the house in winter, whether it was a workshop or a dormitory. All the pain I am suffering now is from Him. He is to blame.