I was very disappointed when I asked two lawyers, but I was content to get a car, at least I could get Xiaobo's 20,000 yuan. It's better than having no money at all and going into debt. Because now I can't afford to pay my debts. Even though it's my son Bo's money, he won't chase me. But it must also be returned. In the past few years, I have spent all my money at home, and I didn't give Xiaobo a dollar, how can I have the face to spend Xiaobo's money and not pay it back?

No one is to blame for today's fate, the road was chosen by oneself, and one's own imprudence at the beginning caused today's results. There is also the fact that when I knew that Zhang Xu was divorced because of cheating, I should have separated from him immediately, and stopped the loss in time while he was not deep. But he fantasized about impressing him with his true feelings and wanted him to turn back as a prodigal son. Isn't this their own whimsy? Her first wife and he had borne children for him for twenty years, and he could betray him, let alone me? If the prodigal son could turn back, he wouldn't come back to me.

I'm ready for the worst now. Even if I get 20,000 yuan, at least I can pay back Xiaobo's money. I'm really afraid of the embarrassment and embarrassment that Xiaobo needs money to open a store or fall in love now, and asks me if I want it.

What can I do now? I walked out of the law firm and on the way back, restless all the time. hated Zhang Xu's ruthlessness for a while, hated the junior who intervened in other people's families for a while, and hated himself for not having the ability to distinguish right from wrong, and easily believed Zhang Xu's rhetoric. Putting yourself in such an unbearable situation. After a while, I thought that if the day when my father was gone, I would kill the dog man and woman without any concern.

All of a sudden, I was shocked by such a terrible thought, how could I have such a thought? Wouldn't I be a murderer if I did? Are there those murderers who have had a similar experience like me? So they killed people on the spur of the moment. The saying that impulsiveness is the devil is really true. If I kill that pair of scumbags and scumbags as I want now, then won't I become a devil? I was really scared of the idea. But speaking from the bottom of my heart, I think about it, even if I were asked to kill them, maybe I wouldn't be able to do it, but I really hated them so much that the roots of my teeth itched.

The torment in my heart is beyond the comprehension of others. In this way, I spent my days in torment, so I thought about asking other lawyers to see if there was another solution.

Another lawyer told me, "You can find some evidence of his cheating, and then you will divide the property more." ”

"The cheating is real, and the two of them have been living together for almost a year, but how can I find evidence?" I asked the lawyer.

"Didn't you warn him about soliciting prostitution? If you have such a police record, it can be used as evidence that he is cheating. ”

"I don't have such an alarm record." I say.

"You can also record the conversation with him who cheated on him. Or if you have a photo, you can also do it. The lawyer came up with something else for me. Knowing these methods that can prove Zhang Xu's cheating, but I still can't think of how to get these for a while.

If I want to sue Zhang Xu for prostitution, I really can't be ruthless. I don't understand why Zhang Xu treats me like that, and why I have to be so soft-hearted. Now that I don't want to live with him, why should I care about his feelings? Don't say that he is suing him for prostitution, even if he is suing him for bigamy, that is the end he deserves. But I just can't do that. The lawyer also told me that Zhang Xu's behavior was already a crime of marriage, because he and the woman had been living together as husband and wife for so long that it could be convicted of bigamy.

If Zhang Xu had done what he did, if I had been ruthless, he would have been imprisoned a long time ago. It's not just his bigamy, every time he beats me, he beats me until he dies, and if I had an injury examination at the police station, he would have been imprisoned every time.

But at the end of the day, I knew I couldn't do that. So I can only find a way to record to find some evidence of Zhang Xu's cheating, as long as I can share more points when I get divorced. As for him and Xiao San, let them go if they are good. The main thing for me now is that I can try to get what I deserve and be content.

I didn't have time when I went to work during the day, but as soon as I got off work and lay in bed, I began to think about how to find evidence of Zhang Xu's cheating.

I don't want to use this method to call the police for prostitution. If I want to take pictures, then I don't have that ability. Because I can't go back to my home, I can't even enter the house. How can I get a photo? Now I suddenly envy those rich women. I have seen those rich women in the TV series, and they know that their husbands are cheating, so they can find someone to take photos as evidence, and then use their own money to discredit the cheating husband and mistress step by step, and then say to the scumbag domineeringly: "Sign it." At the same time, he pushed over a divorce agreement for the man to sign, and then let him leave the house. But I can't, and I don't even have the ability to fight a lawsuit now. I don't even have the money to hire a lawyer, so what can I do if I have a stomach full of grievances and reason? I'm lucky not to be forced out of the house by Zhang Xu.

The second sister-in-law in the same dormitory saw that I didn't speak every day when I got off work, and stayed there in a daze thinking about things, so she asked me: "Wen Li, is there something wrong with you?" I see that you are always sullen all day long, and you don't like to talk. ”

Hearing her ask this, I really wanted to say everything, but in the end I didn't say it sensibly.

"It's nothing, it's just that I'm too tired, I don't want to move or talk after work, I just want to rest."

When my second sister-in-law saw me say this, I don't know if she believed it or not. She just persuaded me: "If you are tired, just rest for a few days, see that your mental state is not too good every day, it is not okay to go on like this." The second sister-in-law said with concern. She is also from our Northeast, and she is a particularly warm-hearted person. I know that her concern for me is not pretentious. Like me, who fasts every night, if she had met someone who had a lot of trouble, she would have asked not to be in the same room with me, but she never said anything dissatisfied.

I'm grateful to her for that.

"I also want to rest, but I'm afraid that the team leader won't give me leave." I replied. I can't tell her that if I take a leave of absence, I won't be able to live now, I'm already in a situation where I don't have money to eat. Also, I'm not in this state because I'm too tired from work, I'm because my heart is too tired and I think about too many things. It's going to be like this.

"You don't need to ask for more, just ask for a good night's sleep for three days or two days, and you can also relax. The second sister-in-law really thought I was tired.

I barely squeezed out a smile as an answer to her, and then stopped talking, continuing to think about how to solve my current problem.