After a few dialysis, the fourth and third brothers said that their father could not go dialysis. I wondered, "Why can't I get dialysis?" ”

The fourth brother said: "The doctor didn't give dialysis, saying that my father's anemia was too serious, and if he underdialysed again, I was afraid that he would not be able to get off the dialysis table." ”

As soon as I heard this, I became anxious: "Then can't you replenish the blood?" ”

"No more. Because my father's heart can't bear it anymore. ”

"That means my dad can only wait for him to die?" I said very angrily.

"So what's the solution? My father has been on dialysis for several years, and his body has long been hollowed out, so it is expected that he can have this day, even if he is in a hurry, there is no way. The fourth brother said.

"We also want my dad to live a few more days, but now we really can't go dialysis, there is no way, we can only wait." The third brother said.

Because I didn't go with me during dialysis, there was no place for me to sit, and if I did, my brother and they would have to go alone, and I couldn't help, so my father's situation was also told by them, and I don't know the specific situation.

But I never doubted the veracity of what they said. In any case, your father was good to any of them, although my father beat them when they were young because they were naughty, but which parent at that time did not beat his own child?

They don't want their father to die early. My father never spent any money on medical treatment, and he saved enough money to spend on his own expenses. Not only that, but when my father saw which of his sons was not loose in his hands, he would give them a little money to spend. Who would have the patience to let him die early with such a father?

After listening to the words of the third and fourth brothers, I also believed it, and I had nothing to say. Yes, the doctor said that dialysis is not possible, so what can I do? Just wait.

So, I waited by my father's side every day. Feed him every day and change his diaper. At home, some relatives also came to visit my father every day. I feel more uncomfortable looking at my father every day, but there is nothing I can do.

Since there are more people who come to see my father, there are more people who eat at the fourth brother's house, so the fourth sister-in-law sees someone eating at home every day, and she often talks to me about some things that are expensive every day. Although everyone came to buy things for their father, the fourth sister-in-law still felt a loss. She was an insatiable person who didn't know how much she had gained from my father. My father's money was not less than for her. Because she is very good at talking and doing things, her father treats her better than me, my own daughter.

When my father was hospitalized in the hospital, I took care of him, and he once said to me, your fourth sister-in-law made a lot of money on me. I know my father wouldn't say something like that for no reason. The purpose of saying this is nothing more than that he has realized that the fourth sister-in-law is not as good to him as before, of course, because his money has been handed over to the fourth brother, the money has already arrived, and of course the fourth sister-in-law has no need to please her father.

My fourth sister-in-law and I complained about the loss caused to her by someone from the house. Of course, I understood her consciousness, and in order not to look at her face, I often used the money to go out to buy some fish, vegetables, and fruits, just to exchange for some peace.

But she was insatiable, and even though I often spent money to buy her things, she was not satisfied. I often don't give me a good look. I endured it for the sake of my father. What can I do? You can't quarrel with her, can you? If I quarrel with her, how can my father stay there? Now my father lives in his own house and doesn't make sense of it, just because this house has been renovated by her, it seems to have become her house as a matter of course.

Because it is winter, so every day to burn coal, because it is a rural area, so live in the kang, and the fire kang also has to burn coal, every day because someone comes to see her father during the day, she will burn the kang very hot, but at night there is no one, she will press the stove with coal, do not let the coal burn, the kang will be very cold. Others may be better, but I'm afraid of the cold, and I get cold every day. I had to share a room with my father at night, because my father had to be taken care of, and if he at night, someone had to clean it up. But one person can't turn over his father, so it's me and another person, sometimes it's me and my aunt, sometimes it's me and my fourth brother, sometimes it's me and my second brother, anyway, everyone else can replace it, only I can't.

The house where the fourth sister-in-law lived was hot on the kang during the day and night. Only my father and I had a house where it was hot during the day and cold at night. I asked my father if it was cold, and my father always said that it was not cold, and I knew that he didn't dare and didn't want to say it.

One day I said to my fourth sister-in-law: "This kang is a little cold at night, can you burn hot spots?" ”

"Kang Liang, won't you get the stove through properly? Once it's airy, won't it just catch up? Isn't it hot when it burns? Do you want me to say this? It's cool at night, only blame you for being lazy. When the fourth sister-in-law said this, she didn't say it with a face, but said it jokingly. People can't say anything else after listening to it.

I'm not lazy, I'm really not good at making a stove, but when I heard the fourth sister-in-law say this, then I'll do as she says. One day, the kang was really a little cold, so I learned from my fourth sister-in-law and figured out the stove.

But as soon as I picked up the hook, the fourth sister-in-law saw it over there, and immediately said to me with a cold face: "You see that you have passed all the coal, how much do you burn like this?" As soon as I heard the tone of the fourth sister-in-law's voice, and then looked at her cold little face, I instantly understood, she said that I was lazy and refused to make the stove, and it was just like that, in fact, the purpose was obvious, that is, to keep us cold. This is the daughter-in-law that my father treated her better than his own daughters.

All of a sudden, the fire hit my head, but I couldn't hold it down. How dare people not bow their heads under the low eaves? Now I can't afford to mess with her, because I have concerns, I can't let my father get angry, and I can't embarrass my fourth brother.

So I suppressed my anger and said, "Didn't you tell me it was like this?" I think that's how you did it? ”

"I told you to do it, and I didn't let you get all the coals, did I? Since your father came back, how much coal do you think we have to burn a day? I still have to serve this day, what do you say I want to do? ”

After listening to her words, I really wanted to slap her. This was originally my father's house, and now she lives in it and becomes hers? And my father's money is also in the hands of the fourth brother, I know how much he knows, how much money my father handed over to them told me, but they said a lot, I was afraid of exposing the quarrel between the brothers and letting outsiders see the joke, so I could only stuff it in my stomach.

Now she still looks like she has suffered a lot of losses. I secretly comforted myself in my heart that I had to endure it in order for my father to spend the last few days quietly. You can't get angry, and you can't say it.

But because the kang was so cold, my waist hurt so much that I couldn't lift it. So I could only say to the fourth brother: "Fourth brother, I'll go home for a few days first, and I'll come over in a few days." ”

When the fourth brother heard me say this, he was very unhappy and said, "It seems that no one likes to serve?" It's all gone. "It wasn't until this time that I realized that the fourth brother who I thought was the kindest and most filial was actually not much better than his wife.

But I thought, maybe he did this to me, but not to my father.