During the quarantine here, I started to work in the garment factory, and I could only look for it near where I lived, because it was more convenient for me to go home when I had something to do, so I started to look it up on the Internet, and I found a few, and I also saved my phone. I thought, if my old garment factory doesn't want me, I'll call these ones again.

During the quarantine period, it may be very uncomfortable for others, not allowed to go out of the house, and can only move in my own room, but for me it is not at all unbearable, because I don't want to go out and see people.

The things I used were all bought for me by the landlord.

After the quarantine period expired, I finished everything I needed to do, and I called the original garment factory again, and I asked her if she had any work there, and if she didn't need me. I am now out of quarantine.

"We don't have a lot of work right now, and we don't have many people coming to work, less than half of them, so we don't need to do it for the time being. I'll let you know when the big crowd comes. Personnel said.

If she had said that before, I would have looked for another one. There are also many garment factories, but now they are different, one is that this garment factory is close to where I live, and secondly, now I am older, and my eyesight is not as good as before, and after being abandoned by Zhang Xu, I have always had low self-esteem, inferiority in all aspects, including work. Also, during the pandemic, I didn't want to go too far.

So I cheekily said, "You see I'm coming to Beijing now, can you let me go to work first?" Even if you make less money, you can do it. I've been with you for so long and don't want to change places. ”

"Ji Wenli, after you called me a few days ago, I also asked your team leader about your situation, I tell you the truth, don't like to hear it, maybe you have made the whole dress before, but you do the work of the assembly line is very slow, and you always ask for leave, so now there is less work, we all let some workers who usually work fast go to work, we have to ensure their wages first. If there are many orders, we will notify other people. So you too, you can't be allowed to come to work now, not only you, but others who haven't come to work. ”

Although he was cheekily begging to go to work, he didn't get his wish. Personnel said very clearly, that is, if you can't do too much work, you can use me, and if you have less work, you won't use me at all. Because if I go now, the factory will support me for nothing, and if I work fast, the factory will raise me for nothing, but I don't have that value now.

People want people who are capable people who create great value, but I am not.

What the personnel said reminded me of one thing, that is, when I was in this factory, because the workshop was too cold, the workers had opinions, and then the workshop added some heating. Because my hands were so cold that they were in tatters, and the team leader had seen it, they had already decided to add the heating to my side, but when the heating was added, when the master was about to install it next to me, a little girl in her twenties in front of me was not happy, and she came to the group leader and said, "I'm also cold, add the heating to my side, I can warm my hands." ”

Without saying a word, the team leader told the mechanic to bring the heater back to the little girl's side. The mechanic also knows that my hands are so cold that they don't look good, because he always repairs the machine, always shakes, and of course he doesn't just repair the machine for me once, so he can see it.

So he said, "It's just right to get this heating distance here, and you can see that her hands are frozen, so let's be here safe." “

"You'd better move to the front, right?" The team leader said. In the end, the heating was installed next to the little girl.

I was very angry, but I didn't say anything. Because I have nothing to say. That little girl is not only young, but also works very fast, of course, more than the value I create.

This incident made me understand that if you want others to care about your feelings, you have to allow yourself to create greater value, that is, to make yourself valuable. Only when you become valuable will others care about your feelings. If you are a worthless person, no one will care about your feelings.

The current HR answer is the same as the team leader's approach. It's the same thing. I'm worthless right now. Garment factories don't raise an idler for nothing.

After putting down the phone, I knew that I might not be able to go back to this factory.

So I started calling other factories because I found the phone numbers of several factories during the quarantine.

One factory asked me, "How old are you?" ”

"I'm forty-six."

"I'm sorry, we only need to be under forty, you're too old."

So I turned over the phone number of the next garment factory: "Excuse me, is your factory recruiting?" ”

"yes, have you done it?"

"I've done it, I've done it for years."

"Will you be able to run water, or will you be able to do a single piece?"

"I've done it all."

"How old are you?"

"I'm forty-six years old."

"I'm sorry, we only need those under the age of thirty-five." This one is actually more demanding than the previous one.

Every time I made a phone call, I felt inferiority and disappointment.

Later, I didn't apply for a sewing job, I just looked for a job as a boarder. Because I was originally a boarder. I worked as a weaver because I really couldn't do anything about it.

But when I wanted to find my original major, I couldn't find it. Because in the film and television costume board, most of them are introduced by acquaintances. But my mobile phone number has changed, and the WeChat account has also been re-registered, and my colleagues elsewhere can't be found, and all my interpersonal relationships have been lost, and of course I can't find acquaintances to introduce me.

I can only look online, looking for fashion, or the "personal" kind.

I looked for a few more on the Internet and called them one by one.

"Excuse me, are you a garment factory?"

"Yes."

"Are you still recruiting boarders?"

"Recruit, will you?"

"I will,"

"Do you know how to play with a computer?"

"I don't know how to make boards on the computer, I can only make boards by hand, but I've been doing it for many years, and I'm very fast at making boards."

"I'm sorry, we only use computers to make boards. Because it is very troublesome to make the board by hand, we still have to draw the skin. ”

Then I asked the next one, "Do you use a board?" ”

"Yes. How many years have you been there? ”

"I've been doing it for years."

"How old are you?"

"Forty-six."

"I'm sorry, but we only recruit people under the age of forty. Because we are a large enterprise, we have to pay insurance for our employees, and you are too old. It's not been a few years. ”

"I don't need you and insurance, I'll pay for it myself."

"We are a regular enterprise, and as long as the employees go to work, they have to pay insurance. You're too old for us to use, I'm sorry. ”

I never imagined that one day it would be so difficult for me to find a job. In the past, we were picky when looking for a job. Because the clothing industry is the most lacking of people, and those who can't endure hardships don't do this business at all.

And I can cut and do it. So it's easy to find a job.

It seems that this has something to do with the epidemic. Many garment factories have less work, and the remaining factories that still have a little work have begun to pick and choose.

It's really thirty years to look at Hedong, thirty years to Hexi!

In the past, when there was no epidemic, we picked the factory, but now that there is an epidemic, it is the factory that picks us.