This matter is in the past for the time being. After I went to work, I found out that my head was also a little broken, so I must have hit it, right? The hand was also broken, and the mouth was swollen. The eyes are also swollen. I think the customer must have seen it. But you didn't ask me, maybe you guessed that I was fighting with someone, right? She didn't know about my divorce, and I couldn't have told her about my family. So I thought she must have thought that I was fighting with my husband, and she was afraid that I would be embarrassed, so she didn't ask me.

I thought of Officer Li who asked me to take off my mask and put it on immediately, and he could see it. That's why he said something like that: "Didn't you say you didn't hit your face?" Then put on your mask quickly. It seems that he is genuinely partial to Zhang Xu. Even after listening to that recording, he knew that none of what Zhang Xu said was true, but he still favored Zhang Xu. This probably has something to do with the region, right?

In fact, Zhang Xu hit me not too seriously this time, even if he lost consciousness, it was not necessarily him, because my current health is not good, and I can't be angry. Compared with the past, this time the attack is not so ruthless. But this time it hurt me the most. Not physically, but mentally.

I became more and more silent day by day. As soon as I thought that my machine Zhang Xu would not give it to me, I would lose the lawsuit again, and Zhang Xu would beat me for no reason, and I would be so safe and sound, my heart was unbalanced. Why? Why is this happening? I have been bullied too much by Zhang Xu over the years, but I have been helpless. I thought of my parents, my mother, how nice she would be if she were still alive!

I thought of my father again, and I remembered the way his old man was lying on the kang, so that his eyes were always staring at me, and his eyes would not leave wherever I went. But what did I do? I knew that his son and daughter-in-law were not good to him, but I had to go home and rest for a few days. If I hadn't rested for a few days, my father wouldn't have died. I hurt him, and I caused all this.

What if I didn't come to Beijing? How good would it be if I didn't marry Zhang Xu? I caused my father's death. I can't avenge my father's grievances. Because his son is my older brother. I can't do anything with them. I can only blame myself for all this. Now that I am being bullied like this by Zhang Xu, is it my retribution? It is the retribution for my failure to fulfill my obligation to be a daughter, and the retribution for my unfilial piety.

I don't talk much when I'm a kid. I don't have anything to say to the child's grandmother, I will say a word when people ask me, and if they don't ask me, I won't say anything.

Two days after Zhang Xu beat me, my head was so uncomfortable that I asked for leave to go to the hospital for a check-up.

When I was in the process of ruling out, Officer Li in charge of the police station called me and asked if I had gone to the hospital for a check-up.

I told him that I was at the hospital right now.

He asked me how I went to get checked. I said to him, "I thought I was just sleeping and not sleeping well, so my head was dizzy, but now two days later, my head is still dizzy." So I want to check the check.

After listening to this, he said to me, "Okay, then you will tell me the results after the examination, and you will have to ask the hospital to print out the medical records." However, if I think you don't feel too uncomfortable, don't do the test, it costs a lot of money. ”

I didn't say anything else and hung up on him.

There were a lot of people in the hospital, and although I went there quite early, I arrived at the hospital before eight o'clock, but because there were too many people registering, I still queued up for a long time. Finally, I was in line, but as soon as I heard that I was going to register the number of the day, the doctor told me that there was no one for the day, and I had to make an appointment in advance.

"When will there be a number?" I asked.

"You can look it up on the Internet, see which day is available, and you can make an appointment for whichever day."

"But I won't make an appointment online, will I?" I say.

"Then you'll go up to the machine over there and hang on it."

So I followed the direction of the doctor's finger, and sure enough, I saw that there were three machines that were registered by appointment, but there were also many people waiting in line in front of each machine. I really don't understand how there are so many people in the hospital.

Actually, I don't make an appointment on the machine, but I know that when I ask the people next to me, they will tell me. So when it came to me, I asked the people around me, and sure enough, there was a warm-hearted young man who taught me to make an appointment step by step.

I thank him very gratefully. I hung up an appointment number two days later because it was the earliest.

But two days later, I went for a check-up after taking the number, and the doctor asked me about my condition, and I told him truthfully that it was my ex-husband who called. So the doctor told me that I couldn't register with my health insurance card in the fight, and I had to re-register. So I tried to re-register, but I still couldn't register on the day, and I had to make an appointment in advance. In this way, I ran back and forth for several days, but I couldn't see a doctor. So I was discouraged, and I stopped looking at it and didn't check it anymore. Although the shoulders, arms, and head hurt everywhere. I still put up with it.

The police station called me again and told me to come over. He said he would let me go on the same day. I told him that I was at work, and if you asked me to come over, the ministry had to tell me in advance, even if I asked for leave, I had to ask in advance, and I couldn't say that I would go back. In that case, what about the children?

Later, the policeman Li asked me again if I could get off work at night.

I told him he wouldn't be home until half past seven. He said he could. So it was decided that I would be there at about eight o'clock.

I thought there was nothing wrong, so I just went straight to the police station after work. But what I didn't expect was that I was waiting for a taxi and said I couldn't wait. Because I didn't know yet, due to the severe epidemic in the area where I lived, taxis were out of service. I don't usually take taxis, I don't have time to listen to the news, and I don't have time to contact people, so I don't know anything about it.

Since I don't know, I've been waiting there, and the police station has called me twice to chase why I haven't arrived yet. All I could do was tell them I couldn't wait for a taxi and I couldn't help it.

The police station asked me where I was waiting for the bus, and I told them to wait at the station, and they waited for a while, but they didn't wait for the bus. That policeman Li only said one sentence, telling me to arrive as early as possible. Then he hung up.

After hanging up the phone, I was still anxiously waiting for the taxi to arrive.

While waiting, I regretted that why didn't I leave a phone number when I used to take a taxi? If you keep it, will you be able to use it now?,It seems that I'm not thoughtful about things.。 And I shouldn't have agreed to come after work so happily today. I should have thought of the back road. What should I do if I can't wait for a car?

No matter what happens to me now, I just self-examine. If there is a little bit of something, I will think that it is my own fault, and I will blame myself. In fact, I didn't know that I was already suffering from depression, which was an early symptom of depression. Just as I was waiting anxiously while complaining to myself, I saw a small car coming from the side.