Twenty-ninety-five

I told all the grievances that I hid in my heart and didn't dare to say, although I knew that he might not be able to help me, but I still said it because he could open his heart to me and say his things. Why can't I speak my own business?

Teacher Yu immediately pointed out my entanglement. Yes, that's why I can't get out of my grief, I hate them and I can't get revenge on them. I want us to be punished, but I can't kill them or send them to prison. All these contradictions are beyond my reach. So I blame it all on myself, I think it's all my own fault, I should have watched my father every step of the way, but sometimes I have to make excuses for myself, thinking that I didn't know that there would be such an outcome.

Teacher Yu said to me, "Don't think about these things anymore, and don't blame yourself anymore, it has nothing to do with you at all." It wasn't your fault that you married far away at the beginning, many girls have married far away, some happy and some unhappy. So just look at whether you are married to the right person, if you marry the right person, everything will not happen. And your father, as you said, you wouldn't have thought that there would be such consequences, your brother and sister-in-law must have behaved very well in front of you, so not only did your father believe in them, but you also believed in them, your father was so old that he could not recognize their faces after all kinds of things, let alone you. If you think about your father, this is certain, people have to experience birth, old age, sickness and death in life, this is the law of nature, and no one can escape. You've done your best. You said that if it weren't for the back pain, you wouldn't go back to rest for a few days. So it's not your fault, it's not you who should regret it, it's your brother, and they should live the rest of their lives with guilt. ”

"Although I know that what you said is right, but I understand the reason, but I just think that I should do something, and I shouldn't do nothing like this and let it develop naturally." I said bitterly.

"My advice, whether it's your marriage or your so-called relatives, you don't have to do anything else, the only thing you have to do now is to let yourself live a healthy and happy life, you have to smile and look at their lives, you see if they will be punished in the end. Let me tell you, no matter what ghosts and gods are said in this world, but good will be rewarded with good, and evil will be rewarded with evil, this truth is certain. How many bad people have been retributed from ancient times to the present?

"But what if they don't get retribution?"

"Then what you have to do is also make everything good for yourself, you have to think that you must live better than them, live happier than them, this is the retribution for them. And if you want to get revenge on them, you don't have to kill them or send you to jail, you can also get revenge on them in another way. Let them live unhappily and make them regret their actions. “

"Is there any way to do that?"

"You have to think about this slowly, there is always a way. Besides, just like your ex-husband, I believe that you are not the only one who wants to repay him, all the women he has hurt want to take revenge on him, and I believe that even if you don't do anything, he won't be happy for long. ”

"He is not happy now, because he thinks about how to lie all day long, and he is always afraid that one day the truth will be revealed and others will leave him again."

"Isn't that enough? He's still in pain, so the only thing you have to do now is to get yourself out of this shadow, even if you want to fight a lawsuit with him, you have to be able to fight him? Like now, you can't do any work except to get angry every day, that is, to see a doctor, if you go down all of a sudden, I'm not scaring you, one day you will be so poor that you don't even have money for medical treatment, and then you will really be slaughtered by anyone. Because even if you have a good reason, it is useless if you can't find a good lawyer, and it costs money to find a lawyer. So, you can't be depressed like this now, the more depressed you are, the more people think it's right to leave you. ”

"I see." Yes, if I continue like this, not only will I have no money for medical treatment, I think one day I will not even have money for food, so that people can watch big jokes, although life is not for others to see, but it can't be seen as a joke, as a joke. So after hearing Mr. Yu's words, I really vowed from the bottom of my heart that I must cheer myself up, and I really can't do this again.

"Actually, after you go home, some of the things you encounter are not a big deal, although it looks angry, but it is a problem that money can solve, you just can't swallow this breath, he doesn't give you a machine, you don't want it, you buy a new one in the future, isn't it a matter of thousands of dollars? Isn't your monthly salary coming out? You didn't ask for the house money at the beginning, so it can be seen that you didn't take the money in your eyes. As you said, if you want money, he transfers property, the bank's mistakes, you can win the lawsuit if you find a lawyer, but you don't. All you want is a breath. Then you swallow this breath for the time being and let yourself live a good life. The machine is not the problem, and then there is the electricity bill, which is even more of a trivial matter. If he wants you to give it to him, when you have the ability to confront him, then reason with him, and then someone will seek justice for you. The things you are talking about are really small things, and you can't dwell on these little things anymore. ”

After listening to all the words that Mr. Yu said, my heart really let go of a lot, yes, it's just a small thing, he sees me too thoroughly, I just can't take a breath, everything that happens, it's not a big deal, it's something that money can solve, since it's something that money can solve, it's not a thing, I just need to live a good life and earn money.

After we finished eating, it was already a little late, I didn't expect the time of the day to pass so quickly, I used to lock myself in my room at home and not come out, as if time had stood still, how could it pass so slowly? In retrospect, it was a real waste of life. Wouldn't it be nice to have that time to make some money? Isn't it good to work well? Make the most of your life.

Seeing my appearance, Teacher Yu smiled and said, "It seems that my words are not in vain, you should have figured it out." ”

"Yes, after listening to your words, I felt really stupid before, I should be glad that I left Zhang Xu, and the rest of the things are just small things, what else can't I think of? Thank you. ”

"Don't thank me, I earned your money. Isn't there such a saying? He called him to take money from others and eliminate disasters for others. In fact, I should thank you, you can think about it and come out of the shadow in your heart, which can be regarded as an affirmation of my work. ”

"Okay, then we don't have to thank you, no one needs to thank anyone, I decided, I started to cheer up again, I will never embarrass myself again, when I work again, I will pay you to eat, and I won't need AA when the time comes"

"Okay, you can say that, but you have to make some money, or you won't be able to pay for it when I order a big meal, and I'll laugh at you."