Three-zero-four
I agreed to learn complementary food, early lessons, and after remembering the start time of the class, I continued my appointment. This supermarket is not far from Mr. Yu's shop, and after his patient left, he called me and asked me where I was and what I was doing. I told him everything. So when I walked out of the supermarket with a large bag and a small bag, I found Mr. Yu waiting for me at the door.
He didn't tell me he was coming to me, so I asked him quite unexpectedly, "Teacher Yu, why are you here?" Do you want to buy something too? ”
"I'm here to pick you up, I'm afraid you won't be able to get it." As he spoke, he came and took what I was holding.
Seeing him like this, I hurriedly said to him: "No, no, I'll just take it myself, I'm sorry to trouble you, it's not far from the station, I'll take the car and go straight home." ”
"I've done you so much, did you just send a pennant? Don't you want to treat me to a meal? He still smiled at me.
"Of course you can eat, where do you say you are going to eat? This time it's not the AA system, this time I'm going to invite you, and you've given me a new lease of life. "I say it from the bottom of my heart. Although I am now so frugal with myself that I am almost stingy because I don't have enough money, I still spend the money I should spend.
"It's not interesting to go out to eat, it represents your mood, so let's go to your home. Don't you buy groceries all the time? ”
"Eat at my house? The food I cook, let alone you, even I don't like to eat it. I laughed. In fact, it's not just that I can't cook well, but the main thing is that I don't want to bring a strange man home, although this person has cured me of my illness and given me the courage to live again. But I still don't want others to see it.
Teacher Yu didn't seem to know my concerns, and after listening to my words, he smiled and said, "Then I can really taste how bad your food can be, if your cooking is as unpalatable as my cooking, then I will obey you." ”
I couldn't help but laugh when I heard what he said. "Everyone cooks better than anyone, but you and I don't cook better than anyone else?"
"That's right, they are us, people are people, everyone has their own way of life, everyone has their own way of life, and their views on things, each of us is unique, although we are not outstanding, nor excellent, but we are all unique me, and we can no longer find a second me in this world, so we must cherish the current me."
"You're a tongue twister, aren't you?" I was amused by what he said.
By this time, he had already taken what I was holding, and I didn't refuse again. I don't know what words to use to refuse. Hey, let's go if you want to, anyway, we're not afraid of mosquitoes. Besides, even if no man goes to my place, the people in the village think that I have someone outside. Think I'm an immoral woman. Because Zhang Xu was looking for a reasonable excuse to divorce me, he and his family not only told the court, but also saw that all the people in the village said that I had a man outside, and he ran away with someone, so he looked for another one, and he wanted to divorce me.
Of course, the people of the village believed what he said. Because they really can't see me anymore, they think I really ran away with someone else. How do they know that Zhang Xu won't let me go home? I'm still working in the same factory, and I haven't changed places.
People are like this, no matter how good you are, but everyone says you're bad, you're just bad, even if you're bad, then everyone says you're good, you're good. Some people only want to believe what they hear, in fact, they don't know, many of the things they hear are fake, let alone heard, even if they see it, sometimes it is an illusion.
In fact, there are no good people in the bad guy pile, because the bad guy always thinks that others are as bad as him, and there are no bad guys in the good guy pile, because all the good guys think of others as good as themselves, and they can't even think of how bad the bad guys will be.
Since people already think I'm a bad woman, why should I look good for others? Anyway, I want to open everything. As Teacher Yu said, we are all unique ourselves, why should we live for others to see? We live our own lives, as long as it does not affect the lives of others, as long as it does not harm the interests of others, then our own lives are for ourselves, not for others.
Fortunately, the teacher is also single, otherwise, even if we have nothing to do, we may be misunderstood by his family. Now there is no such problem, since he has no wife and no children, he will not be misunderstood by their family, and it will not affect his life.
Teacher Yu was walking in front, I followed behind him, and when I saw the direction he was taking, I said to him: "Teacher Yu, you are going in the wrong direction, and the station is not in this direction." ”
"Of course I know the station isn't in this direction? I've lived there for so many years. I'm heading for the parking lot. ”
"You're going to have to drive so far?" I asked casually, thinking that he had also come to the supermarket to shop, but he just happened to meet me.
"How can I get you home without a car? I guessed that you would buy a lot of good food, so I wanted to go to your place to eat. ”
After listening to his words, I realized that he was specially here to pick me up, and I felt a little reluctant and inappropriate, because after all, we are only a doctor and a patient, and nothing else. And there will be no others. In my opinion, Mr. Yu's conditions are much better than mine, if he wants to find it, he can find someone in his twenties and thirties, why would he look for someone like me? So I don't have any thoughts about him, and he can't have any thoughts about me.
"I feel a little too reluctant to go, Mr. Yu, you still let myself be, right?"
"Don't you want to invite me to dinner?"
"Okay, then you can send it to me." After listening to what Mr. Yu Jianguo said, I won't say anything anymore.
Following him to the parking lot, he found his car and put everything he had in his hand and what I was carrying in the trunk of the car. Then he said to me, "Get in the car." ”
I opened the back door to get in, but he said to me, "Isn't there anything wrong with sitting next to me?" We can speak more conveniently. ”
"Okay." So I opened the front door again and sat next to him.
He smiled and said to me, "It seems that you really have a lot of concerns, even if others misunderstand us, what can we do?" I'm not afraid of misunderstandings. I'd be happy if people said you're my girlfriend. ”
"If you wanted to find a girlfriend, you would have found it."
"Yes, I didn't want to look for it before, maybe after I met you, I wanted to find it? Find someone like you. ”
"Am I like this? Forget it. I have no talent, no wealth and no money, I am old, and I have been divorced twice, I have low self-esteem in marriage, I think this is the result of my own cause, although there is no other psychological burden now, but let me enter marriage again, it will never be possible. ”
"Well, maybe your thinking will change in the future, because no one knows what will happen in the future, and things are always changing. None of us can predict the future. ”