Zhang Xu no longer spends Sundays at home, every Sunday, he leaves early and can only come back in the evening, not only that, even if he usually gets off work, he doesn't get home on time, and often comes back at eight or nine o'clock. He goes to Xiaoxia's house, and sometimes goes around with Xiaoxia. Having fun, sometimes I go to Xiaoxia's parents to report, help others do housework, do some work or something. Walks like a prospective son-in-law.

He used to cook a big meal on Sunday, because he and his mother were always fooling around, sometimes his mother ate some bread, or instant noodles or something, so she waited until Sunday to eat, but now he doesn't have Sundays anymore, so his mother often eats those dry foods to get by, and I became ruthless. I no longer feel for her, I don't pity her anymore, no matter how bad it is, it's also her son's good, why should I bother with that idle matter? If this were a strange old lady, I would take care of it, but I don't care about her. She has children and daughters, and she doesn't need me to be courteous, but when I do, people think I'm currying favor with her. So even though I don't feel comfortable looking at it, I don't do any more work that I can't afford to do.

The old lady was probably really not in good health, because she was lying on the bed except for watching TV, but when she was lying down, she was always humming loudly, and I could hear it clearly in my room, as if it was very uncomfortable, like a patient in a hospital, always moaning in pain.

She is like this, it often affects my rest, but I can't say anything, I can't help but let people make a noise, whether it's real or fake, I can only pretend that I can't hear it, who let me live in the same yard with them?

Zhang Xu didn't make it clear to me that he was already in charge, but he rarely appeared in front of me as rarely as possible, and it didn't seem that he always had nothing to provoke trouble like before, probably because he didn't have time to entangle with me, right?

On this day, it was already more than nine o'clock in the evening, Zhang Xu's mother had already slept, he came to me, without waiting for me to speak, he took a chair and sat directly in front of me, I asked him without raising my head: "It's so late, why don't you sleep?" What are you here for? ”

"Didn't you sleep too?" He said to me.

"I didn't sleep because I was working, and I was about to go to sleep, and when I was done, I packed my things, because I knew him too well, and it was no good for him to come so late. From marriage to divorce, he used to use me as a spare tire, I had no choice, and now I am divorced, and he still wants to use me as a spare tire, and he can figure it out.

When he saw me packing up his things, he said to me with a smile: "Wen Li, am I sleeping in your house today?" “

"Don't even think about it." I say.

"Didn't you promise to remarry me? Why don't you say yes when I want to be with you? ”

"I promised to remarry you, but we haven't remarried yet, and after remarriage, if you want to live with me, it will be justified at that time." I say. Although I spoke in a serious manner, I was not very vocal because it was not necessary at all. And I'm not angry at all at all at this shameless behavior of him. He can't get rid of me anymore, and whatever I do, I laugh it off and it doesn't affect any of my emotions.

"Even if we don't remarry, but we're all old husbands and wives, as for that? Guarding me like a thief every day, as if I could eat you, I just want to lie in your room for a while, and I can't do anything. ”

"Who is with you as an old husband and wife? You still haven't understood that we are no longer husband and wife? ”

"It used to be."

"It used to be, but not now, it's gone. I don't understand, these days, you always work overtime and don't get tired? Come back so late and come up to me to pester you? If you're not tired, I'm still tired? "Of course I know that he will come back late either with Xiaoxia or at Xiaoxia's parents, but I know, but I pretend not to know, I don't say it, he wants to take me for a fool, then I'll let him treat me for a fool.

"It's because I'm so tired from working overtime, so I want to lie in your room and talk to you, I haven't had time to talk to you for so many days. It's finally early today, shall we talk? ”

"What do you say? Are you talking about our remarriage? You want to talk to me so much, you want to live in my house, then we will go and get the certificate tomorrow, what do you think? You spoke, we are all old husbands and wives, isn't it just a matter of a piece of paper now? We're just going to give that piece of paper, aren't we done? "I said it on purpose.

Because I understand that although Zhang Xu didn't tell me explicitly, he has already decided to be with Xiaoxia, so if I say this, he will agree.

"Okay, you let me stay here today, and we'll go get the certificate tomorrow, can you see if it's okay?" I looked at him coldly, what if I believed him? It seems that he really didn't succeed in Xiaoxia, and his desires were not satisfied, so he came to pester me.

By this time I had almost put everything away, so I said to him, "Go back to sleep, and you have to go to work tomorrow." Don't pester me here. After saying that, I hurried to the house. Trying to keep him out. I think my attitude was enough to make him understand my determination. Since he wanted to remarry me, although he wanted to be with me several times, because of my determination, he did not force me, so I think that since people rejected him, he would not rely on me.

But I was mistaken, and when I was about to close the door, he pulled it shut at once, and followed me in. As soon as I saw him come in, I panicked a little, I didn't want anything to happen to him, now I see him more than flies, I don't want to look at him, how can I be with him? Although I also have desires, I also want to live a married life, but my concept, there must be love between men and women to live a married life, if there is no love, it is for physical needs, then what is the difference with animals? So for Zhang Xu's behavior, I have always thought that he is shameful, and sometimes even thinks that he is just an animal, doing anything for his desires and his own interests.

When I saw Zhang Xu coming in, I was a little scared, so I asked him very angrily: "Zhang Xu, what are you doing here?" Hurry back to sleep, if you don't sleep, I still have to sleep, if you're not tired, I'm still tired? When he was done, he pushed him out. But no matter how much I push him, he just doesn't move, he doesn't want to move, how can I push him? I'm not as strong as a cat.

"What's wrong with me just staying here for a while? Are you like that? ”

"It's so late, I still want to sleep?"

"It's not ten o'clock yet, what are you sleeping?" What day did you go to bed at 10 o'clock? Zhang Xu said.

"I'm tired today, I want to rest early, you go back quickly, don't stay here with me, don't say I will shout if you don't go back, it's not good for your mother to hear it then."