But some things don't develop according to your own wishes, it's not like I want to bring it to a few years old, all the time, everything will change. Just when I made up my mind to bring my child to the age of three, no matter what, something happened that made me change my mind.

The child's grandmother actually lost her temper at a small point, which was very different from her previous personality, and she always found fault with me in some things. Originally, when I first went, I said that I only took the child, regardless of cleaning and cooking, in fact, since I went, I didn't use me to cook, because I and the child's grandmother eat, so it was made by the child's grandmother, and her cooking was more delicious, and because the area of the house was small, there was nothing to clean, she didn't need me to clean when I went before, when I had free time, I wanted to wipe it, she would say that she had finished wiping it in the morning, and she didn't need to wipe it anymore. Even though she says so, I'll roughly wipe it off.

That's it, in fact, every morning, when I go, I first hug the child, show my closeness, and then use about half an hour to quickly wipe the house roughly, because as long as I go to the child to let me take, chase me, so I just roughly wipe it, just take the child quickly, and then wash her face, drink calcium water, and so on, all are busy, take the child to play, first play upstairs for a while, and then we take the child downstairs to play for a while.

But the child's grandmother began to say that I was not clean enough, and she did not say it directly, but spoke to me: "My house is so messy that it is not in shape, hey, I don't have time to clean up." ”

At the beginning, I didn't care, because I used to clean up, she said that she was done, I will roughly put it away again, but in fact, the house is small, there is really nothing to clean up, simple furniture wipe, and then wipe the floor or something, it's over, if you want to clean everywhere carefully, then you have to waste a long time, I'm afraid half a day has to pass, who will take the child? In fact, it is not as messy as she said at all, and there is no need to clean it carefully bit by bit.

At first, I didn't care, but she always said, and then said that my way of wiping the floor was wrong, I used to wipe the floor like that when I went to her house, she suddenly said that my wiping method was wrong, I really understand, isn't this intentional?

"I didn't wipe it right, so how do you wipe it?" I told her, in fact, I was also unhappy in my heart, she didn't let me wipe it at the beginning, I shouldn't be so diligent, just keep what I said at the beginning, if I don't start this, there will be no such thing.

When she saw me and asked her, she brought me a mop and told me how to wipe it: "Look, isn't this clean?" When I look at it, why don't I wipe it? ”

I laughed and said, "Almost." She didn't look very happy when she heard it.

Then she told me that all the sisters-in-law she had found in the past had made breakfast for her.

I asked, "What time is she coming to make you breakfast?" ”

"She lives here, and she gets up early in the morning to make breakfast, and the small cakes she bakes are particularly delicious."

"Really? So why didn't she do it? I asked, in fact, I also know that before me, she has changed a few aunts, the most in her for more than a month, I am the longest one, all the time, she is also very satisfied with me, but I don't know why, she is always finding fault all of a sudden, I don't know what I did wrong, offended her. When I thought about it, I was embarrassed to resign with her in order to bring this child to her, and it seems that I really overestimated my position in the family.

This is a very ridiculous thing, I thought that people really couldn't live without me, and I thought that children couldn't live without me, but in fact, people were still dissatisfied with me in their hearts, didn't I make a fuss? The most ridiculous thing about people is that they overestimate their place in the hearts of others. Originally, Auntie has, what am I?

"She has something to do at home, and she has returned to her hometown, so she can't do it." It's this word again, in fact, I understand the meaning of this reason too well, this is the common excuse that aunts don't want to do it in the client's house, because most of the aunts are out of town, so they use the reason of returning to their hometown as a reason to resign, otherwise they can't find a better reason.

"Actually, if you want your aunt to make breakfast, you have to find an aunt who lives at home. Otherwise, how can there be time? ”

"It's not convenient to live at home." She said. Knowing the inconvenience of living at home, and saying that people can cook breakfast for her, isn't this just nothing to provoke?

Not only her, but also the child's mother, I used to see that I spent very little time with her, because when I went, she left, at most it was just a hello, but she and I were always very polite.

But recently she said to her mother in front of me, "Why hasn't the child learned anything now?" Don't you teach her something? "That's actually what I said.

"The child can't speak yet, even if I teach her something, read something to her, she just listens, and can't express it, simple gestures or something, I will teach her. Why did this happen again all of a sudden?

So I understood, this is not to use my meaning, since I have an opinion, then I will just resign and finish, just I want to resign, and a little embarrassed, now I don't have to worry about these anymore, although I am a little reluctant to have children, but I can't worry about it, after all, it is someone's child, and people may have a better aunt waiting there, why should I do this kind of laborious work?

I think my child can't do without me, but people still think I'm delaying my child? After thinking about it for several days, I finally made up my mind that I must resign. Thinking of this, I feel a little impatient, I feel a little unfair to children, fortunately, children are small, and they forget everything quickly, if you find an aunt who is more likely to take children, I will soon forget about it.

On this day, I finally said: "Sister, you can find someone again, I can't do it." ”

What I said was probably unexpected, and she asked me, as if surprised, "Why didn't you do it?" ”

"I went back to my hometown, it's been two years, and I haven't been back to my hometown, so there are some things I have to go back to." I also found this reason, but I can't find any other reason. “

"Xiao Ji, is there something about us that upsets you?" She actually asked me that.

In fact, I should have asked her, why have you been picking at me all these days? But I'm not a person who likes to cause trouble, and since I can't do it, I won't do it well, so how can I ask people like that? I really asked, but I was looking for trouble for myself, we were originally engaged in the service industry, if people were to pick out something and complain to the company, it would be difficult to say whether the company could find me a job in the future, so I had to put all my thoughts in my heart.

"No, how can there be? I'm afraid that I have something wrong to say or do something wrong to make you feel more worried. I said.