On this day, when I arrived at class, the child's grandmother said to me: "Xiao Ji, you don't need it tomorrow, the company has found us a person to try out tomorrow." However, don't leave yet, because I don't know what kind of people are coming, if you can do it here, you can go back to your hometown, and your ticket won't be next week? ”

"Yes, even if my ticket arrives, if you don't find a comparable person, I won't leave first, don't worry." I say. Because that's my work ethic. I should have done that.

"Alright, then you can rest tomorrow. We can still work together for a day today, but we have to say that when you come back from your hometown, you must tell us first, and no matter what this person does, I will let you come back. Thou shalt not go into any man's house. The child's grandmother said. At this point, I had no choice but to say yes.

But I also kept a hand and said: "Eldest sister, if I still do this business, I will definitely come to you, but everything has changed, if I don't do this business, then I can't come, so I still hope that you can get along with the new person, if this person is better than me, you let her keep doing it." ”

"If you don't do this, I can't force you to come to our house to do it, but if you come back and do this business, you must come back. After all, children always like to cling to you. ”

In fact, even though they say that, people just want to leave a way back, and they don't want to talk to death. I think if the next one does a better job than me, she really doesn't have to have me back. Seeing her attitude towards me at this recent stage, I believe that I must have made her dissatisfied with something, or I had offended them by saying something, or I couldn't have changed her attitude so much at once.

I believe that this is my last day, because if the person who comes tomorrow is not too bad, the customer will not let her go, after all, my tickets have already been bought (in fact, I just said that, I didn't want to go back to my hometown, and of course I didn't buy a ticket) She was also a reasonable person.

Because it was the last day, I felt very cherished, because I really liked this child. The child seems to know something, and he has been relying on me all this day, and he used to be very good with his grandmother, but now he is good, he doesn't look for grandma anymore, he always looks for me, plays with me, lets me hug, laughs with me, and makes all kinds of expressions to make me happy.

This last day felt like it was going by very quickly. When it was time to get off work, I was changing my clothes, and the child just looked at me like that, and then ran for me to let me hug me. Grandma coaxed her and said, "Auntie is going home, because Auntie is off work, after Auntie gets off work, Mom is going to come back, we will stand in front of the window to send Auntie home for a while, and then wait for Mom to come back, do you think it?" ”

Although the child is small, it is such a procedure every day, so she can also understand it, knowing that as soon as the aunt leaves, my mother will come back in a while. Auntie gets off work, and Mom gets off work.

After I reluctantly separated from my child, I was a little lost at home, no way, this is the character, it is an employment relationship, as long as I have a clear conscience, I don't need to be too involved, I understand some of the truth, but it is difficult to really do it. I've also heard that there are parenting aunts who treat children badly, and even abuse children, and I hate this kind of person deeply, because no matter what you are dissatisfied with, children are innocent and should not be harmed to them.

I forced myself to stop thinking about it, and it's fine now. Comforting myself like this, coupled with my busyness, I gradually put this matter aside. I thought it was all over and that my relationship with my child was over.

On this day, I was working when I heard the mobile phone ringing, I took it and saw that it was the child's grandmother's phone, I hesitated, but still answered.

"Xiao Ji, are you in your hometown now?"

"yes, what's wrong, big sister?" I had to lie. Because I lied before, I have to lie now.

"When will you be back?"

"I haven't thought about it yet, I just came back, what's the matter, big sister?"

"If you're done, come back quickly, our family Xiao Yuqing has been in a bad state these days." Xiao Yuqing is a child's name.

As soon as I heard what she said, I anxiously asked, "What's wrong?" Is it uncomfortable? Have you ever been to the hospital? ”

"It's not that problem, it's that after you're gone, this kid gets angry. Now that aunt is here, she doesn't talk to others, she doesn't look up every day, and she doesn't laugh and make trouble like she used to, I think she misses you. "I was a little anxious when I heard that.

I still know a little bit about the child's character, that is, strangers come and definitely don't follow, when I took her because she was still very young, she hasn't recognized anyone, since I brought her, I haven't left her. So she only recognized me and my parents and grandmothers at home, and it was impossible for others to hug her when they saw it, and they couldn't touch her, they had to hide. Although this child is very small, but her personality is very strong, it is expected that she will not be with other aunts, but I think it will be good to get acquainted with it in a few days.

But I didn't expect the child's performance to be so strong.

"Eldest sister, you can try to ask that aunt to give her something to eat, for example, a small snack that drought likes to eat, you ask the aunt to give it to her, she loves to play with toys, and you also let that aunt give it well, maybe it will be better after a long time. Don't say it's a child, even an adult has to have a process of adapting to everything, don't worry. ”

"How can I not be in a hurry, I am afraid that the child will get sick and get sick, and now he wilts every day, and he doesn't look at others when he lowers his head. She doesn't look at people, and I think she doesn't have to give her things when that aunt gives her. "I could hear the child's grandmother's anxiety when she spoke. So if you're done, you'd better come back early. Even if you help us, even if you help us for another year, when the child is sensible, we will talk to her slowly, and she will understand. "The child's grandmother spoke very sincerely.

I hesitated, I didn't know how to answer, I thought I would find another aunt, and the child would get used to it slowly. I think in a month or two, when they're all on track, I don't have to worry about anything, and then I'll just tell them I don't want to do it. You can tell the truth. But now that this situation has arisen, I can't lie anymore, I can't give people hope anymore, because I didn't want to do it in the first place, and there was no way to say that at the beginning, I was afraid that they wouldn't let me go.

I said to her ruthlessly: "Sister, in fact, I just go back, and I don't want to do it anymore, I want to go back to open a clothing store, and I won't tell you, I have too long to go to you every day, and I am too tired to run, so I don't want to do it anymore." Let's do it, you test it according to my method, and see if the child can accept this aunt, if it really can't accept it, or you can change it to another aunt. "Because I really don't want to do it anymore, I can only talk to death.

"Xiao Ji, if you have any requirements, just put it forward, we will help you solve it if it can be solved, we hope you will help us no matter what."