The next day, I thought that Mr. Yu could come, but he didn't come, this is not like his character, if it was before, he would definitely come, but he said that he was coming, why didn't he come? I had already asked for leave, and by the afternoon, when Mr. Yu hadn't come yet, I was a little worried, because I did see his abnormality.

He didn't come, so I had to go, because although we didn't have a special relationship, he helped me a lot, both mentally and in other ways. So I can't ignore his problems.

When I went to his house, he was surprised to see me coming and said, "Are you really here?" I didn't expect you to come. ”

"Didn't you say okay? How did you forget? ”

"I didn't forget."

"You said you were going to me, why didn't you go?" I asked him, "Teacher Yu, you must have something to hide from me, since you have something, just tell me, what if I can help you?" Even if it can't help you, you'll feel better if you say it. ”

Hearing what I said, Teacher Yu seemed to have made a lot of determination: "Actually, I also thought about it all night, thinking about whether to tell you." Since you are here and have asked me, I will tell you, anyway, I have no one close to me. ”

"Then say it, don't let me be in a hurry." I looked at the way he looked and knew that something was serious.

"If you say it, don't worry, in fact, I won't tell you, I'm afraid that you will be anxious for me."

"I'm not worried, you say."

"Didn't you keep asking me if I was sick, and I told you I was." He said calmly.

"What's the disease? Isn't it serious? "Actually, if he didn't say it, I knew it must be quite serious, and if it wasn't serious, he wouldn't be like that.

"Esophageal cancer."

"What? Esophageal cancer"I was scared when I heard the word cancer, no matter what cancer it was, as long as it was cancer, it was a terminal disease. Now this handsome and dashing man in front of me

The high-spirited middle-aged man actually said that he had cancer, and he was still too young, wouldn't it be over if he had such a terminal illness? In my mind, any word like cancer means death, and it's hard for me to imagine that this person will soon die, and he will disappear from this world, which is unimaginable.

Seeing my stunned look, he hurriedly smiled and said: "Look, I shouldn't have told you, I'm afraid you'll be like this, so I wanted to tell you yesterday, but I still didn't say it when I got to you, you know that you are like this, I haven't said it." When I'm gone, you won't even know what's going on. As for it? I'm not afraid, so I scared you like this, it can't be that you really like me, right? He actually joked again.

I was about to shed tears and said to him, "If you want to be beautiful, who has taken a fancy to you?" ”

"Then why are you so upset? What does it have to do with you about an irrelevant person's disease? As for making you like that? ”

"Don't be poor, tell me when you found out?"

"Yesterday, I found out a long time ago, I couldn't eat, and then I went for a check-up, and yesterday the results came out and told me it was cancer." Teacher Yu said very calmly, it seems that he is in a much better mood than last night, probably because he has accepted this fact now, right?

"Then why don't you get treatment in the hospital?"

"I swore a long time ago that the day I got cancer, I would never treat it."

"Why? If there is a disease, how can there be no treatment? ”

"Other diseases can be treated, cancer has always been an incurable disease, why should I spend all that money and energy?"

As soon as I heard him say this, I asked a little angrily, "Are you afraid of spending money?" Don't you have money for treatment? You don't have any money, I'll give you some, although the money in my hand is not enough, but I can support a stage. ”

"Of course, I won't be so stingy that I can't afford to spend the money for treatment, and it's not that I don't have enough money, I just think it's all terminally ill, so why should I spend the remaining precious time on treatment? Isn't it good for me to spend this time on the mountains and water? To tell you the truth, I am actually a person who loves to travel, I have long thought that when I am 60 years old, I will start to travel, first in China, and when we have traveled all over the country, I will travel all over the world. But now it seems that I will not live to be 60 years old, so I can only go now, I can go as much as I can, I can go wherever I can, and I can live to be as long as I can. He said.

"Teacher Yu, you should treat it well, in case it can be cured, don't worry, I will take care of you while you are treated. I'm on leave, I've been taking care of you, do you think it's okay? Don't give up. I began to persuade him bitterly. I really don't want him to die, I already have feelings for him, not the kind of feelings between men and women, but a kind of family affection. In my eyes, he is now similar to my relatives. None of my brothers helped me in my most difficult times, but he did. I will never forget this kindness for the rest of my life.

"Don't persuade me Wen Li, what I've decided won't change. In fact, when I went to see you yesterday, I also had an idea, that is, I wanted you to be with me all the time at the last moment of my life, accompany me to go where I want to go, accompany me to eat what I want, and accompany me to see the scenery I want to see. When my life comes to an end, I hope to have you by my side, so that I don't have no one by my side when I die. I really think how much. But that's what I thought in my heart, so, yesterday I said to you, I want you to be my woman. “

I couldn't control my tears anymore, I thought that anyone, anything would no longer affect my mood, but I couldn't do it, as soon as I heard him say the last moment of life, I really couldn't stand it, I don't know what the meaning of human life is, the process of human life is the process of witnessing the death of others, at first it is a person who has nothing to do with itself, and in the end it is his own parents, and now although the person in front of him is not his own parents, not his own relatives, but seeing that he is young and wants to leave, It's really sad, too.

When he saw me crying, he quickly persuaded me, "What's this? How can anyone be immortal? Early death and late death, early or late death, this is the law of life, besides, I am not going to die immediately. At least I'll have to live for a few more months. “

"I think this life is really boring, parents laugh together when they come, and children cry together when they go. It's better not to come or go, and you don't know if you are out of the world. ”

"But I think it's good, we've had a lot of good things, and that's enough. Also, if you can be by my side, then I feel that this life is worth it even more. He said.

"Okay, I'll be with you. Wherever you want to go, I'll go with you. ”

"What about your job?" He asked me.

"I'll find a way, I'll discuss with the customer to see if there's any other way."

"For my sake, don't you regret quitting your job? If I were to do that, I would be too selfish. Wen Li, you don't have to quit your job, you just have time to come and see me. Well, you drive my car to work, so you can come back early when you get off work, and then you can come to me and see me. I don't want to drive this car now, and I can't drive anymore. ”