Three-five-one

Since the two of us were cooking and only made simple meals, it was done quickly. It is three dishes and one soup. Once we had all the food on the table, we sat down and prepared for dinner.

He ate very slowly, and talked to me while eating, and I knew that he had a hard time swallowing, so I accompanied him to eat slowly, and talked about our games with great interest.

Although he eats slowly, he doesn't eat a lot, and I feel quite comforted when I see it, looking at his state, he doesn't look like a patient, maybe he is too strong, and he doesn't want me to see that he is uncomfortable, right?

After eating, after a short rest, I got up and said, "I have to go, I still have to go to work tomorrow, do you want me to ask for leave to accompany you tomorrow?" I asked him.

"I'm a little embarrassed to trouble you, it's not easy for you to make money alone, and now you always ask you to take leave, don't you have no financial resources? Otherwise, I'll pay you a salary, right? ”

"What are you talking about? I've had a little savings in my hands for so long, and even if I'm unemployed for a while, I won't be able to afford it. You've helped me so much, and I didn't say I'm going to give you money, do you? Now that I say something like that, do I care so much about money? ”

"Anyway, if I die in the future, and I can't take the money away, I'll give it to you."

"Wherever you die, even if you die, your money is given to whomever you like, I don't want your money. When I was a child, my mother told me that I can't ask for anything that isn't mine, even if it's given for free, and I won't tell you anything, even if I see money on the road, I won't pick it, don't mention money to me. I said a little angrily.

"Well, if you don't mention it, don't mention it. So, you first see if people can find someone to take with you, if you can find it, the child can also leave you, you ask for leave first, if the child can't do without you, you don't want to ask for leave, see my situation in a few days, okay? ”

"Okay, it's up to you."

Seeing that I was leaving, he said to me a little reluctantly, "Can you not leave?" Of course, don't think about anything else, I definitely don't want you to sleep with me, I have so many empty rooms here, you can live in whichever one you want, don't you go back to sleep at home and go to work? There is no difference between you sleeping at home and sleeping with me, sleeping with me, and if something happens, you can take care of me. He said pitifully.

Listening to him say this, and then looking at his reluctant expression, I was a little unbearable, and I also had a little idea of staying, but I still didn't think it was good, after all, the lonely man and widow were too good, although the life was for myself, not for others to see, but I still cared a little about other people's opinions. After all, I'm still a layman, and some things are not exempt from vulgarity.

"Now your situation looks okay, so be it, my phone won't turn off anyway, if you have anything, call me, no matter what time it is, as long as you call, I'll come over." I say.

"Okay then." He saw that I was reluctant to stay, and he didn't mean to force me.

"I'll send you." He also stood up and said.

"Why did you send me? Hurry up and rest, I'll just take the car back by myself, you're tired for a day, you should rest, you're not in good health, don't pay attention? I said to him in a bit of a hurry.

"Can you not always mention that I am sick? Are you afraid that I will forget about it? The more you are like this, the more uncomfortable my heart becomes. Not only does this not give me a better rest, but it is counterproductive and makes me mentally burdened. Hearing him say that, I thought it was really like that. I only care about him, I'm afraid that he will be tired, but I don't think about the fact that it will increase his psychological burden.

"I'm sorry, it's because I didn't think about it enough, but you don't have to have a psychological burden, I see you like this now, more energetic than me? It's just that I don't want you to run back and forth. ”

"Let's go. Stop it. His short five words left me no room for rebuttal.

I walked out with him. When he got to the road, he said to me again, "It's the same as before, you can drive where the road is wide, and I will drive where the road is narrow." ”

'Don't you?' It's so late, how slow am I to drive? “

"What time is it? Don't be lazy, you hurry up and practice almost, and when you go out in the future, you can drive, and I can also be leisurely. Driving is the most tiring job. Mentally stressed, I didn't want to open it for a long time, but there was no one to open it for me, so I could only open it myself, and now I have such a person as you, so that you can practice early, and you can become my professional driver. He said.

"Okay then." I'm not verbose anymore.

Because I've been driving for a while just now, when I drive again, I'm a little more proficient than at the beginning, and I'm not so scared, it's much more natural than at the beginning. Teacher Yu said to me as if praising me: "I drove really well, just like this, someone will drive me soon." Listening to him say that made me feel even more confident. I don't want to do anything else, and I devote all my energy to practicing the car.

He sent me home and went straight back, seeing that he didn't want to enter the house, so I didn't let him in, after all, he was really tired for most of the day, and he should have rested a long time ago. He then stood at the gate and saw him turn around.

"Come in." When he saw me standing there looking at me, he said to me.

"Okay, I'll go into the house right away, and when you go back, drive slowly, don't worry." Although he said that he was entering the house, I still didn't enter the house, and I just watched him turn the car around and waved to me again, saying goodbye. I waved my hand, and even though he repeatedly let me in, I kept watching his car out of my sight.

It wasn't until I couldn't see his car that I went into the yard. Probably hearing the door knocking, Zhang Xu came out of the house. That's how he is, when he hears the door knocking, he comes out to see if there is anyone.

When he saw me in the hospital, he said to me, "Aren't you happy to see this kind of fun?" Is the third spring coming again? He said to me with a bit of sneer.

"Do you care if I'm the third spring or the fourth spring? Don't you know what spring you've been? Just take care of your own business. "I don't know why, but I'm particularly disgusted by his cynicism. Was it meant to be? What does this have to do with him?

"Since you've done it, what else is there you don't dare to admit?" He didn't go back to the house, but he was there to block me.

"Zhang Xu, you live your life, I live my life, what do you mean by those words? Don't say I didn't find a boyfriend, even if I did, what does it have to do with you? We're both divorced, and you're getting married again, what are you still watching me do? “

"Who said I was getting married?" Zhang Xu asked me. As soon as I heard him ask, I knew that I was talking about it, because Zhang Xu had never officially told me that he was going to get married, and I knew that he was going to get married, and it was Xiaoxia who told me. Of course, although Xiaoxia told me that they had set a date, it was just to draw a big cake for Zhang Xu, in fact, she really wouldn't have a wedding with him. But I said it.