Three-five-eight

For Teacher Yu's mental state, we all have indescribable happiness, maybe God is pitiful, maybe God and Buddha bless, maybe Teacher Yu can really survive this catastrophe, when I think of this, my heart that has been hanging is somewhat comforted.

In the end, following my advice, Mr. Yu went for another examination, and found that the results of the examination made us jump up almost on the spot, and it turned out that it was really a misdiagnosis, and he did not have cancer.

When I heard the result, I don't know why my tears couldn't be controlled anymore, as if I had lost something very precious and I had recovered. Teacher Yu was so happy that he didn't know what to say. He said vigorously: "Wen Li, we must drink to celebrate today." ”

"Okay, you have to drink it." I also agreed without hesitation, although my current health is not very good, especially with thyroid nodules, and drinking alcohol is actually not good, but I don't want to do it. What is this? Teacher Yu is such a big happy event, how can we not celebrate? “

"Where are we going to eat?" Teacher Yu asked me.

"Of course, when we go home and eat, how good can we do ourselves? And it's quiet at home, not like in a restaurant, it's surrounded by people, and it's not interesting at all. “

"We can go to the private room, isn't it easy to find a place where there is no one?" Teacher Yu said.

"Then I like to be at home too."

"Okay, then we'll eat at home, in fact, like you, I especially like to make my own food, but I'm afraid that you will be tired, so I want to eat outside." Teacher Yu said.

"How can you get tired when you cook something? And we're so happy now that we don't feel tired of doing anything. ”

So my day, we both got drunk, and when we woke up, it was already the next day, and the sun was shining into the house.

We ate in the bedroom, and because of the dizziness of drinking, so we just lay on the bed and slept, probably because we were so happy, so the heart that was hanging these days was put down at once, and there was no psychological burden, plus I drank a lot of wine, so I slept for so long at once, and I saw that the things on the table were still there It was really a mess of cups and plates, and I couldn't bear to look at it. How have you ever been like this before?

I felt embarrassed, so I quickly got up and cleaned up. Teacher Yu also smiled and helped me clean up.

And just like that, our lives are finally back to normal. One day, Mr. Yu invited me to a very poetic coffee shop, and he said to me very solemnly: "Wen Li, I can be regarded as an escape from death, do you have any ideas?" ”

"Of course there is, through this incident, I think that people have to live well, they must be happy, and they must cherish their current happiness, because no one knows what will happen tomorrow." I also said solemnly to the teacher.

"Actually, I think the same thing as you, and through this incident, I really look down on everything and see everything. Nothing else in a person's life is important except for life and health. If there is no life and health, then everything is gone, everything is zero, so we must cherish the happiness we have now. Wen Li, I still say the same thing, I like you. I used to think that I would never marry again for the rest of my life, but now I really have the urge to marry you. However, I know that the previous marriage hurt and hit you too much, and it is difficult for your psychological shadow to be eliminated so quickly. So I'm not chasing you. I just wanted to tell you that I will always be waiting for you. If one day you want to open, you can also face the next relationship, then you can consider me, if you can't think about it, you have not been able to come out of the shadow of that marriage, then I will be your confidant for life. Teacher Yu said very sincerely.

I thought, maybe he meant it? It's true that I haven't come out of the shadow of the previous marriage, so even though Teacher Yu is kind to me, even though Teacher Yu is so good to me, even though Teacher Yu really doesn't look like a liar, not like a person who can betray marriage, but I really don't dare to take another risk, even if he is sincere, I would rather miss it than gamble.

"You say that now, maybe in another stage, you meet someone better than me, and you will change your current thoughts and statements." I say.

"Am I someone who can change my mind at any time? Wen Li, let me tell you, there are too few people like Zhang Xu after all, I think, there will not be such a person in a thousand people, you are kind, God will not let you meet such a person again, so you don't have to doubt me, I am not a person who can easily empathize with other people, nor is I a person who will promise others casually, so since I said it, I will definitely be able to do it. Wen Li, otherwise, let's try to be together for a while, of course, we don't live together, and then we get to know each other. ”

"We've gotten to know each other so well that we don't have to try together anymore. And now that you're well, I'm very happy, and I'm going to start my life and work. We will still be good friends in the future, but we can only be friends. It is impossible to develop into any other relationship. "I said firmly.

Actually, after I said such a thing, my heart hurt, and I didn't want to miss such a good man, but I didn't dare to bet, and I didn't want to bet, I didn't want to be sad about this matter anymore, although when Zhang Xu bullied me, I thought more than once, find another man, stay away from him, and find a man who can let me lean on his shoulder. But that thought was only fleeting, and afterwards, I would digest it myself.

"Promise me, don't answer so firmly, you can think about it."

"Teacher Yu, the result of my thinking is still the same, the longer I think about it, the more it delays your time."

"I'm not afraid of delaying my time, but if I'm in a hurry, I'll look for it a long time ago, and I won't wait until my current age, so I'm not a child, I'm not impulsive, and I know what I'm doing. All you have to do is promise me to go back and think about it. Now you don't have to answer me. When you go back, in the dead of night, when you can't sleep, think about my suggestion, even if you don't agree to me, there is no harm in thinking about it. ”

"Good. I promise you, I'll think about it. "In the face of the teacher's expectant eyes, I really can't say anything about rejecting him.

I think, if I don't see him in the future, people can only have feelings when they are in contact with each other, if they don't meet, how can there be feelings? Even if you have feelings, you will slowly fade away because you don't meet.

Didn't many loving couples go their separate ways in the end because they got together less and left more? What's more, we are not husband and wife yet, as long as we don't see each other in the future, then he won't have this kind of thought. Based on this idea, I agreed to him.

Anyway, now that our lives are back on track, I can take care of my life again in the future, as long as I get busy, I don't think about anything, I don't have time to think about it, and I like to be busy every day the most.