Chapter 250: Confusion in the Heart
"This time the incident was really an accident, I never thought of hurting Shen Yao, if it wasn't for Xiao Zixuan suddenly standing up and saying such a thing, the two of us would not have such a problem at all."
At this time, Gu Chengbin didn't know how to explain what was happening to Xia Mu at all, if he couldn't find Shen Yao as soon as possible, he was also worried that Shen Yao would have an accident alone.
Then what do you say now, I can't go to Shen Yao alone, and if Shen Yao is really heartbroken because of this matter this time, the two of you still don't want to be together in the future, you being with her will only make her more and more hurt, and he won't be able to live a good life in the future. “
Now Xia Mu feels very sorry for Shen Yao, she didn't expect that Shen Yao would be hurt with whoever she was with, she thought that Xiao Zixuan was a very reliable person, so she wanted to help Xiao Zixuan and Shen Yao together.
But after Shen Yao and Gu Chengbin got along for a while, he found that Shen Yao had a rare smile on his face, thinking that Gu Chengbin had changed his original personality and was willing to take Shen Yao seriously, but he didn't expect that after just going through a design competition, Shen Yao actually left Gu Chengbin like this.
"I could go with you to her, but I'm not sure. Shen Yao is willing to see me now, if she is not willing to see me, it is useless for me to follow you. “
Xia Mu understood what Gu Chengbin meant, hung up the phone directly, and sent him a message, telling him that if he found Shen Yao, he would tell you, but he would not let Gu Chengbin take Shen Yao away again.
Gu Chengbin knew that it was useless to say or do anything now, so he could only wait for Xia Mu to find Shen Yao with peace of mind, as long as Shen Yao was safe now.
And Xia Mu pondered for a long time before he thought of where he should go to find Shen Yao, and came to the coast where they often went, and sure enough, he found Shen Yao here.
"Why are you here? Do you know that everyone is looking for you now, if you really don't want to face Gu Chengbin, you can tell me. ”
After seeing Xia Mu, Shen Yao endured the sadness in her heart and smiled at Xia Mu, and Xia Mu looked at her like this now, very distressed, she didn't expect that she could still laugh when she encountered such a thing.
"If you are sad, you can say it directly, you don't want to look like this, I look at you like this, I am really distressed, I hope you can do something that can make you happy, if Gu Chengbin can't make you happy, you can leave him."
Xia Mu sat on the beach with Shen Yao, not wanting her to be too sad because of what happened recently, no matter what happened, she would be by her side.
"I actually don't know what I should do now, I thought there were a lot of things between me and Gu Chengbin that could continue to progress, but I didn't expect that I was a substitute, I used to be so confident."
Thinking of what Xiao Zixuan said, Shen Yao's heart is very uncomfortable now, she seems to have always been like a substitute, and when she was a child, she was like a substitute at home.
But now that she has met Gu Chengbin, she didn't expect that she was still a substitute, and the most important thing is that every time she believes that she can really be loved and recognized.
"Don't think so about yourself, okay? Isn't there still me by your side? ”
What happened to Shen Yao recently made her already suspicious. Is it true that you can be loved and valued by others?
Shen Yao thought that between herself and Gu Chengbin, they could slowly develop into being together forever, but what she didn't expect was that there were still these things that affected their relationship.
"You don't have to comfort me, I know very well now what kind of person I am, of course I'm happy to have you by my side, but you also have to have your own life, and you don't need to worry about me every day."
Looking at Shen Yao's optimistic appearance now, Xia Mu was even more distressed, she knew that Shen Yao was a person with a lot of self-esteem, if she was really played by these people, she would start to doubt herself from now on.
"Actually, this matter is all because of Xiao Zixuan and Gu Chengbin, if the two of them are not competing for you. I want to show in front of you that I am the person who cares about you the most, and this will definitely not happen. ”
Shen Yao smiled, not knowing what to say, leaned on Xia Mu's body, closed his eyes and thought about what he had experienced over the years.
She thought of her mother, and if her mother was still alive now, she wouldn't be able to bear to see herself wronged like this.
"I want to stay at your house tonight, I don't want to look back at Cheng Bin's house, I want to see him when I go back, and this time, he asked you to come out to find me, you can send him a message, saying that you have found me, I want to go back to your house to live, and I won't go back again in the near future."
Xia Mu nodded, but she still wanted to ask Shen Yao if she wanted to go back to Gu Chengbin's company to work, and Shen Yao was also thinking about it.
Shen Yao hasn't thought it through yet, and when she thinks it through, she will take the initiative to explain this matter to Gu Chengbin, Gu Chengbin was relieved after receiving Xia Mu's text message, he knew that Shen Yao needed a certain amount of time and space to think about the things between the two people, and if he didn't think about it, there was no way to face himself.
But Xiao Zixuan suddenly stood up and said such a thing, which also made him very strange, he didn't understand why Xiao Zixuan would choose such an occasion and such a time period to tell Shen Yao everything.
If he really wanted to make Shen Yao happy, there was no need to do such a thing at all, but he should obey Shen Yao, as long as it was something that Shen Yao wanted to do, he could do it.
At this time, Gu Chengbin returned home, entered Shen Yao's room, opened the dress box, and found that there was a card in the dress box, and the card was written by Xiao Zixuan to Shen Yao.
At this time, he realized that in fact, Shen Yao had already chosen himself in the dark, instead of having anything to do with Xiao Zixuan.
It turned out that this dress was not bought by her and Xia Mu, but given to Shen Yao by Xiao Zixuan, Gu Chengbin After thinking about this matter, he felt that he was not a thing, and he didn't consider Shen Yao's mood at all, Shen Yao had already rejected others for herself, but she was still swaying between Shen Yao and Xuehua.
Now at this time, Gu Chengbin wants to take the initiative to apologize to Shen Yao and let Shen Yao forgive himself, if he doesn't go to Shen Yao at this time, maybe Gu Chengbin won't have a chance in the future.
But now that the matter has just come out, Gu Chengbin has not figured out how he should explain the current matter to Shen Yao, and he thought of Xuehua's expression today, and felt that Xuehua should also be very disappointed.
In fact, this time, Xiao Zixuan didn't get any benefits, he thought that after Shen Yao got angry, he could contact Shen Yao, but he didn't expect Shen Yao to disappear directly.