Chapter 163: Lan's Memory
Lan Junzhi was born in a scholarly family, the mansion of Zhuangyuanlang. Since she was a child, she has been taught all kinds of literary etiquette and how to treat people. His father, Lan Haisheng, was born in poverty, and he knew that reading could change a person's cultivation and conduct, so Lan Junzhi was taught harshly by him since he was a child.
And Lan Junzhi is also very obedient, no different from Lan Haisheng, her hard study makes Lan Haisheng very pleased, and makes him seem to see his former self.
Lan Junzhi's mother is the daughter of a member of a household in the capital, who is kind by nature, eats fasting and recites Buddha on weekdays, and accumulates yin virtue. Whenever Lan Haisheng taught Lan Junzhi harshly, she would be there to assist, but her preaching was much gentler than Lan Haisheng. However, because of Lan Junxue's birth, she unfortunately died in childbirth, and since then, Lan Junzhi can only be accompanied by piano, chess, calligraphy and painting all day long. Lan Junxue may be her only bond with her mother.
At first, whenever Lan Junzhi saw Lan Junxue, she would think of her late mother, when she was still young, but she could only cry secretly in the bed in the middle of the night, and the next day she could only hold two red and swollen eyes. When Lan Haisheng saw this scene, even the child missed her mother, but he, a useless father, could only teach her the knowledge of dealing with foreign objects.
He couldn't help but feel distressed, but he couldn't help it, so he could only pretend to turn a blind eye every time, and gradually, the relationship between their father and daughter became more and more flat.
Late at night, Lan Haisheng would wake up suddenly, and then he would sit like that until dawn, thinking about his virtuous wife.
The young Lan Junzhi could also complain about Lan Junxue, but as soon as she saw Lan Junxue's innocent smile and heard Lan Junxue childishly call her "sister", her heart seemed to be purified, and there were no more negative things.
Later, as she grew older, she no longer bothered about this matter, and she buried her thoughts about her mother deep in her heart.
Since then, day after day, year after year, she has been accompanied by books, and in her spare time, she will tinker with piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.
Lan Junxue is also growing up, and she has reached the age where she can read, Lan Haisheng still educates Lan Junxue as strictly as she educated Lan Junzhi, but Lan Junxue is not as obedient as her sister, and every time Lan Haisheng is told to cry, it also makes Lan Haisheng not know what to do.
At this time, Lan Junzhi would come to teach her sister gently, just as her mother had taught her.
She said to Lan Junxue that her mother is like this, a gentle and kind good woman, a good wife, and a good mother, and her only deficiency is that she left them prematurely.
Lan Junzhi's life has always been like this since then, but there is one thing that she has kept in her heart since she was a child.
When Lan Junzhi was young, she went shopping with her mother once, and at that time, several people suddenly appeared, they wantonly made trouble in the capital, and then prepared to escape, and no one could find the huge rivers and lakes.
But they did not succeed in escaping, not because the government restricted them, on the contrary, the people of the government were very lazy when they passed by, and when they saw that they were about to run, they pretended to chase them out two steps, and did not pursue them any more.
In the end, it was some other charlatans who caught those people and taught them some lessons in public.
Those Jianghu people did not leave their names, but this incident left the seeds of "chivalry" in the heart of the young Lan Junzhi.
Later, she occasionally read a book written about martial arts, and the author's signature was "Golden Dragon".
It was a book that was not very famous, but that book became nourishment, allowing the seed called "chivalry" in Lan Junzhi's heart to gradually take root and sprout.
Since then, she has a dream, to go to the rivers and lakes to have a look, and also to see the "love" on the rivers and lakes, she began to look forward to the rivers and lakes.
Later, when she grew up, she gradually understood the sinister nature of the rivers and lakes, she lived in the boudoir, and almost gave up the dream of the rivers and lakes, but the longing for the rivers and lakes in her heart did not decrease at all.
Although I thought about it in my heart, the days were still dull day after day.
And recently, he met Lin Xun, and on the day they first met, Lin Xun relieved their siege, for which he also sacrificed himself to be imprisoned by Jia Guangguang, which is very in line with Lan Junzhi's fantasy of "chivalry in the rivers and lakes". That day, it seemed that she had returned to a long time ago, when she was still young, and it was not the little Lan Junxue who was holding her hand, but the tall mother.
She wasn't in the middle of it then, but now, she's not immune.
Everything is too much like it was back then, it's just that everything has been reversed.
Is this reincarnation?
She couldn't forget Lin Xun, even if he revealed his identity as a devil in the rivers and lakes.
After returning to Lan Mansion, Lan Junzhi learned that there was a chance to rescue Lin Xun, she did not hesitate and immediately launched a rescue plan. She didn't know if what she was doing was right or wrong, but she always felt that it was very fulfilling to do so.
After rescuing Lin Xun, Lan Junzhi had more opportunities to contact Lin Xun, but she tried her best to restrain herself and only treated her as an ordinary person.
She had intended to show affection to Lin Xun, but Lin Xun was very stupid in this regard, and he couldn't understand Lan Junzhi's heart.
When Lan Junzhi learned that Lin Xun already had a beloved, her heart seemed to fall into the abyss, and she decided to give up.
There's nothing wrong with marrying Jia Guangguang!
Lin Xun once asked her if she had a favorite, and she was very happy at the time, thinking that Lin Xun was signaling to her, but she didn't expect Lin Xun to suddenly move out of a Wu Ruofeng.
For Wu Ruofeng, Lan Junzhi does respect very much, but she has never thought of having a relationship with him, but she can see that Wu Ruofeng seems to be interested in her.
She couldn't help but sigh, maybe this is the will of God, the will of God makes people.
She still had a trace of fantasy, but that day Lin Xun came to her for help, and the day Lin Xun went out was also the day she got married.
She understood that Jia Fu would welcome her relatives so soon, and she must have a follow-up plan, but she couldn't control it.
She decided to help Lin Xun, also to end her once naïve self.
She helped Lin Xun leave the Lan Mansion, and deliberately asked to go to the Guozheng Temple to go to the pillar incense, and then she asked Jia Guangguang to withdraw the guards around the Guozheng Temple on the grounds of fear, but she didn't expect Jia Guangguang to do it.
She secretly sighed to herself, the only thing she could help Lin Xun was here, and from then on, she was a wife, and the fate of the two of them had ended since today.
Lan Junzhi, who was sitting in the sedan chair, listened to the gongs and drums outside, felt the little bumps in the sedan chair, she sighed, she couldn't fight her fate in the end, and she should regret it for a lifetime.
Heaven clearly sent him to his eyes, but he could not embrace him.
Inside the sedan chair, is the resigned Lan Junzhi, outside the sedan chair, is the hesitant Lin Xun, separated by a wall, if you miss it, it will be a lifetime.