"What are you doing?" Long Hao, who was standing in the highest building, looked at Suzuya who was writing on a blank piece of paper, his face no longer had the sadness after chatting with Long Hao before, only an inexplicable fanatical excitement remained, and the speed of writing was also very fast, but it was estimated that he didn't know much about writing. "Is that piece of paper that..."

"I'm writing a suicide note." Suzuya replied without hesitation, he probably didn't know much about the reason for writing a suicide note, and it was estimated that he completely regarded the suicide note as a piece of paper to express his thoughts. "Brother Long Hao, then you will know what I have done for you."

"Writing a suicide note will only be handed over to me after you die in battle, do you want to die?" Long Hao glanced at the other party slightly, he knew that Suzuya was not that kind of stupid person, but he was just a little dull in some aspects. "I'll give you a hand, do you want to try?"

"What.. After he died..."Suzuya scratched his head in annoyance, he picked up the paper and read it over and over again, and began to hang his head down. "What to do? I want to write it and I don't want to die... So what should I do? ”

"Show me," Long Hao shook his head and pulled the paper from his hand. "Just tell me if there's anything you want."

"Nothing special." Suzuya quickly snatched it back, and for the first time there was an embarrassed look on his face. "I'm just writing casually... That's it..."

"Oh?" Long Hao pursed the corners of his mouth slightly, this was the first time he saw that Suzuya had something he wanted to keep secret, and he didn't rob it again, although he knew that Suzuya would not resist. "Forget it, take it seriously when the battle starts in a while, I don't have time to save you."

"Yes." Seeing that Long Hao didn't continue to make a move, Suzuya breathed a sigh of relief, and he quickly changed the topic. "Brother Long Hao, you seem to be in a good mood today."

"No... Just thought of an interesting idea. Long Hao finally withdrew the gaze that had been staring at Suzuya, and he looked into the distance, the corners of his mouth curled into an arc, as if he had seen something he liked. Suzuya... You... Believe me? ”

"I've always believed in you," Suzuya tilted his head, he didn't really understand the meaning of Long Hao's words, Brother Long Hao always likes to say some inexplicable words, but often those words have his next plan, but the key is that Suzuya doesn't understand..."Brother Long Hao, what do you want me to do this time?" ”

"Can you... Hate me? Long Hao turned his head and looked at Suzuya seriously, his pupils flashing with an incomprehensible light.

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"Takizawa second class?" Amen shouted a few times to the side of the standing, he was not in good shape from the beginning, his face was pale, and his arms were shaking. "Takizawa?"

"Amen, wait—" Amen nudged him slightly, and he jumped to the side as if he had touched a soldering iron, but he was relieved to see that it was Amen. I'm sorry, I'm distracted. ”

"It's all right," Amen looked at his still pale face with some concern. "Looks like you're a little nervous?"

"No, no," Takizawa quickly denied, but his sweat revealed what he was thinking at this time, this was the first time he had participated in such a large battle. "Absolutely not."

"Don't worry, Takizawa." A middle-aged man with glasses and a kind face walked over, and he patted Takizawa, which calmed him down. "This is the case for newcomers who go to the battlefield for the first time, and they will slowly get used to it later, come on, Takizawa second class."

"Yes.." Looking at the Qianzhimu quasi-special who has always been very loved by these ordinary investigators, Takizawa's mood is only slightly better, although the strength of the Qianzhimu quasi-special is not strong, but he is kind and kind, and his command ability is not very weak. "A thousand acres of quasi-special ... Feels so much better. ”

"Do you have anything bothering you?" Qianzhimu said mildly, saying it now might make Takizawa feel better, and in this kind of life and death, no one will laugh at him. "Takizawa?"

Takizawa couldn't help but recall the moment he wrote the suicide note, from the moment he opened the pen to the time he finished writing, he was very calm, so calm that he felt incredible, but when he picked up the finished paper, he looked at his neat handwriting for a while, and for some reason an unprecedented fear welled up in his heart.

He scribbled frantically on the paper, tears streaming down his face, struggling as if he were hiding from something, and the results of the afternoon he had thought about before had been destroyed by himself, and he collapsed, when he was faced with the choice of life and death for the first time.

He finally dropped the pen, covered his face with his hand, and sobbed quietly, he completely exposed the weakness of his heart, and tears flowed from his fingers, like this unconcealed fear.

When it comes to death, people are weaker than they think...

I don't want to die...

"Takizawa?" Sennomu patted him on the shoulder again, finally waking him up. "What's wrong with you, if you don't feel well, you can go to the hospital first."

"No... It's just that some of them have a bad stomach. Takizawa smiled reluctantly, covering up for his gaffe just now, Qianzhimu didn't think much about it, so he left first, Takizawa watched Qianzhimu leave and said to Yamen on the side. I'm sorry, Amen is superior. “

"It's fine." Yamen smiled, relieved to see that Takizawa was okay. "I know you went home that day, I guess you were too excited to eat too much, but you have to be more careful when you fight."

"Hmm..."Takizawa nodded, regaining some of his spirits and shouting at Mato Aki, who was standing aside. Hey, Mado, we're going to battle it out this time..."

But just as he stretched out his finger and wanted to point at Matoko, he suddenly retracted it when he saw the other party's face, he swallowed his saliva, moved a little away from the other party, and began to whisper to the side of Amen.

"What's going on with this guy?" Mato's face was also very pale at this time, but it was obviously more like anger, she was silent, her eyes were as sharp as a blade, Takizawa thought that she was the most ugly one, who would have thought that Matoshi was even more ugly than herself... No.. Terrifying is more apt, she looks like a powder keg that explodes at any moment, just waiting for catharsis. "Amen is superior? Has anyone messed with her lately? ”

"I don't know..."Although he was very worried about Xiao, he didn't dare to disturb the other party at this time, and only Long Hao could persuade the other party in this situation, but Zhenhu Xiao has always been very calm, and ordinary people are still... The one who won't mess with her is Long Hao, who seems to have discovered something terrible. "But now is not the time to think about this, you all have to give it your all when you fight."

"Yes." Although Mato Xiao didn't speak, but her clenched fists revealed her thoughts, looking at Mato Xiao like this, Yamen sighed, I hope it's not what he thinks, but he doesn't have time to stay here longer, his task is not to stay here, but to deal with the enemies that may appear in the Stability Zone, a kind that he wants to see and doesn't want to see, but the ultimate goal is... Owl.

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"Hate you?" Suzuya looked at Long Hao, his expression was still smiling, but the disbelief in his eyes was still clearly visible, he slowly took a few steps back, his mouth opened slightly, and he wanted to make a sound, but he was stuck halfway, as if intermittently. "Dragon... Brother Hao? Be... Joke... Is it? ”

"No..."The seriousness in Long Hao's eyes dimmed the light in his eyes. I need you to hate me, Suzuya. ”

"I—" Suzuya lowered his head and clutched his chest, he gritted his teeth and shouted. How could I do it! ”

"Brother Long Hao, you have always been by my side, it was you who kept me away from loneliness," Suzuya's crystal tears fell on the roof and disappeared like snowflakes. "It was you who let me know that there is another life to choose from, it was you who let me know that the world is not bloody, I... Even life can be given to you, I don't care about anything... Just make me hate you..."

"I can't do it!" Suzuya raised his head, and he looked at Long Hao, whose expression was slightly painful, and at this time, Long Hao had seen Suzuya cry for the first time. "I'll try to get stronger, Brother Long Hao, you can take my life, it's just... I don't want to lose the last meaning of my life anymore..."

"Please..."Long Hao looked at Suzuya like this, his face suddenly became cold, he took a few steps forward, and looked at Suzuya with red eyes, as if he didn't know each other. Please..."

"I'm disappointed, Suzuya, you don't need such a gesture," Long Hao grabbed his shoulder, but Suzuya couldn't feel the other party's strength at all, and could only detect Long Hao's warm palm. "I don't like the way you cry, I said..."

"You don't need..."What was waiting for Suzuya was not an insult, but a warm hug, he looked in front of him in surprise, but he could only see the familiar back of Long Hao's head, as he had been following, so moved... He felt a drop of water splash on his face, and the warmth of his body suddenly felt like a dream. "This cheap prayer, you don't need to pray like anybody, it's the same for me, you just have to do what you want to do, I said, you're not anything, you're not any slave or a subordinate, you're... Oh my brother..."

"I'm Brother Long Hao's..."Suzuya's eyes were glazed, and he only reacted when a palm touched his head, his tears could barely stop, and he muttered. Brothers? “

"Yes, I've never been disappointed in you." Long Hao could no longer coldly treat the other party as a pawn when the other party would rather give up his life to follow him. "I was just talking about a plan, a plan I wanted to do, promise me, Suzuya, no matter what I do, you have to believe that I will not abandon you, you will always be my brother."

"I'll always believe it." Long Hao slowly let go of the other party, and Suzuya showed a smile that was different from usual for the first time. "Well, Brother Long Hao has never let me down, and I will never hate Brother Long Hao...."

"Don't you continue to write a suicide note?" Long Hao looked in the direction of the Anding Zone, he and Suzuya were back to normal, and the battle was about to start in a while, but Suzuya didn't continue to write, just folded the piece of paper into an airplane in a regular manner. "Don't you have anything else to say?"

"No.. I don't have anything to write about anymore. Suzuya seemed to have grown up, and with a flick of his hand, the paper airplane slowly flew away with the wind.

"It's okay..."Long Hao whispered as he watched the paper airplane slowly disappear into his field of vision. We're not going to die..."