Xiaoqin has actually been pondering. His own princess and King Shou have always been close, and the prince is not unaware, if he really cares, why did he still accept the princess at the beginning? If it is said that the prince was just greedy for a night of joy, but the princess has been in the house for so long, and the two have never had a round house. And the prince still seems to love the princess before he goes on the expedition, even if he only comes to Meiyuan in the dead of night, but the princess at that time also feels that the prince has himself in his heart, and the two clearly have feelings.

Could it be that the prince really suspected that after he left, the princess had an affair with King Shou, and suspected that the child belonged to King Shou, so he forced the princess to drink Luozi soup? However, why did the prince become so indifferent and arrogant towards himself? He was just a subordinate, could it be that he thought that he had covered up the secret relationship between the princess and King Shou?

For a while, Xiaoqin couldn't figure it out, and she didn't dare to mention these things in front of Murong Huan, for fear of affecting the pain in Murong Huan's heart. In Xiaoqin and Ah Ming's view, instead of chattering and accusing the prince, it is better to stay quietly by the princess's side, and never mention the prince again, believing that the princess will one day be able to come out of the shadows, shed her cocoon into a butterfly, and become a phoenix.

It's just that the princess's body is relatively weak, and walking like this really worries them. Therefore, on the way to the three of them, they would occasionally see "Qiu Gongzi" patting "Mu Gongzi" on the shoulder, or the little scholar pulling his own son's arm, which was actually Ah Ming and Xiaoqin secretly transmitting internal force and true qi to Murong Huan, so that she would not be too tired, and also prevent her from slipping because of this.

Finally reached the "Cold Rain Temple", after worshipping the Buddha, Murong Huan went to the back mountain and stood on the top of the cliff. It was also a whim to come here, Dongfang Miao said that he had taken the young Baili Moxu here to cultivate for four years, and at that time Murong Huan secretly decided to come and see.

The mood now is naturally different from the mood I wanted to have back then. At that time, I felt that Baili Moxu had suffered too much when he was young, and the more I knew him, the more I felt sorry for him, and looking at the places where he had stayed, it seemed that the distance between the two hearts would be closer. And today, Murong Huan is standing here, just wanting to use such a way to break off the relationship in his heart.

Although he was very strong in front of Xiaoqin, Nini and Ah Ming, he had no heart or lungs, and he should eat and drink and laugh, but Murong Huan couldn't deceive himself. As long as she heard someone's name, her heart would tighten and hurt for no reason. Of course, she knew that she had simply decided to escape from the Xuwang Mansion, but this relationship had already hurt her vitality. The bottom of my heart was opened a few times, and it seemed to be painful to numbness at the time, but the memories that came up at any time opened the wound again and again, and I don't know when it will heal.

Through the present, Murong Huan can be described as ups and downs, repeatedly losing himself, and repeatedly struggling with contradictions. At the beginning, when he learned that he had crossed over to a waste material princess, and knew that he was married far away, Murong Huan only hoped to keep safe and live well. After all, she has just crossed over and has no cultivation, she is blank in this world, she can't provoke anyone, and she has to always be wary of those who secretly want to get rid of her. Therefore, although Murong Huan at that time also thought about escaping from marriage, he thought that Baili Moxu was the most powerful King Leng, and if he could be safe with him, hiding in the Xuxu Palace's mansion might be the best way to save his life.

However, when Leng Yuxin entered the door, she found that her idea was very wrong. Although she didn't like Baili Moxu at all, she never thought about becoming a woman of Baili Moxu, and she didn't think about competing for favor, but Leng Yuxin was against herself everywhere, she hated herself for occupying the position of princess she dreamed of, and hated herself for taking away her title of princess. Even if she endured it again and again, she still pressed step by step, wanting to get rid of it quickly.

Murong Huan didn't think about running at that time, and made all kinds of preparations for this, but at this time, Murong Nian was in distress, life and death were unknown, and all she could do was to ask for Baili Moxu. It was from that time that she gradually discovered that she had feelings for Baili Moxu that she shouldn't have.

Murong Huan has been confused and struggling, of course she is not willing to serve a husband with someone else, let alone a woman like Leng Yuxin, living in waiting and resentment all day long. However, feelings are the most uncontrollable thing for reason. Many times, you have set a lot of rules and regulations in your heart, and you want to screen the person you like according to that condition, but God pushes a person who does not belong to your ideal category in front of you when you don't expect it, and uses some inexplicable bits and pieces to move you and infect you, so that your heart will lose an inch unconsciously.

For Baili Moxu, Murong Huan is like this. No matter how she told herself that this man was not a good match, no matter how she told herself that she couldn't fall in love with Baili Moxu, she finally fell in love, and this emotion became a catastrophe.

Calculated carefully, the time that I really have with Baili Moxu is pitiful, and the happiest is the two days when I was sick in Ci'an Pavilion. Because there are only each other, because there are no other women, in those two days, Murong Huan seemed to feel that he was his only one. But this illusion disappeared completely with the return to the Xuwang Mansion, and in the face of his many women, Baili Moxu chose Leng Yuxin, and he was just the person he quietly visited late at night.

Murong Huan doesn't care, but she has her pride, she also has her scruples, she has always looked down on women competing for favor, and she doesn't want to become the kind of woman who is jealous. Her grievances, her sadness didn't have time to express it, and she didn't know how to express it, so Baili Moxu went to the battlefield.

Those days of waiting are bitter and sweet. When he was criticized and plotted, how could Murong Huan's heart not be bitter. However, when he thought of Baili Moxu, his promise to himself, and his words and deeds before parting, Murong Huan's heart was sweet again. Although she knew that she couldn't get all his love, and knew that she was only a fraction of his heart, she loved it, so she admitted it.

However, the surviving portrait shattered all her fantasies. When Murong Huan knew that she was just a stand-in for existence, her heart instantly collapsed. She was bitter and regretful, regretting that she had given herself to Baili Moxu in a daze. In fact, what if you are married to each other? Isn't it okay to divorce even if you get married? If you meet someone who loves you in the future and really loves you, how can you care about that layer of film and the so-called past?

In fact, what he cares about is himself! Murong Huan knew very well in his heart that he couldn't let go, and even if he knew that he was a stand-in for his existence, he still couldn't completely erase Baili Moxu from his heart. After all, this is my first love, and it is the first time I have completely fallen in love with a man!

What's more, at this time, Murong Huan found out that she was pregnant, and she couldn't even think of running away. Because she was an orphan since she was a child, she had seen enough of white eyes and had enough of being snubbed, and she didn't want her children to grow up in a broken family. She has a faint illusion in her heart, even if she is just a stand-in, but now she has a hundred miles of flesh and blood, maybe because of this, he will be kind to himself in the future, and he will also be kind to his children.

Once again, however, reality ruthlessly shattered her illusions. When Baili Moxu returned and turned a blind eye to her, Murong Huan's heart hurt to the extreme. And when Baili Moxu personally handed over the Luozi soup and said that he didn't want this child, Murong Huan was completely dead to him. begged him, not because he was weak, but because he had pity on the innocent child. But he was so ruthless that Murong Huan felt that he was really blind before he fell in love with him. once put away all his sharpness for him, but in the end he was injured by him, which is really a great irony!

That's it, that's it, just treat it as a nightmare, drink the Luozi soup, and I will never have any intersection with him again. From then on, I will never lose myself for anyone, I want to escape from this palace and be my true self in this other world!

Standing on the top of this cliff at this moment, facing the mountain wind, Murong Huan looked in the direction of the imperial palace of the capital, "Farewell, Queen of the East, forgive me for saying goodbye." I remember all the kindness you have to me, but unfortunately I still escaped. Forgive me for not being able to endure humiliation like you did back then, and forgive me for not being able to persevere and endure like you. To this world, I am a rootless duckweed, so let me drift as I please!"

Murong Huan looked in Yelan's direction again, "Brother, mother, father, how precious you are." After this period, Huan'er will come back to Yelan to see you!Don't worry about me!"

Finally, Murong Huan looked at the frozen river under the cliff, and there was still an undercurrent surging under the ice, right?

Baili Moxu, I wish you and Leng Yuxin to live forever in intrigue and deceit! Sister won't play with you anymore! In the past, I had a nightmare when my sister woke up, and now that I woke up from the dream, without you, my sister's life will be bright! You had better pray that there will be no time in the future, and the mountains and rivers will never meet again! Otherwise, if you meet again, your sister will get a qiē back.

"Yesterday's all kinds are like water without a trace; After silently reciting this sentence in his heart, Murong Huan turned around, looked at Xiaoqin and Ah Ming, who were silently watching him behind him, and smiled, "Let's go, go down the mountain!"

"Princess, where are we going next?" Xiaoqin asked in a low voice as she walked beside Murong Huan.

"The world is so big, there must be a place for you and me. Murong Huan raised his eyebrows and pointed to the distance in a high-spirited manner, "We walked so casually, and we felt that where the mountains and rivers were beautiful and the people were simple, we settled down." What do you think?"

"I think it's okay! From now on, be happy and sing about wine, what is life?" Ah Ming took the words with a smile, and the three of them looked at each other and smiled, and a new life was just around the corner!

The three of them walked out of the mountain gate, got into the carriage that had been waiting here, and left in the twilight