fifty-one

My name is Yu Yaorong and I am 20 years old.

My mother is Yucan, the noble Marquis of Southern Yu, and my father is Mu Qianya, the younger brother of Emperor Yuzhao. And I am Yu Yaorong, the second son of the Nanyu Hou family, since I was a child, I have been knowledgeable and courteous, good at piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, I am superb in cooking, and occasionally drink and write poems to kill time. Everyone in the Northern Lion Country praised me and said that I was a gentle and elegant son of the Northern Lion Country. But I don't care about these false names at all, because all I care about in my heart is her, His Royal Highness King Jing of the Northern Lion Kingdom that I love deeply but don't love me - Mu Zhijun!

I never thought that I would marry Mu Zhijun, and moreover, I would marry her in the way of paying off my debts.

I married Mu Zhijun's person, but I paid off Nangong Yiqing's debt!

On the day of the wedding, it was like a dream, I was wearing a phoenix crown and a heavy makeup on my face, but when I got married, Mu Zhijun didn't even let people send a decent sedan chair, so I could only hire someone to hire a sedan chair and carry me to King Jing's mansion. I vaguely remember the day she married me, it was a snowy day, the rules of the Northern Lion Country, it is unlucky to marry in winter, but I still got married in the coldest winter, I remember that day, the weather was cold, the wind and snow were mixed, and the people who carried me over kept complaining along the way......

On that day, it was snowing heavily, and on the deserted street, only a big red sedan chair was carried forward by four people.

The sedan chair was carried to the door of King Jing's mansion, and after Yu Yao got off the sedan chair, he was still holding a clay figure tightly in his hand. He took the money from his sleeve and gave it to the four men who carried the sedan chair, and after the four took the money, they all dispersed.

The door of King Jing's Mansion was closed, and Yu Yaorong put the clay figure in his hand into his sleeve. He saw that there was no one to greet him in King Jing's Mansion, so he had to go and knock on the door, and it was a little girl who opened the door, and the girl said respectfully: "Yu Concubine, His Royal Highness has an order, it is not too late, if you go to the cave room, it is still early." His Royal Highness ordered you to kneel at the gate of King Jing's Mansion until the time of the Emperor's Mansion before entering the Mansion. Of course, if Yu Juma does not want to suffer this great humiliation, the slave and maid can take the letter of resignation, and as long as Yu Juma signs, he can leave. ”

If he goes back at this time, according to the rules of the Northern Lion Country, Yu Yaorong will definitely be pointed at by thousands of people, and he will be scolded by thousands of people, and he will not be able to raise his head for the rest of his life in the Northern Lion Country. Moreover, according to Yu Yaorong's own intentions, he didn't want to go back, because he finally married the person he had in mind, how could he give up halfway? Therefore, he was willing to suffer this great humiliation, and he did not want to return to Nanyuhou Mansion.

Yu Yaorong held the clothes on his side tightly with both hands, and without saying a word, he knelt down with a "bang".

No way, who made her like a husband with an uncertain personality, both good and evil, and moody?

In fact, Yu Yaorong also understands that Mu Zhijun hates him, nothing more than because of Nangong Yiqing, the second son of the Guogong Mansion, but what if he understands, Yu Yaorong will like her so obsessively, even if he is rejected, even if he suffers, he is willing to do it.

It's also ironic to say, everyone in the Northern Lion Country knows that the second son of the Nanyu Hou family has excellent appearance, excellent figure, and a warm and jade-like temperament, no matter which girl marries, he will be held in the palm of his hand. But he is such an almost perfect person, but he has to spend his life on a person who doesn't care about him at all.

I remember that before getting married, her brother Yu Yaoxue repeatedly instructed that His Royal Highness King Chaojing was a demon king of the mixed world, if she went crazy, her six relatives would not recognize her, and she would be cold-blooded and ruthless, not to mention, she didn't love Yu Yaorong, and Nanyu Hou Yucan regarded the two brothers as chess pieces, so it would be difficult to step out of this door and turn back!

After hearing this, Yu Yaorong smiled, and only said "It's nothing!" ”

In fact, only Yu Yao allowed himself to know that there was nothing to do, and it was clear that his innocent body had already been given to Mu Zhijun, so he had to marry, and besides, how could he be willing to give up the opportunity he finally waited.

After finishing speaking, he got on the sedan chair without looking back.

Along the way, Yu Yaorong held a clay sculpture of a humanoid clay pinched with mud in his hand, which was exactly the same as Mu Zhijun. Although Yu Yaorong had tears on his face, he held the clay sculpture tightly in his hand, as if the clay sculpture was his only hope to go. He muttered in his mouth: "You and me, there are many feelings, many feelings, and they are as hot as fire." Take a piece of clay, pinch a you, mold a me, break the two of us together, mix with water, pinch a you, mold a me, I have you in the mud, you have me in the mud. I was born with you and died with the same coffin. ”

He read this poem over and over again in his mouth, and did not stop until the door of King Jing's mansion.

In fact, this poem is a poem that Mu Zhijun gave him when he came to Nanyuhou Mansion in advance.

I remember that day, it was also a cold winter, Mu Zhijun came to Nanyuhou Mansion, and after visiting Nanyuhou, he went to Yu Yaorong's room. When she came to the door of Yu Yaorong's room, she took off the big hat on her body and handed it to the subordinate waiting outside the door, and the subordinate also handed her a pot of fresh soil. Mu Zhijun carried a plate of dirt and entered Yu Yaorong's room alone.

Yu Yaorong looked at Mu Zhijun's arrival, and his heart was happy. He stepped forward and saluted, "Meet Your Highness from afar!" ”

"No need to be polite," Mu Zhijun replied

Yu Yaorong invited Mu Zhijun to sit down on the kang that had just been warmed, and ordered someone to prepare hot tea and Mu Zhijun's favorite pastries, and asked someone to burn the brazier more vigorously, and finally, he personally lit the stove and put it next to Mu Zhijun to cover her hands.

Yu Yaorong sat opposite Mu Zhijun, he poured a cup of tea for Mu Zhijun, and said with a smile: "Your Highness, Yaorong here, is there something wrong?" ”

"What happened that day......

Before Mu Zhijun finished speaking, Yu Yaorong interrupted, he lowered his head, and said with some sadness in his eyes: "Your Highness doesn't have to care about the events of that day, Yaorong will act as if nothing happened." ”

After hearing this, Mu Zhijun smiled even more, "Second son, I'm here to ask for a kiss." ”

"Asking for a kiss?" Yu Yaorong looked puzzled and puzzled.

"You've given me all your innocence, what else can I do? I can only marry you. Second son, it's just, you also know, I like Yiqing, so the position of the big colt can't be given to you, but the side colt must be yours, the second son, although I marry you, but you can rest assured, I will treat you and Yiqing equally, and I will never favor one over the other. Moreover, I can also assure you that in this life, there are only two people in my Jingwang Mansion, you and the big horse, and I will never marry a third person into the mansion. ”

Listening to Mu Zhijun's sincere explanation, although Yu Yaorong was happy in his heart, he also had sadness. Joy is that Mu Zhijun proposed to her, and sadness is that the person she likes is not herself. However, the rules of the Northern Lion Country are polyandry, so it is normal for Mu Zhijun to marry two men. Yu Yaorong thought for a while before he said, "Your Highness, are you sincere to me?" ”

"Yes, if it weren't for my sincerity, I wouldn't have come to the door to propose."

The smile on the corner of Yu Yaorong's mouth gradually deepened, and he said the word "good".

On this day, Mu Zhijun stayed in Yu Yaorong's room, and the two talked heart-to-heart together, chatting about the world, and finally, the two also played clay figurines together. Yu Yaorong is everyone's son, and he has never pinched a clay figure, so his hands are very clumsy. In the end, it was Mu Zhijun who taught him to pinch two clay figures, one was Mu Zhijun and the other was Yu Yaorong. The two exchanged each other's clay figurines as a love object, and when Mu Zhijun left, he also left a poem.

You and I are nong, there are many feelings, many feelings, and they are as hot as fire. Take a piece of clay, pinch a you, mold a me, break the two of us together, mix with water, pinch a you, mold a me, I have you in the mud, you have me in the mud. I was born with you and died with the same coffin.

These fond memories are like a virtual dream, and now that he has woken up, it is time for him to accept the cruel reality.

Seeing Yu Yaorong kneeling, the little girl bowed, "Yu Yu, the slave and maid will retire first, and when the meeting comes, the slave and maid will come to pick up the horse and return home." ”

The moment the girl closed the door, Yu Yaorong felt unprecedented sadness and coldness, but even if he was cold, Yu Yaorong still liked Mu Zhijun so much, he liked her so much that he couldn't extricate himself, even if Mu Zhijun treated him like this, he still wanted to marry her!

Yu Yaorong just watched the gate of King Jing's Mansion completely close before he closed his eyes, and bitter tears fell from his eyes.

This is Yu Yaorong's choice, the path he chooses, even if he is kneeling, he has to finish it! As Yu Yaoxue said, once you step on the sedan chair, it will be difficult to turn back!

I finally managed to get through it, but the snow in the sky began to fall in large areas again. Yu Yaorong's face was frozen black, his whole body was cold, and even his teeth were chattering.

The snow fell on the bright red wedding dress, which was cold and biting, and the cold was overwhelming.

It was the little girl who opened the door again, and the little girl helped Yu Yaorong to stand up, and respectfully told Yu Yaorong that Mu Zhijun let him enter through the side door.

This move is undoubtedly to embarrass Yu Yaorong, a dignified and upright prince, it is really a shame to enter the house through the side door like a concubine.

But in the end, Yu Yaorong gritted his teeth and walked in from the side door, the cold from his legs made him walk crookedly, he was a horse, and he staggered in from the side door, Yu Yaorong felt a pain in his heart every time he took a step.

After entering the house, the girl directly took Yu Yaorong to the new house, and called the doctor in the house and prescribed him a bowl of medicine to drink. After Yu Yaorong drank the medicine, he suddenly felt that his body was warmer, the front door of King Jing's Mansion was extremely hard, and there was ice and snow cover, Yu Yaorong knelt at the door of King Jing's Mansion for three hours, not only his legs were stiff, but even his knees were bleeding and bruised.

The little girl is a good person with a conscience and kindness, she brought a basin of hot water and put it in the new house, she asked Yu Yaorong to wipe her body, while she waited outside the room. After Yu Yaorong wiped it, the girl took the water down, and after that, Yu Yaorong sat alone in the new house......

That night, Yu Yaorong stayed alone in the empty room for one night, the wedding candles on the table had burned out, and in the middle of the night, Yu Yaorong really couldn't sit still, so he faded off his wedding clothes and lay on the bed. Although there is a thick quilt on the bed, but the cold in Yu Yaorong's heart is unfillable, on the wedding day, alone in the empty room, in the Northern Lion Country, it is the biggest insult to men, but Yu Yaorong gritted his teeth one by one and endured these insults, he lay on his side on the bed, tears fell uncontrollably, the more aggrieved he was in his heart, the more he cried, and finally choked up.

I don't know how long he cried, Yu Yaorong gradually fell asleep, and in his sleep, he saw that when they were young, at that time, the children of these aristocratic families would take classes in private schools. He remembered that in the private school, there were the second princess Mu Yinlin, the fourth princess Mu Zhijun, and the two sons of the Guogong Mansion, the eldest son Nangong Yiyu, the younger son Nangong Yiqing, and finally the two brothers of their Nanyu Hou Mansion, Yu Yaorong and Yu Yaoxue.

Mu Yinlin is the oldest among them, fifteen years old, the age of bundling her hair! And the youngest is also ten years old, the year of the total horn! At that time, they were really carefree, but children's feelings are often the simplest, like is like, there is no reason. Mu Yinlin likes Yu Yaorong, but what Yu Yaorong likes in her heart is Mu Zhijun.

At that time, they hid their affection in their hearts and did not show it.

At that time, in addition to attending classes in private schools, they would try their best to go out together all year round, as long as they were on vacation. For example, in the spring, go to the green, throw pots, roast beef and mutton on the grassland, drink mare's milk wine, ride horses and shoot arrows, or release paper kites, eat chilled fruits in the house in the summer, play music and water flow, or invite the opera troupe to the house to sing opera or listen to the storyteller, in the autumn will go to the farm to stay for a few days, pick some ripe fruits, or go to the suburbs to fish, in the winter go to the hot springs, or ski to build a snowman, or in the house to let the subordinates prepare pastries to eat, and play leaf cards together.

Now that I think about it, I was carefree and uncomfortable. But when Yu Yaorong was sixteen years old, Mu Yinlin's move changed Yu Yaorong's life.

That day was also a cold winter, with light snow falling in the sky and a cold wind in the air.

As usual, everyone made an appointment to soak in the hot springs together. Yu Yaorong has a foot disease, and no one knows about it, so every time he soaks in the hot spring, he will go to the bath alone.

The aristocratic hot springs of the Northern Lion Country are all set indoors. Divided into male and female rooms. There are thirty small rooms in one room, each with a pool of clean, warm, steaming spring water.

Mu Yinlin knew that Yu Yaorong liked to soak in the hot springs alone, so she ordered his subordinates to take medicine in the water of his hot spring pool early. Mu Yinlin originally thought that she would force Yu Yaorong on that day, but she didn't expect Mu Zhijun to break into Yu Yaorong's small room by mistake.

Mu Zhijun looked at Yu Yaorong's naked body soaked in the spring water, quickly turned around, and apologized: "I'm sorry, I accidentally broke in, I'll leave right now, of course, don't worry, I won't tell anyone about today's matter, and your reputation will not be ruined." ”

When Mu Zhijun was about to leave, Yu Yaorong hugged Mu Zhijun from behind and explained: "Your Highness, Your Royal Highness King Jing, I have been drugged, please, help me!" ”

Mu Zhijun refused: "No, I don't love you, if you do this, it will not only ruin your innocent reputation, but also ruin your life." If you let people know you, you will lose your life before marriage, but you will sink into the river in the pig cage. Otherwise, you tell me who you like, and I'll immediately help you find someone and ask her to help you. After she helps you, I will let that person marry you, and in this way, it will be considered a perfect thing. ”

"His Royal Highness King Jing, I, I like you!"

A liking made Mu Zhijun's heart tremble.

"Are you crazy?" This is the last sentence that Mu Zhijun said when Yu Yaorong and Mu Zhijun were entangled, that sentence was like a magic spell, and it was always reflected in Yu Yaorong's mind, over and over again, lingering.

Yes, he's just crazy! The king of love, love to the point of madness!

Although Mu Zhijun was unwilling, he kept saying no, and struggled to refuse in his hands, but Yu Yaorong still gave her his body regardless of it, and did those unfortunate things with her......

Although it was a wrong night, Yu Yaorong did not regret it, even after marrying into King Jing's mansion, Yu Yaorong still did not regret it, but what Mu Zhijun did to him made him heartbroken, but Yu Yaorong never regretted his love for Mu Zhijun from beginning to end......

The sleeping Yu Yaorong was woken up by cold water, and after Yu Yaorong woke up, there was a man standing next to the bed, and he scolded sharply: "It's all three poles in the sun, and I can't get up yet!" ”

Since Yu Yaorong married into King Jing's Mansion, Mu Zhijun asked him to do the work done by his subordinates, serving tea and pouring water, washing and cooking, all of which he did by himself. Yu Yaorong, a son-in-law who has been clothed and fed since he was a child, has been tortured since he came to King Jing's Mansion, not only letting him do the work of his subordinates, but also letting everyone humiliate him to their heart's content, including Mu Zhijun If he is in a bad mood, he will attack him verbally, or beat and insult him wantonly. Yu Yaorong gritted his teeth and endured these unbearable insults, and obediently started the work in his hands.

Today, his wife Mu Zhijun just came back from the court, so he asked him to go over to serve Mu Zhijun to bathe and change clothes, after he went, he worked hard to bring water and boiled water to Mu Zhijun, after getting it, it was already noon, he walked in front of Mu Zhijun, and said respectfully: "Wife, the bath water has been made." ”

Yu Yaorong has been married to Mu Zhijun for three years, before Yu Yaorong married Mu Zhijun, his body was already thin and weak, and now, the torture of these three years has made Yu Yaorong's body even more skinny.

Mu Zhijun didn't speak, Yu Yaorong lowered his head and stood in place. After a long silence, Mu Zhijun wrote lightly: "The water is cold, let's prepare a bucket of hot water again!" ”

Yu Yaorong has long been accustomed to this kind of submissive life, although he is sad in his heart, but he still endures it, and brings a bucket of hot water again, after doing this work, Yu Yaorong has felt a sore back all over his body. But he still didn't complain, he walked up to Mu Zhijun and said respectfully: "Wife, the water is ready!" ”

Mu Zhijun looked at Yu Yaorong with his head down, looking aggrieved, Mu Zhijun sneered, "What? Are you hating me like that? ”

Yu Yaorong shook his head and said calmly: "Don't think too much about it, Yaorong has never hated you!" ”

Mu Zhijun stretched out his hand and stroked Yu Yaorong's face, his face was fair and delicate, smooth and tender, after Mu Zhijun touched it a few times, he smiled: "Since you don't hate me, then, you give me a smile?" ”

Yu Yaorong knelt on the ground, a little panicked in his heart, and he flattered him in fear: "The wife forgives the sin, Yaorong can't laugh." Wife, Yaorong has made the bath water, or else, Yaorong will wait for you to bathe and change clothes, right? ”

Mu Zhijun squatted down, looked at Yu Yaorong's eyes dodging, and his eyes were so nervous that tears were about to fall, so he thought to himself that he would no longer embarrass him. So, Mu Zhijun ordered: "Come and change my clothes for me!" ”

Yu Yaorong sighed lightly, glad that he had escaped. He stood up and went to change Mu Zhijun's clothes.

Every day spent in King Jing's Mansion, Yu Yaorong was trembling, walking on thin ice. It's just that he doesn't regret such a day, because, at least, he married his beloved, at least, it was her that night - Mu Zhijun!