Chapter 8 Fate is a life that plays tricks on people

In the morning, I inspected the machines in the circular weaving workshop, and then went to other workshops to inspect them. I had just seen Ling Shan changing silk threads under the shelf in the workshop, so I didn't bother her. Wait for the stable and normal operation of each workshop step by step, and finally come to the circular weaving workshop, so that there are problems to be solved in time, another reason why I like this workshop the most is because I can see Ling Shan.

When I walked into the wire drawing workshop, several wire drawing workers were busy hanging wire, but the line was always broken, and they habitually walked to the wire drawing machine to inspect and inspect, and found that a group of heaters were burned out, and they were immediately shut down and replaced. The machine was restarted with a new heater, but it took a while to heat up before the filament could be produced. The temperature control of the wire drawing machine is very technical, otherwise it will not be able to produce qualified wire.

After inspecting the wire drawing workshop, I went to the granulation workshop to inspect and inspect. The two granulators are in full swing, and the feeders keep adding materials to the machine, all of which are manually added from the feed port. Granulation is the second process in the workshop, the first is to clean the recycled waste glass filament bag through the first cleaning pool, take it out and crush it by the crusher, put the crushed material into the second cleaning pool for cleaning, take it out and put it into the basket, and pull it into the granulation workshop with a small car, which becomes the raw material for granulation.

The whole production process of a finished glass filament bag is: dismantling the recycled glass filament bag - cleaning - crushing - cleaning - granulation - drawing - circular weaving - cutting - sewing. Bags of different densities are customized according to the purpose of the bag, and the number of warp threads is different.

When he walked into the circular weaving workshop again, he found that Ling Shan's machine had stopped and the person was gone, so he hurriedly asked Yang Cui next to him, where did Ling Shan go?

Yang Cui said: I asked for leave, saying that someone came to her and said that her mother was sick and she went home.

Before I realized the seriousness of the matter, I went back to the office to find Director Li. Director Li said so, and went home to see her mother.

Before it was time to get off work, my brother rode his bicycle to the factory in a hurry, and my heart instantly rose to my throat. Busy asking: Brother, why are you here? Because there is nothing to do, how can my brother come to the factory to find me!

My brother gasped and said, "I came in a hurry, I heard that Ling Shan's mother has passed away, you should go back and have a look!" I'll ride the bike for you! I walked back on my own.

Like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, he was hit by the sudden bad news, his head buzzed and he almost couldn't stand steadily, but he stabilized his mind, and he was busy riding his bicycle, and went straight to Ling Shan's house without saying hello.

When I found Ling Shan, my heart was like a knife, pity, distress, looking at Ling Shan who was crying like a tearful person, my tears were like rain. I don't know what kind of words to use to express and comfort her fragile heart, maybe it is all weak and pale, only let Ling Shan howl and cry on her shoulder, letting the tears wet her shoulder.

There were a lot of guests at home, and after taking care of them for a long time, Ling Shan was led to the courtyard alone, and when Ling Shan calmed down some of her emotions, she asked the reason. Were you present when your mother was dying? Do you have anything to say?

Ling Shan said: I am here, I have already rushed back at that time. When my mother was leaving, my second sister was also there, saying that she entrusted me to her second sister and asked her to take me away. What else would I do if I was alone?

Hearing this, it was like five thunderbolts and a thunderbolt on a sunny day. So, what do we do? Calming down the turmoil in my heart, I asked helplessly.

Parting is equal to separation, how can you continue this hard-won relationship at such a long distance!

Facing Ling Shan, who has just experienced the pain of bereavement, I can't afford to make it worse, let's talk about it after the aftermath is done! There is always a rush to the occasion. Also consider Ling Shan's situation.

After a few days of busyness, he has been by Ling Shan's side, and after all the aftermath was done, he went to Ling Shan's house again on this day. Brother Ling Shan used to play videos, and he had a VCD player at home. Not long after entering the house, Chu Lingling said that she wanted to show the video of her marriage at that time.

Take the VCD of the eldest brother Chu Xiao's house and play the video. Where is the man who has a heart? My mother had just passed away, and I had left home for so many years without caring about my family's life, nor had I come back to visit, let alone contributed to my mother's illness, nor did I contribute money to my mother's illness, but I had this kind of leisure to review and let my brother and sister watch their videos.

It's really disgusting to me as an outsider. I really couldn't stand this kind of existence, so I whispered to Ling Shan: Let's go out!

Ling Shan didn't have the intention to see such an unbearable move at this time, so she said goodbye.

Then we came to the familiar playground, where we hugged each other for the first time. However, unlike the first time, not only the playground that witnessed our emotional experience of each other will become another witness, a witness of parting.

The night in the playground is so quiet, the stars are lit up, but I don't want to see its beauty.

Do you really want to go with your second sister? I say.

When my mother left, she handed me over to my second sister and asked her to take me away, what should I do if I was left alone? I've thought about it too, why don't I go first, and if it works over there, I'll let you go, aren't you afraid of the heat? According to my sister, it's very hot over there. Ling Shan silently lowered her head and whispered.

What should I do if you're gone? If you want to stay, would you like to? I don't want you to go, don't you know what that means? How can you bear to leave me alone, and our hard-won feelings. Even if she is about to part, it is difficult to embarrass Ling Shan, and the distress is always greater than the heartache of the imminent parting. Even if you really can't bear to leave, I don't want you to leave with heartache, and I can't bear to say a word that hurts you and makes you sad.

Ling Shan said: After all, I am still young, and I also want to see the outside world. I'm not willing to let this be the end of my life. My mom left me so early because she didn't have money, and if she had money, she wouldn't be like that! I'm unwilling, I'm really unwilling!

I didn't say much, but I already understood what she meant. Thousands of reluctance, thousands of grief and indignation rolled in my heart, like a choppy wave, rising and falling in my heart, but it made me want to stop talking.

After a moment of silence, I think you should think about it carefully, if you really think that leaving would be a better choice, I respect your choice. I don't want to force you to stay, and one day I regret it, you will definitely blame me.

How could I have been willing to let go and lose you like this? Full of confusion and helplessness, I said weakly.

I can't help but think of what Yu Pengshun said: how to get, how to lose. Isn't there an exception? Why fate plays so tricks on us, but maybe it's another chance to test, and I can't keep it.

I clearly knew that leaving, this was the fact that Ling Shan had decided. In fact, it is not up to her to decide. A girl who has just turned 20 years old, facing a destitute home, the grief of losing her mother, and the unknown and confused about life. Facing the current situation of the second sister Ling Ling, it seems that she should be doing well, and it is unknown what she will promise to her sister Ling Shan. It's just not to ask for my opinion, it's another way to say goodbye.

There is no life to assume, no life experience to replicate. Everyone has their own life trajectory, and the unknown is full of seductive colors that make people fascinated. In front of me, it was like a whirlpool that wanted to escape.