Let's catch up on the old days!

Then there you go! Don't worry, just wait for you. As I spoke, I watched Ling Shan walk out of the restaurant with the child. The years have given her a plump waist, and this girl has changed from lively and cheerful to calm. The voice is still so crisp, but with a little local flavor, it has changed slightly.

When Ling Shan came back, it was about ten minutes later. Changed into a gray bat shirt, the wide sleeves swayed, quickened the pace and smiled, the two dimples at the corners of the mouth were good-looking.

Come and sit! I'm afraid I can't finish all the words that have been stranded for so many years today! If it's late for a while, I have to go back, and you have to rest, and you have to board the plane tomorrow, I'm afraid that I won't have the energy. motioned for Ling Shan to sit down.

It's okay, I finally saw you once. Will you see me off tomorrow? Ling Shan said.

I looked at Ling Shan, turned my head and looked out the window again, and the brightly lit Bund was in front of me. Sighing softly, I said: I'm afraid of parting, so I'm not coming! I greet you when you come, you go, I don't send you. The last time I said goodbye, it was like a world away!

Ling Shan: I don't see this again, the book says that as long as you want to be alone, you will always meet at some point somehow. Looking at you, it's the same as before, how is your life?

I'm okay, I'm busy like a robot every day, and the cycle repeats. I don't remember why I like to recall the past, maybe people love to remember the past when they are old. Remember the creek in front of your house? I often dream that I am standing there and looking at your house with the lights on, as if you have returned. Countless times, countless dreams of the same scene, do you know how much I hate you? I was a little sad and angry, but I didn't look at Ling Shan with red eyes, just looked at the bright lights outside the window.

Ling Shan: I know, but what can I do, what can I do? Fate has brought me too much misfortune, I am a little girl, I am only 19 years old, I am lonely, have you ever kept me? My mother handed me over to my second sister when she was leaving, and I had to go with her.

What a nice thing to say! I almost believed it, who said that he didn't want to become a yellow-faced woman so early, who said he was unwilling to say to me on the playground, who said he wanted to take me there. And who said that when you have had enough of the hard life, you have to go out to see and see? Do you remember the night I carried you home? It was the happiest moment of my life, and you said in my ear: No one has ever carried me in this life, and you are the first man to carry me. I think this road will never be finished, and I can always carry you on my back.

Ling Shan lowered her head, a tear fell on the back of her hand rubbing her clothes, and then gently pulleyed, like a long river. You can't wait so much, don't you hate me very much, I also hate myself, I hate myself for giving birth to the wrong family. What would you do if it were you? I didn't know what caring was when I was a child, and after graduating from junior high school, I went out to work, and when I bought a ticket, people couldn't see me from the window.

It's really not humane enough, was the window so high at that time? I'm thinking.

It's just right that my mom is gone again, and if she had money, I think she'll be fine today! Yes, as I said, I have had enough of life without money, and only today do I realize that there is so much misfortune without lack of money, and there is no happiness at all, and in turn it is the emptiness of the spirit and the decay of life. It seems that people can't pursue a single state excessively, taking care of one and losing the other, and the gains outweigh the losses.

Me: Hmph! Women are terrible creatures, chasing love when they are young, and they don't care about anything. With the spiritual life of love, the material life is lacking again. In order to chase fame and money, he threw away the so-called love, saying that love can't be full of water. When you have money, status, and honor, and your spirit is lacking, you want to abandon everything to find the true meaning of love! It's ridiculous.

Of course, love is not the theme of life, even if I have not encountered it in this life, I accept it calmly. Unlike some people, too, there is capital to sell, which is the capital!

We've never been so-for-tat before, and now, you're still the best for me. There is no regret medicine in the world, they are all the paths they choose, maybe this is fate. Ling Shan said.

I reached out and took out two tickets from my bag and handed them to Ling Shan. To give. This is a ticket to buy for you, tomorrow you are leaving, it is not easy to meet, not to mention this, what's the point! I can't go back to the past, and sometimes it's like a movie shaking in front of my eyes.

I'm afraid of falling asleep, because I can't think of you when I'm asleep, and I'm afraid of being haunted by other dreams, and I'm afraid of dreaming of that stream again. I'm afraid of waking up, and when I wake up, it's not the world of the two of us, and I add a lot of troubles, and all the time I miss is occupied.

Ling Shan: If I'm single, do you still want me?

How can it be? I've been on my own for so many years, and I'm used to it. Besides, you have already chosen once, and the result is not me, and I will not give you another chance to make you choose the wrong choice again, we are fated to be inseparable! I said calmly. To be honest, I have thought about it countless times over the years, maybe you will come to me one day, and you will really wait for it, but it is no longer you and me as before, and the vicissitudes of life have changed. Why say such a thing!

Ling Shan: Hehe! Fun for you! You're serious! So why are you still alone? Didn't you meet the right person?

The boss has a niece who has always wanted to introduce to me, in fact, we know each other, she is a well-known editor in the society, she is not bad, but she is a little arrogant, she is in a hurry, and she doesn't look like a girl at all. If nothing else, we may get married by the end of the year. Her father is the CEO of an import and export company, and he has only met a few times. I'm usually very busy, and I don't have time to manage her baby daughter. Speaking of this, I unnaturally showed a smug smile, as if she was standing in front of me as a big editor.

Ling Shan: Can you ask her what her name is?

Why do you want to know this? Her name is Xing Xinyue, and she is the pistachio in the society, and everyone calls her to be careful. It's not too early, and it's time for me to go back. I stood up as I spoke, and Ling Shan escorted me out of the hotel.