Chapter 19: Victory in the First Battle

The company's operation is extremely smooth, but also extremely busy, every day is like a machine running non-stop. Shen Lin makes phone calls every day and invites customers non-stop. And I am not only responsible for managing the company's affairs, but also editing, writing, proofreading and a series of other tasks to do, and I never tire of it, but I never tire of it, reveling in my own tirelessness and feeling the joy of imminent success. Excited like a child, sometimes busy, or half-asleep, will show an unprecedented happiness from the heart.

Chanel's life philosophy is: adventure makes life colorful! I also think that in order to be different in life, you have to take risks, so that you have greater opportunities and get more in life.

Whenever I was about to get a lot, I had a sense of foreboding, a sense that something terrible was coming to me. And history has proven time and time again that the faster good things come, the faster they go. Therefore, many times I am afraid of having, and I am afraid that after having, I am still lost.

After the success of the first call for papers, all employees were convened to hold a celebration party in the company. Xing Xinyue brought several bosses in the business district to help and introduced them to me.

Xing Xinyue is more often like a business partner, and an excellent partner. There is no way to connect with the feelings of a couple. Everything seemed to be what she needed. To this day, I still don't feel it, the kind of innocence that makes people ecstatic, misses it if you don't meet, and laughs when you meet.

After the company's cocktail party ended, Xing Xinyue invited me to sing K with a few friends, I said you go, I drank a lot of wine today, I feel a headache, I still don't want to spoil the fun.

Ah! Well, okay! Then I'm gone. Xing Xinyue said. I took a taxi with a few friends and drove away.

Sometimes a person really doesn't want to go home, afraid of the feeling of being lonely and having no sound at all, and sometimes listening to songs can't save the deep loneliness, and he doesn't want to be accompanied. Maybe it's because you don't have someone you like to accompany you!

People may be lonely by nature, no matter how many family members, how many brothers and sisters, relatives and friends, after the indulgence and chic in how noisy and bustling the city and entertainment venues, there is always an indescribable sense of loneliness in the heart, the more enthusiastic this feeling is, or once there is a gap, even if it is only for a second. It will burst out of nowhere. It's an instant breakdown. So, I don't like the hustle and bustle, I'm afraid of the silence after the bustle, and I don't like being alone because I'm afraid of being alone.

Suddenly remembered that the letter Ling Shan left when he left was still in the diary, and he couldn't remember where to put it. I want to go to the office to find it, busy things are day and night. It was a mess, and I forgot the letter. My heart is full of infinite expectations and a lot of helplessness. Because I don't know what Ling Shan will write in it! The second is that I haven't seen the letter for so long, do I need any reply and need help, I'm afraid of delaying things.

I drove to the office to find the diary. The diary was found, but there was no letter. How so? Didn't you lose it when you moved? Don't think about it anymore.

The next morning, the sun shone directly through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the living room was filled with the smell of sunlight. Xing Xinyue called early and agreed to take wedding photos together. At this time, my heart was shrouded in a thick fog, and no one could give an answer to whether I loved her or not. Having come to this point, how to go back to the beginning. If I hadn't met in my life, would I still be single, maybe she wasn't my destination, but it was a reality I couldn't put aside.

It's not because Xing Xinyue is naturally superior, nor is it because of who she will rely on in her future life, she never wants to lose her original appearance of love. I never think about her value to me, I just think that there is one that can be kept in my heart at all times, and I don't need to flatter each other. Just being there is a kind of happiness.