Chapter Twenty-Four: Sisi's Thoughts

The wine has passed three rounds, and the dishes have passed five flavors. Sisi also opened a window that had not been seen for a long time, and the news that had never been leaked to anyone was saddened under the influence of alcohol. I lowered my head, was silent for a long time, and said thoughtfully, my home is in the Xiaoxing'an Mountains, where there used to be a primeval forest.

There are many forest farms there, and people in the vicinity make a living from logging. My father was also a lumberjack, and when I was very young, my father was crushed to death by a fallen tree because of an accident. It was left with grandpa, grandma, and my mother and me. Grandpa was sick all the year round and couldn't work, and grandma took care of him to barely survive. My mother is the only source of income.

But my mother has no job, and even though she has a few acres of land, my mother is unable to cultivate it alone, and she relies on the help of her neighbors to cultivate and harvest the land, and she can't earn much. In the summer, my mother would take me to the mountains to pick mushrooms, pick some mountain fruits, and sell wild walnuts.

When I first heard Sisi talk about my experience, a sadness welled up in my heart, I didn't expect such a cheerful and lively Sisi to have such an unfortunate childhood. I really don't know what to say to comfort her fragile heart, maybe all the words are pale and powerless, and I can only listen to her quietly. Sisi. I didn't expect you to have such a sad past. I watched Sisi hang her head and silently talk about the unknown sadness.

Sisi went on to say, maybe this is fate! Our children in the mountains are not afraid of hard work since they were young, and it is also a fun thing, climbing mountains, picking schisandra, blueberries, and pears, digging medicinal herbs with their mothers, and carrying a small schoolbag. Smiling thoughtfully, it's more like telling someone else's story at this time. As soon as I changed the depressed expression just now, I looked at it with an indescribable taste, which kept pouring up my throat.

Ever since I was a child, I didn't love school. I want to go up the mountain with my mother more and earn more money, but my mother will scold me fiercely, "If you don't go to school, how can you get the money, do you live here like your mother?" Even if you die bitterly, you will die of exhaustion. I can't let you repeat the mistakes of the past, I must be admitted to a good university and get ahead in the future. She didn't go to school, though. But she was unusually determined that going to school was the best way out, so that I would no longer suffer like her.

Then you must be very good at studying! It can be seen that you have always been very motivated in doing things, unlike others. In this way. Maybe you'll become an Iron Lady in the future, a strong woman. But generally this type is not as beautiful as you. I deliberately set the mood in mind, so that she would not be too sad and sad to remember the past.

Sisi's intelligence and wisdom emanate from the heart, revealing such tenacity and steadfastness. Sisi raised the corners of her mouth slightly, and said softly, you haven't forgotten your sweet mouth at any time, are you simply praising me for being beautiful, or do you mean that I can't be a strong woman! I didn't talk, just listened quietly.

Sisi continued, but I didn't want to be a strong woman, I just wanted to do things well. Earn more money. In the future, I bought a house and brought my mother to live with me, so I don't have to suffer anymore. Because my grandparents also left when I was in college, and now I have only one family member left.

So how is your mother? She is really an amiable and respectable and sensible mother. It's good to have the opportunity to live with us for a few days in the future, and you can live in my house! There is another one that should not be.

Is it your mother, or my mother? Think beautifully, cook for you as a nanny! I would like to, but the conditions are not allowed yet, so let's talk about it when there are conditions in the future! My mom also said that she is not familiar with life here. It's also to make trouble for me, in fact, I'm afraid of causing a burden to me, I understand my mother's mind, who planted the land at home! It can't be barren, it's a joke, that's what my mom used to say.

It's really pitiful for the hearts of parents all over the world! So how often do you contact them? Call or something. If there's anything you need help with, just say it, you're welcome. Let's think it's a kind of fate, you say! I looked at Sisi's cheeks, which were flushed from drinking, and I felt more and more cordial, and I also felt as if I had changed from a colleague to a friend, which was both warm and familiar.

Sisi sighed heavily, raised his glass and said, life must always look forward, it is to live the days to come, not to live the past. That's why I never tell my story to anyone, and today is an exception. I don't know why I suddenly want to say it and make you laugh.

Where are the words, I appreciate your trust! I'd love to hear from you, your story, everything about you, I'm interested, I didn't know before, but now I know. If there's anything you need, you're welcome. I'll do my best.

So we're bosom friends! Sisi said, Cheers to bosom friends! As he spoke, he raised his glass, touched it heavily, and drank it all. You say who made this wine so delicious, if you want me to say, he is the smartest person in the world.

I paused a little and said, Du Kang made wine Liu Ling drunk, of course it was Du Kang. Impossible! The king of Shang didn't drink wine! Besides, Xia Wei has also drunk it! What about the first feudal dynasty! Sisi talked eloquently.

Oh yes! It must have been made by monkeys. People drink on the face, monkeys drink red buttocks. So it was made by monkeys. I quipped. Besides, this history has never been told! In short, who made him! Some just drink it. The predecessors planted trees, and the descendants enjoyed the shade, which can be regarded as accumulating virtue and doing good.

Do you have music in your house? I want to listen to a song. Sisi pulled out the hairpin on his head, and the long black and bright hair that was originally coiled on his head poured down like a waterfall, and he shook his head left and right, which was very good-looking.

I said, yes, what do you like to listen to, mine is a vinyl record player, my favorite thing. When I was a child, I often saw it on TV, and I liked that big speaker. Later, I dragged a friend to take one from someone else, I like the old one and I don't like the new.

Casablanca. Yes, right away. I also like soft and soothing music, I didn't expect you, a fiery girl, to be so tender, no wonder women are made of water. You're the sea! Sometimes the waves are rolling, sometimes the wind is calm, I like the kind of girl who is as still as water, moving as a rabbit. When it's quiet, there's no sound at all, and once it's noisy, it's upside down. It's kind of interesting! In short, don't be too bland, and if your heart is like ashes, you will have no passion for life.

I'll have to go in a moment, and today the mission is complete. The sun will rise tomorrow, and it won't be late because of anyone, and it won't change because of anyone. I'm going to look for a job! Liberate yourself at home! Don't look for me if you're fine, I'm still busy! Well, goodbye then!