Chapter 26 Xing Xinyue's thoughts
After a while, Xing Zhenyun came out of the ward and saw me sitting next to me. So he came and stood in front of me, without saying a word, not with the same attitude as before, as if he wanted to say something, but he wanted to say something. I glanced up and realized that there must be something hidden in it.
No wonder I suddenly lost my temper and broke up with me, but it was because of this matter and I decided to ask clearly. I said in an almost pleading tone, Uncle Xing, please tell me one thing, when did Xinyue find out that she was sick? What the doctor says about the current condition, what is the treatment plan.
After listening to it for a long time, Xing Zhenyun sighed, hey! snorted. Now, there is nothing to hide, and since you already know it, I will tell you if you find it! Xinyue's disease has spread, and we have all persuaded her to have surgery, but she just didn't agree, saying that if she had surgery, she would not be a woman, and it would be incomplete. After a pause, he continued, at present, the doctor does not recommend surgery, and recommends conservative treatment. Although I am such a daughter, I respect her own choice.
Could it be that Xinyue told me to break up at the beginning. It's intentional, I don't want me to know her pain, I don't want to be sad, I don't want to say goodbye to her just after I get married, and I don't want me to see her embarrassed appearance, she is such a strong woman, glamorous. That's why I said that, I know. For a moment, all the tears welled up in my heart, and all the remorse rushed against the soul that was about to rot.
No way. I'm going to her, I'm going to see her, I'm going to take care of her. As he spoke, he stood up and went straight to the ward. Xing Zhenyun looked back at me and couldn't say anything anymore. The gaze was glazed, dull, and tarnished. It's a world away from the past, it's like a whole different person.
I walked to the door of the ward, gently pushed it open, and walked in gently. Xinyue was lying on the hospital bed, holding a book of Tagore's poems in her hand. Xinyue looked up and saw me, and just wanted to surprise me, her eyes lit up and suddenly lowered her head again, and she turned her head to the side and looked out of the window. A low voice said, why are you here.
I didn't say anything, and slowly walked over step by step to stand by Xinyue's bed. Looking at the poetry collection in his hand, life is like the splendor of summer flowers, and death is like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves. In an instant, I felt that all words were so pale and weak, and I looked at her dull eyes, some dull faces, and a substance in her chest gradually rising, surging to her throat, sour.
After a dull moment. I said to Xinyue, look why you didn't tell me and ran here, how do you want to be a runaway bride! When I first met, Xinyue liked me very much to make her laugh. There can be different jokes at any time, and even in the face of difficulties, you have to face them with humor. Because a bitter face doesn't bring any change. True encouragement is the motivation that is inspired from one's own heart to move forward towards a certain goal. No matter what kind of embarrassment is in the past, it will become a thing of the past, so what is there to be afraid of when this crisis comes!
Xinyue still didn't speak. Look at her trembling shoulders. knew that she had great grievances in her heart. Looking at Xinyue's buried head, her long hair covering her cheeks, I said to Xinyue. My heart is broken when I see you lying here at this moment, and I just really know how much I love you. As soon as the words fell, Xinyue stood up and hugged me tightly, buried her head deep in my arms, and cried loudly.
I couldn't see clearly, my vision was blurry, all shining stars. The wetness flowed into two long rivers on the face. I hugged Xinyue's head, gently caressed it and said, It'll be fine, I still want to marry you! Make you the most beautiful bride.
Xing Xinyue calmed down, pushed my hand away, calmed down her mood, and said lightly, you will have a perfect wedding. But that's yours, not mine, I don't have a place for you by my side, maybe that's fate! I want to be a complete woman, so please forgive me for my choice!
No, even if I respect your choice, I'm going to marry you, okay? I looked at Xing Xinyue with great affection and said to her. I want you to be the most beautiful bride, and we will never be separated. I know that what you did before was for me, and let you suffer too much alone, I will not let you alone in the future, I will guard you, take care of you, and not let you suffer any more grievances.
Xing Xinyue raised her face with tears in the corners of her eyes, looked at me and smiled and said, do you really think so? If it weren't for my illness. We've been married for a long time, haven't we? I also have my life's wish.
Okay, we'll go tomorrow. I grabbed Xing Xinyue's hand and said excitedly. The marriage certificate had already been received half a month before the marriage, but later because Xing Xinyue was unwell. I went to the hospital for a check-up, and the results were found to be breast cancer. Because Xing Xinyue did not agree to have a surgical excision**, her condition deteriorated sharply. She wants to be a complete woman, her family can't stop her, and her father is also at a loss.
Xing Xinyue's mother died in a car accident when she was 7 years old, Xing's father was busy with his career and had little concern, and later found a woman ten years younger than Xing Zhenyun to get married, so he took less care of Xing Xinyue. So she developed Xing Xinyue's independent character, never listened to others, and had her own opinions.
Heaven is really unfair, and it always allows reality to shatter dreams and exist. Seeing that the hard-won happiness is coming, but there is nothing to do to bear all this pain.
Come home with me! Is there anything else to do today? I asked Xing Xinyue.
Without. I could have not lived here, I did a chemotherapy treatment yesterday, walked in the province, and lived here, and today I looked at the results, various indicators, and it's okay, let's go back. When Xing Xinyue was talking, Xing Zhenyun happened to come in, and he had already heard it next to him, saying, since you are like this, then go back. Call me for something. You go first, and I'll take care of the business here.
So I picked up Xing Xinyue and walked out of the hospital, Xing Xinyue said, put me down, I can go, what does this look like!
I'm going to carry you away, who made you my wife! Enjoy it.
If you are poor, it depends on who you will be poor with in the future. Xing Xinyue was happy like a child. It's a pity that there is so much time left in such years, so let's let the time slow down! Stay in this moment, there will be no more sunrise and sunset. At this time, it dawned on me that I had lost so much happiness that I should have had, but I lost it ignorantly, like a child who made a mistake. I just want to get home as soon as possible, cook a good meal, and have a home appearance.
Sit down Xinyue. Let's go home, and when we get home, I'll carry you upstairs and make you a delicious meal." As he spoke, he put Xing Xinyue in the passenger seat. I got in the car and flew away, wishing that I couldn't grow wings and fly home. At this time, his heart was unusually firm, and his eyes were wet several times. I don't want her to see my eyes.