Chapter Twenty-Eight: Sad Happiness Is Romantic
We haven't set a wedding date yet! This is the second time. I suggest a trip, or let's learn a Western church as well, or it's traditional, you think! My heart.
You say so much, what do you want? Xinyue looked at me unhurriedly and said.
I think so! I hope to give you a wedding that everyone can witness, so that everyone knows that you Xing Xinyue is my bride. Blessings that are witnessed by others are sweet. As for the other ways, I want to give you a space, I don't know what kind of you want. Just a reference, I listen to you. Just follow the rules! My Majesty the Queen.
Playing poor, this is the way and longing I used to want the most, but now I really don't want to. I can't face it anymore. I'm tired, I don't have to please anyone anymore, and I don't have to look for my own place under the eyes of others. I'm tired of this deceitful life, and this tiresome and disgusting world has become my extravagant desires.
It's like how simple it is to live in the eyes of others, just wake up the next day and open your eyes, but what a big joke for me. Xing Xinyue expressed the sorrow in her heart expressionlessly.
At this time, I listened to Xinyue's words. It's like inserting a knife in the heart, plugging it in and pulling it out, plugging it in and pulling it out again, poking back and forth, but I don't want her to see the slightest sadness.
Feelings are contagious. When you're happy, it's pleasant, and when you're sad, it's sad. Since no emotion can change the state of reality, why bother with a sad face, it is better to be chic and calm. If you are not truly happy, you must also pass on positive emotions, and your attitude towards life is not like this!
I have written a poem for you, and I will read it to you. Freshly baked, so hot. Looking at Xing Xinyue's new smile, I was really happy.
Is it? Okay, big editor, read it and listen to it, don't insult your profession! Xing Xinyue is the mouth of a machete, the heart of tofu, and is very willing to help people, even if they don't know each other. Listen!
Writing Poems for You
Don't ask me what I have
I don't seem to have anything
Because some of them were in the past
Don't ask me what I can bring you
Leave aside the past
Start today
All I have is for you
and even life
Because I love you
You've become all I have
Ambitious
Bad temper
Don't admit defeat
Sophisticated
Warm-hearted
Knife mouth
Tofu hearts
Seems to read you
But they forgot to read themselves
Sometimes I know you better than you do
but forgot to take care of himself
Truth has no expiration date
It's every day of my life
I've seen the most beautiful galaxy
It's a pity not to have you
I met you in a sea of people
If there is a lover in your heart
The rest are passers-by
Looking back on the five hundred years of the previous life
For an encounter in this life
I broke my neck
There was a heart-to-heart encounter
Don't change because it maybe
and refused to utter that beautiful vow
And don't let it be because it might be separated
He refused to pray for a heartfelt encounter
If you are
I always loved
If you are not there
I sealed my heart and love
Finished? Why are you so great? It sounds familiar to me. When I haven't read a book! I was also a member of the Student Council Publicity Committee at university. I said Xinyue, look at your complacent look, what a big official! Let's get down to business! I'm going to go to your father's house today and explain to his old man, so I don't have to worry about it. Then I will go to the hospital to ask about the situation, and then buy some of your favorite food to satisfy your cravings. Just wait for me at home.
All right! I don't know what you're going to do, come back and talk about it. I'm going to find some information to see if there's anything new to discover, and maybe I'll be able to bring the dead back to life.
I really can't tell if I'm sick or you're sick, how can I be more worried than you! You can do it yourself, and call me anytime if you have something! I'm going to run errands, and I'll wait for my return.
met Xing Xinyue's attending doctor Qiao Liang at the People's Hospital. Doctor Qiao, what is the current state of Xing Xinyue's condition? Is it possible to walk outside, such as traveling or something? I asked Dr. Joe.
It's okay at the moment, don't catch a cold, don't have complications, isn't it okay, won't you make an appointment for chemotherapy in a few days? If you look at the indicators again, there may be a miracle, and you know that our doctors usually come to the conclusion that they expect the worst, and they will not overestimate the current situation, but they will not underestimate the condition either. I can't help but say that this Dr. Joe is very sincere. That's true.
Because change is uncontrollable at any time, it cannot be seen or touched. No one will draw an accurate conclusion, after all, the responsibility is heavier than Mount Tai, and no one wants to make trouble for themselves, which is really the golden mean that Zeng Guofan believes in. In fact, asking is just to add a little confidence to yourself, and I believe that the power of professionalism still has a certain reason.
After coming out of the hospital, I called Xing Xinyue's father again to meet and told him about our plans. Xing Zhenyun was also worried and helpless, so he could only agree. Xing Zhenyun said, you can do what you see and do, you are all adults, and I don't want to participate too much, all I can do is to fully support.
Thank you, Dad, I'll go back and discuss with Xinyue again, see how the marriage is arranged, I have always wanted to give her a different wedding, I didn't cherish it before, I didn't care too much about her, it's all my fault. It seems that it is the first time in a long time that I have talked to my father-in-law, and I am still in such a helpless and sad situation.
Then I'll go back to Dad first, and we'll discuss a visit to you another day. Oh! By the way, today I went to the hospital to see Dr. Qiao and asked what to do next, and the doctor said that the next chemotherapy treatment will be arranged, and the current situation can only be taken step by step, which is considered a stable period.
Well! All right! I'll take a moment to find an acquaintance in the hospital and study any new plans, so you can go back first!
Xing Zhenyun looks much older, and I can't help but sigh what happiness is in life. No amount of wealth can buy health and happiness! No happiness can compare to the integrity of a family. Perhaps we all care too much about external factors, social status, money accumulation, power games, and profit drives, making people forget that having a complete family is the most successful place for a person.
Life is always a process of growth, and in the process, you often have to go through a lot of overwhelming pain, so that there is nowhere to put the helpless power. There is strength but no place to make it, like a resentment that has never been encountered, a raging fire burns in the heart, but there is no ice to melt.
Dry firewood was piled up all over a mountain. But he was shivering from the cold and couldn't light it to keep warm. I could only set up a simple wood-shed, huddle in it, knowing that the storm was coming, but I could only comfort myself that it would not come. Tomorrow must be sunny.