I was very anxious, and I wanted to find Xing Xinyue as soon as possible. There is only one goal, and that is the Poplar Festival. After thinking about it, there is no other place to go, and if you can't find it in this place, then you really don't know where to go to find her.

If Xing Xinyue came here, then how could she find it! Fortunately, the travel goal that was agreed upon may still be met, otherwise there is really no goal to find.

On the train from Ningxia to Alxa, sometimes drowsy, sometimes confused with the roar of the train, bumpy all the way. It was as if there was no one else left in the world. Fortunately, there were not many people on the train. There are also a few empty seats, so as not to be noisy. I've always liked to be quiet, and I don't like to be too noisy everywhere I go, and my brain will explode.

I made a few calls, kept turning off my phone, sent several emails, and didn't reply. And how can it be replied! It was a deliberate departure, not a disappearance for no reason.

At this time, I was very sad in my heart, more hate, but I didn't know who to hate? Is Hate Xinyue arbitrary? Hate yourself for not being able to notice? Or do you hate Xing Zhenyun for failing to dissuade him? Even if he couldn't dissuade him, he should have told me, but now it's okay, where to find it in the vast sea of people. It's really a wave of unevenness, how can everything catch up with me!

It is said that when God closes a door, he will always open a window. I hope to find Xing Xinyue as soon as possible! I can't help but think of Amen, Amitabha, and Immeasurable Heavenly Venerable who I never believed! All three religions are one.

Similarly, I also came to this small remote county town where the poplar festival was being reported. The difference is that Xing Xinyue needs to feel this desert quietly alone, and she has an unfinished wish to touch the person who makes her curious. What kind of charm does that person have, I heard Yuan Sisi talk about her name Chu Lingshan.

And I, just to be able to find Xing Xinyue, I have a glimmer of hope, a clue.

Xing Xinyue took some medicine and felt a lot more relaxed. Look at the weather outside, the golden autumn season, full of gray desolation, the wind on the border is dry and cold, blowing the dead branches on the roadside and swaying. At this time, I remembered the name hanging on the wall of the pharmacy, Chu Lingshan. Are you really lucky to meet her, and if it is really her, how should you face it!

I'm going to meet her anyway. At this time, Xing Xinyue, who had already put life and death aside. I have already seen through the essence of life. It is to find your true self in your lifetime. A man who has no vanity, no confusion, not even love and hate, who stands in front of anyone is worthy of saying that I have lived up to everyone's encounters. In addition to himself, he has no desire for others, and even at the last moment of his life, he leaves the last kind smile to this lovely and deeply attached world. A person who has not been seriously ill does not know the joy of health, and a patient who has not been terminally ill cannot truly appreciate the true meaning of life.

No matter how great or small you are, one day you will have to say goodbye to this world with the last wisp of reluctant attachment and reverie for the future. At that moment, I thought, only those who are truly at peace with their hearts can rest in peace. People who can leave the world with a smile are the happiest. Because at this moment everything you have does not belong to you, then only those who struggle with death can appreciate the true meaning of life. It's not about taking, it's about giving, it's the happiest thing. Although not everyone can understand it, it can only be said goodbye with deep regret.

When I think of life and death, I have thought countless times that it may be the happiest thing to suddenly die in the most glorious middle age of my life. No worries, no goodbyes, no pains, no regrets.

It was not only me who went to such a strange place in this way for the first time, but also Xing Xinyue. This used to be the place I dreamed of, where I used to leave my love. A place that I wanted to come to a thousand times but never came.

The memories of many years ago came into view again, thinking of Chu Lingshan's desperate feelings and the unwilling eagerness to escape, both love and hate, and finally let go with relief, not wanting to hurt the beloved. Even if you keep people, you can't keep your heart. Letting go of love is also a tolerance for oneself.

I don't want to meet her at such a moment, after all, there are still past entanglements that linger in my heart from time to time, if it is not amnesia, who can forget it. Stop-and-go trains. Just like every journey in life, there will be different scenery, if you are tired of walking, you have to stop and rest, and if you don't reach your destination, you have to continue walking.

Xing Xinyue made up her mind and decided to take a look at whether this Chu Lingshan was Han Wei's old lover. Perhaps, in people's subconscious, they want to let themselves see that in the future without their own existence, will there be a person like themselves around their lover, someone they can understand to exist instead of themselves.

Walking into this pharmacy again, Xing Xinyue had more expectations, hoping that she was the person she was looking for. This time, instead of focusing on the medicine cabinet, I focused on the face and chest of each clerk. Because she saw the photos and names on the wall, Xing Xinyue wanted to recognize the name on the badge and the cute baby face.

There are three clerks at the counter in the pharmacy to greet customers, probably because there are more tourists, and the business of the pharmacy is busier than usual. When I entered the door, the cashier inside the toll booth said hello, hello! Welcome! What are your needs? I'll take a look at it myself, Xing Xinyue said and walked straight in.

I saw the first clerk at the counter explaining the medicine to the customer, a little fat, a little older, and he looked like a typical woman, not very like. Didn't even glance at the badge. There are rows of shelves filled with various medicines, and each row has a sign indicating which type of medicine it belongs to. There was a medium-sized clerk who was holding a box of medicine and telling two customers, a man and a woman, about their functions. He looks energetic. The small eyes reveal shrewdness, single eyelids, should be long haired, and the hat worn in a bun is raised high. Xinyue looked like she was going to buy medicine, and wanted to walk over and look at the name on the badge.

Hello! What kind of products are you buying? Seeing a beautiful woman coming over, she greeted Xing Xinyue and said with a smile. Just took this opportunity Xing Xinyue glanced at the clerk, then at the badge and said, Oh! I'll see for myself, you get busy first. Although I didn't see it too clearly, it seemed to be Wang Heqian.

Xing Xinyue laughed secretly in her heart, how can she seem to be a spy! And I'm glad she's not the one she's looking for, how can my husband like this! At the same time, he was amused by his own approach.

You can take the medicine and go directly to the counter to pay the fee. A voice like a silver bell reached Xing Xinyue's ears. The voice is a flower blooming from a sweet smile, which is pleasant and kind.

Xing Xinyue walked towards the voice.