"Xin'er rest assured, Bengong understands. This time, Bengong can see that Concubine An and Leng Yuxin are crazy, and they completely ignore the previous alliance with Bengong for their own interests. The main palace will meet with the opportunity to act in the future. "When it comes to Leng Anran, Concubine Xi is still angry.

"The mother concubine still needs to care more about Yumeng's marriage. Among the princesses, Yumeng is the father's favorite daughter, and her marriage should not be underestimated. ”

"Naturally, this palace knows how powerful this is. If Yumeng's horse can be used by you, you will be like a tiger with wings. The mother concubine will naturally be particularly attentive. Concubine Xi smiled, "Fortunately, this girl Yumeng has been close to you for many years, and she is also close to this palace, I believe that she will listen to the construction of this palace." ”

"Having said that, Yumeng is also very individual, Erchen originally wanted to match her and Ge Dashao, but she just didn't look at Ge Dashao right. Baili Moxin sighed.

"General Ge not only has the military power to compete with Baili Moxu, but also is in charge of the 50,000 Imperial Forest Army in the capital and the 100,000 forbidden troops outside the city. If Yumeng chooses Ge Dashao as a concubine, the entire capital will be in your hands. Concubine Xi's eyes deepened, "This matter needs to be considered in the long run, and this palace will definitely slowly lobby the girl of Yumeng." ”

"Mother concubine is hard!" Baili Moxin smiled knowingly and stood up, "It's time for Erchen to leave the palace." Mother must take care of herself!"

Baili Moxin walked out of the Wanshou Pavilion of the mother concubine, knocked the folding fan in his hand, and turned around and went to the Ci'an Pavilion in the east. Today, Baili Moxu sent back the military information to Baili Mingjiang from the front, and by the way, he also wrote a letter to Dongfang Yumiao to ask how his mother was well, and also wrote a letter to Leng Yuxin to report safety. Shicai Baili Moxin discussed state affairs with Baili Mingjiang in the imperial study, and watched the two eunuchs take the letters and send them to Princess Hexu of Ci'an Pavilion respectively, such a big event, he can't miss it.

"Say hello to the queen mother!" Baili Moxin entered the main hall and knelt down first and bowed.

"King Shou will come in a few days, and he will perform this great gift as soon as he comes, but why is it? Dongfang Miao was a little surprised.

"The queen mother, the sons should have come to bear the guilt a long time ago. Baili Moxin knelt and refused to get up, with an apologetic face, "That day, Erchen invited the two imperial sisters-in-law to the mansion for a party, but unexpectedly, they mixed in with the assassins, frightened the imperial sister-in-law, and almost lost her life. Erchen always thinks about it, he can't sleep at night, his heart can't be at ease, and he is afraid of all kinds of things. If a big mistake is made that day, how can the sons and daughters explain to their father and mother, and how can they explain to the royal brothers who are far away on the front line?"

"King Shou doesn't have to blame himself, and he can't blame you for this matter. Dongfang Miao got up and helped Baili Moxin up, "Your imperial sister-in-law is also miserable, since she and your imperial brother set up a family affair, she has been in trouble, and even on the way to Heqin, she was repeatedly assassinated, and she almost failed to arrive at Xilin Capital City safely." ”

"I don't know who would do this to a weak woman like her, who is powerless and uncultivated, and this palace is troubled when she thinks about it. Dongfang Miao rubbed her temples, "Now that your imperial brother is not in the capital, his personal guards have also gone to the front line with him, the two people around Huan Yatou have become weaker, and the palace has sent someone to protect her secretly." ”

"Having said that, the imperial sister-in-law was assassinated in the son-in-law's mansion, and the son-in-law is really to blame. Baili Moxin still can't forgive himself.

"King Shou has done his best, if you hadn't arrived in time and jumped into the lake in person, maybe Huan Yatou would really be dead. Dongfang Miao patted Baili Moxin's hand, "This month, you go to the Xuwang Mansion every day to visit Huan Yatou, and you can be regarded as having a heart!"

"This is what Erchen should do, although there are all kinds of rumors in the market, but Erchen is frank and upright. Erchen first felt ashamed of the emperor's sister-in-law, Shouwangfu neglected to prevent her assassination, and secondly, Erchen wanted to warn the assassin hiding in the shadows, although the imperial brother was not in the capital, but the people in Xuwangfu could not be bullied casually, and Erchen vowed to find out the mastermind behind the scenes. I only hope that the royal brother will triumph as soon as possible and protect the imperial sister-in-law after returning. Baili Moxin's words were conclusive, dispelling the concerns in Dongfang Miao's heart due to rumors.

"It's difficult for King Shou, thank you for the sake of King Shou, thank you for being a girl in this palace!" Dongfang Miao smiled faintly, "The Qing person is self-purifying, and the palace naturally believes in Huan Yatou and also believes in King Shou." ”

"The queen mother is wise!" Baili Moxin raised his eyes and looked at Dongfang Miao, "By the way, today's sons are in the imperial study, and they also saw that the imperial brother wrote a letter to the queen mother, presumably to report safety to the queen mother." I don't know if the queen mother has something to bring to the two imperial sisters-in-law, and the sons are about to visit the imperial sister-in-law after leaving the palace, so they can help the queen mother bring a message. ”

"King Shou has a heart!" Dongfang Miao smiled, "Your imperial brother only wrote a few words, telling the palace not to worry about him. ”

"Since King Shou is going to the palace of King Xu, then bother King Shou to tell your two imperial sisters-in-law, and your imperial brother has written a letter to report safety, so that they don't have to worry. ”

"Yes, Queen Mother!" Baili Moxin sat for a while before leaving the palace and going to visit Murong Huan in the Xuwang Mansion.

"Sister-in-law's complexion is much better today!" As soon as they met, Baili Moxin was smiling.

"I'm tired of the third brother, I'm already fine. The third brother is busy with political affairs, so he doesn't have to come every day. Murong Huan also smiled.

"Whatever sister-in-law says, we are all a family, and when we see that my sister-in-law is well, the third brother can rest assured. Baili Moxin took a sip of tea, and suddenly thought of something, "By the way, the third brother came today to help the queen mother bring a message." ”

"The queen's message?" Murong Huan was stunned for a moment, not knowing what he meant for a while.

"Oh, that's right, Brother Huang has sent a letter from the front. Today, I saw with my own eyes in my father's imperial study the letters from the imperial brother, one was written to my father's military report, one was written to the queen mother, and one was addressed to the cold emperor's sister-in-law. Baili Moxin deliberately paused, as if regretting his gaffe, his eyes swept over Murong Huan, and he quickly turned to the words behind, "It just so happened that I went to Ci'an Pavilion today to ask the queen mother to say goodbye, and the queen mother asked me to bring a letter to my sister-in-law, saying that the imperial brother is safe, please don't worry about my sister-in-law." ”

"That's very good, thank you third brother. Murong Huan bowed his head lightly, unable to see any expression.

Baili Moxin sat for a while and left.

Murong Huan turned around and went back to the inner room, leaning on the bedrail with an expressionless face, and her mood became more and more depressed when she got this message from Baili Moxin. The battle ahead has indeed always been her concern and concern, because it is her brother Murong Nian who leads the battle. It's just that she can't deceive herself, what she worries about and misses day and night is more than a hundred miles away.

It's just that since he saw the portrait of the surviving in the secret room of the study, and since he knew that he was just a stand-in for the surviving, Murong Huan's heart was miserable. In life, it is very painful not to be needed. It is even more painful to be needed as a substitute and as a shadow of others! I am worried about myself in this room, but others can't think of myself at all, and the letters I have repaired are not for me, and even in the letters to the queen mother, there is not a single word about myself.

Murong Huan only felt disheartened, and only felt that the deep affection he was full of at the beginning now seemed to be a great irony. She leaned there, and a trace of sadness appeared in her heart for no reason. That night, Baili Moxu hummed "Winter Clothes Tune" in his ear, saying that when he missed himself at the border pass, he would sing this song and meet himself in a dream, and now he thinks about it is just a man's sweet words in bed. It's ridiculous that I really believed it at the time.

Thinking about it carefully, in fact, he is really stupid, from beginning to end, Baili Moxu has never really talked to himself about anything. He doesn't know anything about his likes and habits, and his mysteries, including his dealings with the beautiful women in the palace, are just because he needs to cover up at that time so he said a few words lightly in front of him, but how many of those words are true and how many are false?

He had been very sober before, making all kinds of preparations to leave the Xuwang Mansion, but he inadvertently fell in love with this domineering and uncertain Baili Moxu, and was even more grateful to him after he rescued his brother, because he was seriously injured and couldn't bear to leave. Especially that night, after listening to Dongfang Miao tell about those dusty pasts, I couldn't help but feel pity for Baili Moxu, sighing that he didn't get enough love when he was a child, and someone should love him well. I inexplicably thought of him as a poor prince who was calculating, inexplicably soft-hearted, wanted to save him from the sea of suffering, wanted to melt the coldness in his heart with his own heart, and gave himself to him stupidly like this, how could he cherish it?

In his heart, he is just a shadow of existence. He had never gotten the girl, but he had sent it to the door stupidly. He coveted his own face, his own body, and never himself. Why would he cherish it? Murong Huan thought of this, and his eye frames began to get wet. When my brother left, he swore that if he hadn't met someone who loved him and cherished him, he would never hand himself over, but now that he thinks about it, he is still too stupid and naïve, and he doesn't know how to cherish himself!

used to pursue a lifetime and a couple, but when he met Baili Moxu, Murong Huan cut off his proud wings, knowing that his heart was very crowded, he still wronged himself for only a few fractions. Who knows that his heart has never been given to himself, and even if he cares a little, it is only because he is a substitute for existence.

He has always had so many people in his heart, whether it is saving, whether it is Leng Yuxin, whether it is the child in Leng Yuxin's belly, or even whether there are fish in the North Hell, so many people in that small atrium, how crowded should it be?

Is this considered a self-inflicted humiliation?!How do you deal with it?Murong Huan is in such a center of regret and pain every day, and he is tormented in every way!