twelve
The madman was disheartened, touched the still torn pen in his pocket, silently lit a cigarette, took a few puffs violently, looked up, ah? It was snowing, it was really snow, like a drizzle of fine snowflakes falling from the sky, the crowd on the earth, indulged in this happy long street, and looked at the sky happily, perhaps, just because Kunshan rarely sees snowflakes, right? I don't know if it's because of the south or because of pollution.
The hazy snowy night, the bright neon lights in the hazy snowflakes, the hazy happiness, everyone seems to be rejoicing in this hazy everything......
Huh?
Why are you crying? Why the tears? The madman wiped away the tears in his eyes for some reason like a fool, smiled indifferently, and was about to go back to the company to sleep, but he saw Yuhan again.
It turned out that Yuhan came out with a group of female classmates from their school, because tomorrow is Sunday, and everyone doesn't go to work, so everyone has to go to the Internet café to surf the Internet at night, whether it's watching soap operas or chatting on chat software, in short, this is happiness. Of course, for the current madman, the whole world has also begun to become happy, because there is Yuhan here.
Yuhan's attitude towards the madman has changed a lot recently, and he will occasionally talk to him, but the madman's heart is still very afraid, and he always feels as if he will never see Yuhan again, this is not that Yuhan will disappear from this world, but that the madman thinks that he will disappear himself.
So the madman decided to seize this moment of happiness, he also went to the Internet café to surf the Internet, with this group of female classmates, but he only had Yuhan in his eyes, although several other girls who like crazy people always want to find something to talk about, but the feeling that the madman gave them was only two words, cold.
The madman didn't sit with Yuhan to surf the Internet this night, because the Internet café was originally overcrowded, so it was separated, but the madman still secretly watched Yuhan all night, and also sent a lot of messages to Yuhan on the chat software, and Yuhan occasionally turned his head to look at the madman.
Maybe for a madman, this is happiness, maybe this is really happiness, this is a happiness that is smaller than the small snowflakes falling in the sky outside the Internet café at this time, but at this moment, it can completely make the whole world colorful.
The madman had a lot of thoughts about this night, and even thought of how to hug Yuhan so that she could feel his own love, but all this seemed to be just a pipe dream.
After dawn, the madman returned to the dormitory, his pen was still torn apart, still wrapped in a handkerchief, but now the madman, he had a brand new notebook, and a gel pen, in which he was like a madman, recording some of the things he had seen in the world recently, even if the handwriting was not even known to him, in short, the madman was so religiously making records.
Monday,It's time to go to work again.,Boring work for crazy people.,It's still Yuhan.,But recently, the old employees here always harass Yuhan.,Yuhan is very beautiful.,And it's young.,It must be a girl.,If you can pull it out to play once, it must be very enjoyable.。
The madman is furious! even moved a strong murderous intent! So he always pays attention to Yuhan, and doesn't want it to disappear from his eyes even in an instant, it's just that a madman is just a madman, and all he can do is this little thing, after all, Yuhan also has her own ideas, and Yuhan is also another complete world, and it is a world that a madman can't set foot in at all.
The madman was very distressed and confused about this, so his temper began to change. Once in the dormitory, the new employee said that everyone came out to make money, people live for money, and people die for money! The madman thinks that this statement is not true, and that people should be a person who can contribute to the world, so he dismisses the employee's opinion, but the two have an argument.
It's just that the madman's force has always been strong, and the employee lost. However, this incident had a great impact, even the squad leader of the madman lectured him for a while, and the squad leader thought that the madman was just like a real madman.
And this matter doesn't seem to be over yet, because the madman's thinking has long been messed up because of Yuhan's matter, and the madman begins to return to himself, even if he goes to the smoking room with the squad leader to smoke, the madman will say that this smoking room is too unreasonable, and the squad leader will say his own set of truths, everyone is like this.
The madman did not agree with the theory of the squad leader, and the madman said that he himself was special! There is only one madman in this world, and there is no second one, he should not live the same pattern of life as everyone else, and do not pursue the happiness that others call it! Because that's not what he wants!
The squad leader thought that the madman was really crazy this time, so he was very angry, but he still said to the madman, everyone is like this, if you don't live like this, you have to get out of this factory.
The madman knew that the squad leader was not joking with him, because several male classmates who came with the madman, among them, had a few who couldn't stand the harsh rules in the company, and they were still so tired every day, and they had to stand for more than ten hours a day to do things, and they were definitely not joking, so they cried more than once, they called their family to complain, and finally the principal came to Kunshan to pick them up, and one was expelled, because everyone talked to everyone in the factory, and once called a big leader a brother and sister, and was fired, He also went back to where he came from.
However, although a madman is a madman, because Yuhan is here, he endures it in every possible way, otherwise, in fact, as the squad leader said, he would have gotten out of this factory a long time ago.
But Yuhan has been getting more and more indifferent to the madman recently, because there is a handsome guy chasing Yuhan, everyone recognizes him as a handsome guy, and the madman is not handsome, and he is useless, so Yuhan must like that handsome guy.
The madman knows that things have long been out of his own control, his own fate has never been in his own hands, and his own fate may now be in the hands of Yu Han, but unfortunately, Yu Han has no interest in mastering the fate of the handsome madman at all.
So the madman's world suddenly became dim, it was pitch black everywhere, and even his temper was getting bigger and bigger, and he ended up arguing with the squad leader all the time, and then the squad leader also knew that the madman was still very serious about doing things, so he relented and transferred the madman out of the dust-free workshop.
Since then, the madman has been working outside the workshop, handyman, doing everything, and mixing better and better, really getting better and better, in less than a month, the head of the power equipment class is very serious about the madman, has been borrowing the madman from the current department, in the factory with the old electrician what to repair, telephone, wiring, large machine failure, even assembly line failure, etc., etc., in short, the madman suddenly became more free, and even the head of the power equipment section had to borrow the madman for more than six days a week, What kind of concept is this?
Under this concept, the original section leader of the madman was also impressed with the madman, and even the head of the power equipment section told the former section leader of the madman that it was not that the madman was very ignorant, but that the person was not placed in the right job.
So all of a sudden, everyone knows that the crazy man has a bright future in this factory, and those who saw the crazy man in the past, the leaders who looked down on the crazy man, now they don't speak, they know that the crazy man is already in this factory, it seems very important, because there is a section leader, which is a very exaggerated thing for many employees who have been doing it for more than ten years, they have always worked silently, but they have never been taken seriously, never been.
So for others, the madman is happy, at least the happiest new employee in this company at the moment, because he has not even passed the three-month probationary period, and he is already so valued, this is the happiness that all employees pursue.
But? Is this happiness for a madman? No! Not at all! Because the happiness that the madman wants to pursue is not this, the happiness he wants is just an affirmative smile from Yuhan, an affirmative word that can shatter his dark world in an instant, but the madman can't wait for this seems to be the biggest luxury in the world, and it is also as small as a snowflake.
The madman becomes irritable, he doesn't listen to anyone, whether it's right or wrong, he doesn't listen, the madman thinks everyone is like this, this sentence is completely full of infinite malice! The essence of this sentence should be to deny all the possibilities of everyone else while denying its own infinite possibilities.
But is the person who said this wrong? No! It's not wrong, it's really impossible, because the madman is not handsome, and he is useless, and he has a bad temper now, so Yuhan's attitude towards the madman is completely cold.
The madman was very sad and miserable, and every night he wrote it all down in his notebook with a gel pen, and then burned it when it was full, because it didn't seem to be needed for words that he couldn't even recognize, maybe that was it?
And the colleagues in the madman's dormitory are always discussing the topic of buying a new mobile phone, which is the happiness they want to pursue, or discussing which girl is beautiful and wants to chase her to bed, this is happiness.
As for the madman at the moment, he has a relatively large circle in the company, and has always been able to contact more senior leaders, and the topic of the leaders is nothing more than discussing personnel, or which girl in the bathing center is young and easy to use, or even which new girl in the company is good, looks like a pure girl, and must be very good to use.
This is the world? No! The world is far more complicated than this, and the madman understands that he has only seen the surface, because it is true that some new girls have slept with the big leaders, and these girls who have slept with the big leaders have also found the happiness they crave, that is, to be promoted in the company, or even to play with their mobile phones during working hours.