She was confused, she didn't understand what the madman was doing and why he was so good to her. Maybe the madman just saw the beautiful light in her eyes that made his heart tremble, or maybe the madman just thought that in our world, such a sincere person should not be tortured like purgatory, yes, the madman understood that he himself was a person who had not yet come out of purgatory on earth.

After returning home, the lights in the madman's dormitory were off, and the group of roommates probably went to the Internet café, while Lili was full of sorrow, and the madman knew why she was worried, because there was no money in her pocket, and now the ten-day long vacation had begun.

Thinking of this, the madman looked at the empty yard, counted out three hundred yuan from his own pocket, stuffed it into her pocket, and said: "My salary in the company is basically the equipment I cheated from others in the game, but money has no thinking, let alone life, money does not discriminate against anyone, it is innocent, and it is also the purest and immaculate existence in our world so far, which is what you use to eat these days." ”

Lili tried to dodge, her eyes were full of tears, and she was even more panicked, but after hearing the madman's words, she pursed her lips and said: "Did someone else tell you this, or did you think about it yourself?" ”

"I think it myself, I also know that you are highly educated, if I say it wrong, don't mind."

Lili just smiled: "I thought it was a great wisdom master who said the classic wisdom quotes, this sentence is really powerful." ”

The madman suddenly had goosebumps all over his body, turned his head in a daze, and looked at Lili at this moment, in the dark and cold night with the howling wind, he could hardly see her full picture clearly, but the madman said in a daze: "Wisdom? You said? Just said? What am I saying wisdom? ”

Lili suddenly pursed her lips and smiled: "Hmm! ”

The madman suddenly realized, it turns out that this is wisdom? Is that what wisdom looks like? Thinking of this, the madman smirked again, and then went back to his own dorm, while Lili also took her old sneakers and went back to her own dorm.

As soon as the madman returned to the dormitory, he immediately turned on the tungsten lamp, drank a few large sips of wine, lit a cigarette, and turned over the large plastic bag at the head of his bed, which contained a pen wrapped in a handkerchief.

Wisdom? This fountain pen will write wisdom in the future, but what is wisdom? If it is a highly educated college student, and she says that it is wisdom, then it must be the so-called wisdom, right? He thought so, and happily rewrapped the precious pen and put it back in the place closest to him.

And then? That's right, the madman's madness came up again, he forgot to go to the Internet café, he lay on the side of the bed, and began to record some of the things that happened today, in short, he recorded for a long, long time, and the final sentence was: Female maîtres, I think? I may have found out what wisdom is, but I'm still a little confused.

After writing this sentence, he closed the notebook, and then looked at the few pages left in the notebook, but it didn't matter, there were several new notebooks thrown on the side, and he was not afraid of the problem that he couldn't buy it this time.

After all this, the madman felt that he was cold all over, and even his legs and feet were numb, and he got up and moved a little, and almost fell down by a stumble, and then stood still, picked up the bottle, looked at the tattered tungsten light bulb above his head, and took a few more sips of wine.

It's just that after these few sips of wine, he felt a pain in his stomach, in fact, he always had this feeling when he drank recently, he didn't know what happened, but he understood that it must be related to wine, wine is a good thing, just quit drinking, it seems that the whole person can't live anymore.

Although he has deposited more than 10,000 yuan in his bank card, he understands that this 10,000 yuan seems to be unable to do anything, let alone recall Yuhan, thinking of this, he took out his mobile phone again, and looked at the time on it, it was already twenty-four and sixteen, it turned out that so much time had passed?

And the madman at the moment thinks that he is so hungry, after all, the Internet company does not have a working meal at night, and he does not eat, in fact, Lili does not eat, but he knows that there is something to eat in the Internet café, instant noodles, although it is so unpalatable that it is to death, at least the braised ones have no coriander, he can barely accept it, or there are still chicken drumsticks sold in the Internet café, the big one costs six yuan, and at most two yuan can be full.

Thinking of this, he felt that it was time for him to go to the Internet café, so he cleaned up a little, put on the wine bottle and turned off the light, locked the door, and when he stood in the courtyard, he saw that the lights of Lili's house were still on.

It turns out that this place, or this rented place, is currently the only one whose employees of the network company have not returned home, while the other people who have rented here have gone home for the New Year, including the couple who live in partnership.

The madman was going to go directly to the Internet café, but for some reason, the door of Lili's house opened, anyway, I don't know what Lili thinks, so I asked the madman directly: "It's so late, where are you going?" ”

In the past, she would bring the word master, but recently the madman also found that something was not quite right, when Lili called him, it was you directly, or simply called the name, but these seemed to be not important to the madman, so the madman just stood in the cold wind and said: "I'm hungry, go to the Internet café to find something to eat, and spend the night in the Internet café by the way, it's too cold at home." ”

She seemed to want to say something, but she pursed her lips, her face was full of desire to speak, and even she was wearing new shoes, and the woolen cotton clothes were still on her body, and she didn't sleep? However, the madman suddenly turned his head and immediately understood that she was also hungry, or rather, she also thought that it was cold at home, right?

So the madman walked directly to the door of her rental house, smiled and said, "Clean up, go, let's go to the Internet café to find something to eat." ”

She was smiling happily, she was really smiling, but what was she laughing at? The madman didn't understand, but the madman, with the help of the light in her room, saw a pink leather notebook on her bed, which would still be open, and there were dense words written on it.

His eyes immediately froze, is the text too beautiful, too beautiful? No! It's this open notebook with a fountain pen lying horizontally! Or is it a hero brand, an old-fashioned dark-tipped fountain pen, which turned out to be a fountain pen? Although the madman likes the bright tip, this is the fountain pen.

The madman slowly walked to the notebook as if he was in a trance, wanting to pick up the pen and take a look, but Lili closed her notebook in a hurry, and even put away the pen, the madman was disappointed, so he lifted the wine bottle and drank, but Lili said: "I can't show you this, it's a diary." ”

But I don't know why, I really don't know why, the madman thinks that his own head has not thought about it at all, and he directly speaks: "Then my diary is for you to see?" ”

Maybe Lili's brain isn't thinking at the moment, right? She even said directly: "Okay." ”

After the madman heard this, he coughed directly, coughed a few times, and was choked by the liquor, and it was relatively fierce, so the tears in his eyes spread wantonly, and the madman took a long time to ease up, and then looked at her with a smile on his face: "Just kidding, the words I wrote are not even one thousandth of yours, girl, so don't read it." ”

But Lili? It must have been possessed by some ignorant ghost, right? She said very firmly: "But I'm not joking with you." ”

Lili under the light looked very sincere, and so firm, her face was full of calm expressions, this was not a joke at all, and a joke could not be such an expression, the madman immediately panicked, thinking about pushing the past, but Lili didn't eat this, she was determined to see it.

Even the madman said that he had not written a diary himself, and he lied to her, but she said firmly: "You said to show me your diary, that sentence is not a lie, I know that you have written, and many people in the company know that you have the habit of writing a diary, but the handwriting is sloppy, and everyone does not know your words." ”

Oh, it turns out that everyone in the company basically knows? In fact, this is not a secret in the first place, in the company, the madman knows that he is an outlier, but everyone doesn't talk about him, and now it seems that it is useless to push and push, so the madman compromises.

The madman took a sip of wine, Lili hid her notebook and pen, turned off the lights, and closed the door. In the madman's dormitory, he took out his dozens of diaries, and the cover was not dated, so it was very messy, but she picked it up and looked at it carefully, as if she could really understand the scribbled handwriting, almost like a book from heaven.

After a while, she spoke: "The boss told me that you are a very strange person, but your heart is not bad, and now I also know that you are too weird, and your diary actually records all of us, right?" ”

The madman snatched the diary from Lili's hand and sneered directly: "Let's go to the Internet café and look for food, now." ”

Ke Lili was full of smiles, but said, "Who is Yuhan?" Your Yuhan's Han character is written incorrectly, and in the end, the word is not Tian, but the mouth. ”

The madman had no expression on his face: "Did I take you to the Internet café to find food, or did you take me to the Internet café to find food?" ”

Lili knew that the madman was even more weird now, because there was really no expression on her face, she had never seen such a madman before, and in general, if someone's little secret was discovered, that person should be shy or frightened, right? But the madman's expression is really abnormal, and it feels like he has murderous intent.

Oh, in fact, Lili didn't know that the madman was not a good person before, he was the kind of person who didn't want to die when he fought, and he often went to the police station, because of theft, group fights, and even blackmail, etc., so the madman is really different.

Eventually, Lili knew she had said the wrong thing, so she said, "Go to the Internet café." ”

The madman took a breath at this time, and directly returned to his previous expression, and said with a smile on his face: "Well, let's go, I'll turn off the lights and lock the door." ”