The madman just said in a panic that there was nothing wrong, but he was thinking in his heart that he had been learning to smoke since he was seven years old, and he had been smoking for ten years now, and this could be choked? And Lili would gently pat him on the back, which really looked like a couple.

However, this is just a small episode, in fact, the madman's current thinking in his mind is still very messy, or he is still looking forward to it infinitely, especially after Lili went to the bathing center and just entered the door, and even saw a couple coming out of the direction of the single room.

The current madman, he is still trying to figure out, how to tell the owner of the bathroom center to ask for a private room? But Lili paid the money directly to the two people, and it was a public bathroom, of course, the kind where men and women were separated, and the madman suddenly didn't blush, his heart didn't beat, and the whole person was extremely disappointed......

He looked at the fluorescent lights overhead, and even looked in the direction of the private room, but Lili had already gone to the women's bathroom where she was supposed to go, and had even gone in. At this point, the madman grinned bitterly and thought, is it really a joke? But why is it still so much looking forward to it in my heart? So I took out my phone, looked at the time, and at twenty-forty, shook my head and went into the men's bathroom.

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After taking a bath, the madman still sat in the waiting area and waited for her for a long time, maybe just because the girl took a bath itself, right? But this time he had seen the time, and this time Lili had taken ten minutes less than the last time.

Then they went out together, and the madman followed her as if he had lost his soul, and she seemed to be snickering all the time, but the madman did not understand what was going on now. He really didn't understand, but he seemed to understand something in an instant, it turned out that dreams were really too different from reality, whether it was what would happen to Yuhan in his dreams, or what would happen to Lili in his dreams.

Wait a minute? Why did you suddenly think of Yuhan again? It seems like I haven't thought about her for a long, long time, right? No, in fact, he has been thinking about it all the time, the moment he thought of this, he even felt that he was really not a good thing, is this the kind of flowery radish that others say? Maybe not, right? After all, Yuhan? That's somebody else's girlfriend.

So he followed behind Lili, took out his mobile phone, and sent a text message to Yuhan casually, but there was no text in this text message, but a character's expression, is:^_^.

He didn't know why he gave Yuhan such an expression, did he want to convey his lingering thoughts? Or do you want to convey something else? Maybe it's neither, and there isn't any so-called expectation anyway, because Yuhan won't reply to his text messages at all.

At this time, Lili took him into the supermarket and bought a lot of skewers, just like that night a month ago, but when Lili wanted to pay, he stopped her, because he knew very well in his heart that Lili didn't have much money in her pocket at all, just four hundred yuan, and she took a shower and removed thirty yuan, and she had to pay rent and utility bills in a few days, and she would have to eat at night in the next month, this is a joke?

So the madman he paid, and then the two of them ate together, while starting to walk home, the street lights on both sides of the bustling long street looked very beautiful and charming, really like the brilliance of the sunset, and the pedestrians on the road began to gradually become scarce, and it was when the madman was out of his mind that Lili suddenly spoke: "You just sent a text message to Yuhan?" ”

The madman was stunned for a moment, but then immediately he just hummed, and then the two began to be speechless, even until they went home, Lili was about to open the door, until she had opened the dormitory door, she didn't say a word, and the madman He stood at the door of her house, whispering goodnight, maybe she heard it, right? So she also replied in a very soft voice: "Hmm." ”

The madman returned to the dormitory, and suddenly remembered that a large pack of cigarettes was still in Lili's room, but he felt that there was no shortage of cigarettes now, so he thought that he would take the same one tomorrow, and then prepared to record, and because the weather has been getting warmer and warmer recently, so he didn't have to warm the quilt first, and just lay on the side of the bed and write.

As for the roommates, the first thing to ask was the madman, did he and Lili go out to eat together again? The madman just replied very perfunctorily, after all, what he was expecting did not happen, or it could not happen at all, so he was in a very bad mood, just smoked a cigarette silently, and even turned out more than half a bottle of liquor from under the bed, drank some liquor, continued to smoke, and continued to record.

Finally, when the recording was almost finished, he grabbed his mobile phone and saw that it was already more than twenty-three o'clock, and it seemed that the pen speed recorded recently had improved, and it seemed that he would be able to go to bed early today.

It's just that a roommate is holding a new mobile phone, this is really a new mobile phone, and it's also a slide style, this kind of thing is very expensive, about more than 1,600 yuan, he walked up to the madman with the mobile phone, and happily recorded the madman's phone number, and the madman's address book has added one person so far, from the original plus his own three people, now it has become four people.

And as for the other things that didn't happen again, in short, it seemed that it was destined to be a night that would be crossed by heartache, but it didn't seem to be, just a disappointing night because expectations were disappointed? Well? No, at this time, it was 23:35, Yuhan actually replied to the text message, and the content of the text message was very simple: I was just going to dinner, what did you send? I can't see.

She was just going to dinner? That must be the night shift? But why can't Yuhan see the character expressions she posted? He couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure it out, but in the end he remembered the second-hand straight phone that his roommate bought before, and the text message he received was a little invisible, and it couldn't be displayed.

So he suddenly realized, shook his head and smiled bitterly, thinking that it might be that he and Yuhan's mobile phone models are different, and Yuhan's mobile phone does not support the display of this kind of characters at all, right? But why did Yuhan reply to his text message today? He was really happy to receive Yuhan's text message, but he couldn't figure it out, because under normal circumstances, Yuhan would not reply to his text message at all.

Even Yuhan replied to his longing once on the chat software before, and the reply was to the effect: Saying that he is a madman, he is not only ugly, but also useless, so he still wants to chase her? Well? In short, in all of Yuhan's language at that time, there were also swear words, that is, swearing words, which made the madman very heartbroken at that time, maybe it was from that time that he decided to transfer his love to Lili, right? But love is such a thing? Is it really under your own control? I don't think so.

Although he is currently a madman, he has a lot of thoughts, but he still drank some liquor and replied to Yuhan's text message, the main content is no longer simply missing, but asking Yuhan to pay attention to her body or something, in fact? That's an endless longing, isn't it? even said that Yuhan scolded him, clearly saying that he was ugly and useless, and he still wanted to chase her like this? But the madman still couldn't stop this lingering thought.

And tonight's Yuhan is indeed very abnormal, and replied to his text message, saying that she knew? She'll take care of her own, and now she's going to work, so there's time to talk again?

When the madman saw this, he was even more puzzled, and for a moment he thought of the handsome guy, yes, the handsome guy who was recognized by everyone in the Kunshan company. And the madman now thinks that that handsome guy can't compare to himself anywhere except that he is really handsome than himself, right? No matter from which point of view, even if it is one, everyone thinks that the only measure of a man's standard of money ability, his handsome guy in Kunshan Electronics Factory? How much money can I get in a month?

No, it's not! The madman drank a few more sips of wine, and immediately realized that something might have happened to Yuhan, and what happened between the handsome guy who lived with her, so he ignored him, absolutely, absolutely, Yuhan may have quarreled with that handsome guy? In short, the madman thinks a lot, but thinks that even if he can really guess the truth of the matter, what can he do? Is he going to Kunshan now? Are you going to pick up Yuhan?

Love? Sometimes it's really humble to the point that you can't be humble anymore, if love is also a kind of love, then in fact, the current madman actually thinks that his favorite in the world is not Yuhan at all, nor Lili, it's really like this. He stared at the plastic bag at the head of his bed in the dim tungsten light, because there was a torn fountain pen inside, which would still be wrapped in a handkerchief, in fact, his favorite was actually this fountain pen?

Because, this tattered and even torn pen has never betrayed him, and has never disliked him, even if he once wrote badly, no longer like words, in short, the pen is still a fountain pen, it just never speaks, never silently does what it should do, never shouts tired, never says it has done its best, it really just silently does its own thing.

Thinking of this, the madman almost grinned, and even asked himself in his heart, why did he have such a strange idea? And after thinking of the moment when Yuhan and Lili were thought? This seems to be a natural connection to the idea of the fountain pen, as if the order of all this development should be like this, which is really strange, really, really strange.

Fall in love with a fountain pen? Is this really possible? But it seems that I really love this fountain pen in my heart? Forget it, forget it, can't think about such strange things anymore, he warned himself, he knew it was time to sleep, but he started to worry about Yuhan again, right? Just because you guessed that Yuhan might have quarreled with that handsome guy? Or is that handsome guy not good to Yuhan?

At this moment, he began to hate the handsome guy who was recognized by the whole factory in Kunshan in his heart, because that handsome guy didn't understand that the Yuhan he had was a madman who was the supreme treasure in his heart, and even the end of his madman's life dream.