Wang Yongfei's words were only heard by me, looking at Wang Yongfei, who rarely showed a little negative emotion, I patted him on the shoulder and wanted to say two words of encouragement, but I didn't know how to speak.

Li Yin, I miss you a little bit too!

"I miss her too." I whispered, "I haven't seen her for a few years, I really didn't expect her to come here to see me, and now she should still be waiting for me here, you said that it was such a cold day this year, she didn't go home, and rented a house at my school to live, what's the picture?" ”

"The one who sent you living expenses? Didn't you say it was an ex-girlfriend? Looks like she hasn't forgotten about you. Wang Yongfei lit a cigarette and handed it to me.

"I've known her for more than seven years, I haven't seen her for a few years, and I thought she had found a boyfriend or even started a family, how could I think of it, hey!" Smoking a cigarette, I was wondering what Li Yin was doing at this time? Now that the students are back to school and there are more people, her life should be a lot easier, and besides, the area around our school is very familiar to her, so there shouldn't be any problems.

"Do you still like her?" Wang Yongfei interrupted my thoughts with a sentence, "I still like her to chase her back when she goes out, where do you get so many twists and turns?" You also know that it's freezing now, and a girl won't even go home for the New Year, what else do you have to consider? Isn't it a man? ”

"You guys broke up, did you find a girlfriend?" Wang Yongfei saw that I was only immersed in smoking, and continued to ask, "I guess I didn't look for it, otherwise why didn't anyone come to see you except your family and her?" ”

I took out another cigarette and lit it on the cigarette butt, and said slowly: "I haven't said anything about breaking up with her, neither of us has ever said anything, but I have slowly faded the contact, and occasionally I will send a message on QQ to ask each other during the holidays, and I haven't looked for another woman, nor have I asked her if she is looking for a boyfriend again." ”

"Hypocrisy!" Wang Yongfei looked down on me and said, "Is that what hypocrisy means?" If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you can scatter it, where there are so many doorways. If I were you, the first thing I would do when I went out would be to find her, ask for clarification, and bring her home if I didn't find another man. If there is another man, pay her back, at least give her back the money she sent to the detention center! ”

Do I still like her?

"Qing'er, do you love me?" In my memory, Li Yin asked me many times, and every time she went back to school after the holidays, she would ask.

Did I answer? I can't remember it, and I don't think I've ever answered it positively, but every time I start with "What do you say?" Responses like "knowingly ask" avoid the topic.

Don't I love her?

But why is it that in the past few years, whenever someone wants to introduce me to a girlfriend, and my family urges me to find a girlfriend or relatives want to introduce a girlfriend to me, Li Yin always comes to my mind, and every time I refuse without hesitation?

kicked Wang Yongfei, who was thinking about a woman, and asked him, "Have you ever taken your girlfriend home?" Does your family know that your girlfriend has been a young lady? Don't get me wrong, there's no meaning to look down on, just want to know if your grown-ups really don't care? ”

"Stupid or not? Of course they care? Your parents don't care, huh? You bring a girlfriend home and say that she has been a stage lady, do you think your parents will pick up a broom and beat you? Wang Yongfei looked at me with disdain and said, "Aren't you stupid?" I'll just say what she's doing, and they won't look into it. My brother and sister-in-law didn't tell them no, I took Xiaoxiao back a few times, and the family urged us to get married, and this time I took my brother's money and went to her hometown. My sister-in-law scolded me half to death that day, and when I arrived at the police station, she still scolded me, saying that I was too ignorant, and I had no money to ask them for when I went to see my father-in-law, even if I took the money in the safe and told them. ”

"Then your brother and sister-in-law and your brother's comrades-in-arms don't they object?" I continued to ask.

"Didn't I tell you? I was against it at first, but I didn't object to it when I saw that I was firm, and I took care of Xiaoxiao! I, Wang Yongfei, replied to me in a puzzled tone, "You are very strange, why are you always entangled in this question?" Didn't you also find a young lady as a girlfriend? It can't be the one waiting for you outside who has also been a young lady, right? My sister-in-law is very good to Xiaoxiao, she takes her with her wherever she plays, and she will buy a copy of clothes and cosmetics for Xiaoxiao. My brother didn't support or oppose at first, but now he accepts her and often tells me that I can't bully her. ”

Wang Yongfei's words couldn't help but remind me of the time when Brother Deng and I were drinking in the KTV outside our school. I remembered that he said that Li Yin worked hard to make progress in her own way, remembered that he said that Li Yin was drunk when Zhang Youxue set up the wedding wine, remembered that he said that he was opposed from the beginning to the recognition of our relationship later, and remembered that he said that Li Yin had been waiting for me and was waiting for me without any requirements.

I felt like crying, I looked up at the incandescent lamp hanging on the ceiling without dazzling, and the corners of my eyes were a little astringent.

"Qing'er, I'll graduate this year and go to your hometown for a few days?" Li Yin said to me when he went to the train station at the beginning of the last semester.

"Okay, Brother Deng has already said that he wants to go to Zhang Xueyou's house to have fun, and when the time comes, I will take you to climb the mountain, go to the mountain to find wild fruits to eat, and you can also accompany my father to drink well."

However, no, when Li Yin graduated, I was on a business trip in Guangxi, and when she came back, Zhang Xueyou went to pick her up. After settling down in my rented house, she went to work in Brother Deng's factory, and when I came back, she didn't talk about going to my hometown because she was already working.

"Qing'er, all the things you want to buy when you go home for the New Year have been bought for you, this is milk powder for your uncle, calcium-contained, didn't you say that your father often has back pain? This is good for osteoporosis when you drink it often, buy it for him more in the future, and tell my aunt that I will tell you when I finish eating, I bought it and sent it back to him. I also bought some amino acids, and the doctor at the pharmacy said that this can enhance immunity. This is a thermal underwear bought for my aunt, the knees and elbows are added with a piece of leather, and there is hair on it, very warm, you said that your mother has rheumatism in the joints, and you have cold in winter, this is good for the joints, I bought three sets, different colors, the weather is cold and it is not easy to dry, so I bought an extra set to prepare. And this is a set of clothes for your niece, there is a girl in the store who told you that she is about the same height as your niece, and she asked her to help try it on, it looks good. And this is for your brother, cigarettes and alcohol, and this is a scarf and hat for your sister-in-law, I have tried both, it is warm and beautiful. And your computer has also been put in a box for you, and a lot of movies have been placed in it. There's a hidden folder under the file of "Zizhi Tongjian" on the F drive.,I'll put all the little movies you have collected there.。 When I was about to go home for the Chinese New Year, Li Yin pointed to a few boxes in the room and told me.

"What about you? Not ready to go home? "Ask her when I heard her talk about the little movie.

"I won't go back this year, Brother Deng and their factory only have three days off, and many of the managers have asked for leave to go home, so I will help him take a look at the workshop. Brother Deng also gave me an extra salary, and gave me a copy when he doubled his salary for half a month during the Chinese New Year. Li Yin clapped his hands and replied.

Zhang Xueyou drove me home in the van from Deng Ge's factory, and asked me when he was resting in the service area on the road: "Haven't you thought about taking Li Yin home for the New Year?" ”

"I thought about it, but I didn't tell her."

Li Yin didn't tell Brother Deng until today that she was on duty in the factory. A few days ago, when she mobilized employees to stay in the factory, she kept saying that she would wait and wait, I guess she was waiting for you, and it would be interesting to see if you invited her to come back with you for the New Year. Zhang Xueyou let out a long string of smoke rings, and then continued, "As long as you ask a little question, she will come back with you." Don't you know, in the factory, how many questions she asked me about this month? Q: What are the customs of the Chinese New Year here? Q: What should I call my aunt and uncle when we meet for the first time? Q: Do we use red envelopes or what do we use for New Year's greetings? Anyway, I asked a lot, I thought you were going to bring her back for the New Year. When I went to the factory to drive today, I saw her and found out that she stayed in the factory for the New Year. ”

"She didn't tell me!"

Zhang Xueyou, my second-generation cousin, gave me a brain meltdown, "Brother, I've always thought you are quite smart, I thought that way when we were studying together in elementary school, and I have felt this way for so many years." But now I want to see what's in your head? Isn't it stupid to read? Do you think Li Yin will take the initiative to tell you? She's a little humble in love in front of you, brother, think about it! ”

"Why don't you go back and pick her up?"

"You're driving! I've been driving 300 kilometers and I'm exhausted. "My cousin sat directly in the passenger seat.

It was already more than nine o'clock in the evening when I returned to Deng Ge's factory, and I called Li Yin and said that I had bought her a New Year's gift and sent it to the factory gate, and asked her to come down and sign for it.

Li Yin, who was wearing a work uniform, ran out, looked at the two brothers who were leaning on the body and smoking, laughed at once, ran over and hugged me, ahh

Brother Deng saw that the two of us were back again, maybe we continued to drive at night, drove the van full of luggage brought by the two of them home into the factory, took the key, and asked Li Yin to go to the workshop to change clothes, and the four of them went to his house, saying that they had not prepared a meal for the two of us, but it was the twenty-fourth of the lunar month, and the New Year's goods were almost ready, so let my wife cook two more dishes and go to his house to have a New Year's dinner.

"Tired? How long have you been driving today? When I returned to the rented room, Li Yin immediately boiled a pot of hot water for me to soak my feet and relieve my fatigue.

"Happy? Why don't you tell me if you want to go home with me for the New Year? ”

"I'm afraid you'll be embarrassed." Li Yin lowered his head and said, tears dripping down again, "Xiao Zhang knows my identity and knows what I used to do." ”

Seeing that I didn't speak, Li Yin continued: "Why don't I go home with you?" I'm so happy that you came back today to spend the New Year with me! Why don't I call Brother Deng now and say I'm going to work tomorrow? ”

"No, I came to pick you up, don't be afraid, Zhang Xueyou told me on the way that you actually wanted to go home with me, so we turned around and came back." Hurry up and put away your clothes, bring two thicker clothes, it's very cold over there, don't freeze and catch a cold by then. ”

"Qing'er, it's good that I met you earlier."

"Well, I'd like to meet you sooner too."

"Why don't I watch a movie with you?"

"Okay, but the computer was put in the box by you, and it's still in the car!"