Writing letters to Wang Yongfei and Zhao Changping is very simple, just write out their purpose in a few sentences. The headache is to write a letter to Dai Hongmei, and you must deeply understand that after the role of director Wu Da is substituted into the theory, the role is transformed into a false identity Wu Jianguo, because the identity and story are all made up, and I am very afraid that what is written later does not match the content of the previous article, just like writing a novel with no story background at all, the more difficult it is to go to the back, I don't know if I will write content that contradicts the previous text.

Dai Hongmei's letter again mentioned that there was a girl in their cell who cried every day, as long as she didn't make up a mat and someone to talk to her, she kept crying, and she was just 20 years old, and she was arrested for drug trafficking.

Jianguo, when I saw such a plot on TV, I always felt that the screenwriter was making it up, but it was true, this girl in our cell was twenty years old and had a history of drug abuse for more than two years. At first, her boyfriend was addicted to drugs behind her back and was arrested and sent to a gambling center for compulsory drug rehabilitation. This simple girl, oh, what do you say where there is an addiction that can't be stopped, in order to prove that drug abuse can be stopped, she actually followed her boyfriend to take drugs, is it very similar to what is played in many TV movies? In fact, after listening to her is something, I think back to some of the film and television works I watched, and they really match those plots, after becoming addicted to drugs, I spent all my savings, borrowed everyone I could, and then embarked on the road of selling and smoking. The point is that her boyfriend didn't get involved, and she used the money she earned desperately to risk the rest of her life for two addicts to squander their lives. After being arrested, she also asked the cadres to call her boyfriend but never received a single point of concern. Today she was sentenced, six years. Pathetic, right? I feel sad for her, God knows if the man outside her, the man who has been corrupted by drugs without the slightest humanity, will remember that there is another person who has pushed his life directly into the abyss in order to redeem him? Isn't it just that you are unladylike?

Jianguo, today my mood is low, forgive me for not being able to help but pour out my bitterness like you. I have seen the tragic experiences of too many women, and I am unwilling to do so, and I am also angry with their misfortunes. But in the end, this society is still dominated by men, this is a fact, in terms of crime, from my current understanding of the identity of a detention center detainee, in fact, most female crimes are mainly accomplices, or they are led by the men around them to this road of no return. I don't mean to excuse these women here, like myself, for there is no excuse for this.

Jianguo, I'm going to go to court soon, and there are no female foreign workers in the detention center, so it's very likely that I will go to a women's prison next month to serve my sentence. It's sad to say, when I was still in office, I organized vigilant education and visited the women's prison, so I immediately became a typical example of alerting others in the future. I don't know what the outcome of the trial will be, but I know that I will not appeal again, and I will accept any result, but I will definitely not have the opportunity to communicate with you in writing when I go to prison, which makes me very disappointed. I'm afraid that when the verdict comes, I will choose not to accept the verdict and sue again because I don't want to leave too early, but I know that this result will not change anything, so you have to persuade me when the time comes.

Jianguo, I can't see you, but in my mind I can imagine what you look like, no, I can't say that you look like, I can imagine your image. Generally speaking, gentle, elegant, mature, and pampered, right? You may not have a strong physique, but you have a positive soul, a book of poetry, a deep and affectionate vision, a sense of awe, and faith, right? So write to me more during this time, these are the forces that will give me spiritual support in my future prison life, and you won't refuse, right?

I read Dai Hongmei's letters one by one carefully, but the pen in my hand couldn't write a word.

"Isn't it difficult?" Boss Xu came over and saw that I had read the letter over and over again but did not write the letter, "What's wrong?" Don't want to fool anyone anymore? Feel like you've cheated on someone else? ”

"Yes, it was just fun at first, everyone felt bored and wrote casually, and they felt exciting and fresh, and they could make a pen pal to talk about love or something when they were in prison, and they could learn from her what the women's cell was like to satisfy their curiosity, so there was no psychological burden. Thinking that it has become like this now, making up stories, saying that some chicken soup for the soul that I don't feel at all has become the power of spiritual support for others, do you say it hurts people? What would she think if she knew that I was lying to her here like a novel from beginning to end? Reading her letter, I think she's still a good person, you said that she came in and went to jail, how could you still meet us scum? "My mind is messy, and my speech is messy.

Boss Xu lit a cigarette for me, smiled, looked at Wu Jianguo, who was talking nonsense with everyone in the wind room, shook his head and said: "Zhou Shaoqing, you are okay, you are at least still in awe of what this woman said, I have been in here for so long, and I have talked to you a lot more recently than before, and I guess I haven't said so much in the past two years." I just think I can talk to you, you see, these people in the prison cell, not to mention how heinous they are, but these are really no bottom line, do you believe it? Of course, except for Wang Yongfei's reckless man, he is an alternative, even if he is sentenced to ten years, he is not a bad person, on the contrary, he has a sense of justice than any of us. No one else, including myself, would put themselves in someone else's shoes, especially in an environment like a detention center. Most of the time, everyone thinks what would have happened if they had been able to avoid it in the first place? After coming in, I only thought about how I could give a lighter sentence this time? As for what happens to others, who will think about it? You said that Brother Chang scolded his brother-in-law, why did he do it here for so long, and now there are still people talking about it? Isn't it just because it's funny? But when Brother Chang was scolding, Tian Zeliang and Niu Feng were in their mood when they answered, do you say anyone cares? You said that Dai Hongmei wrote it, and you read those letters that you think deceived others' sincerity and emotions, and when they laugh when they see it, you think of what you think? No, in fact, man is the most poisonous animal, in the heart of man, and it is easy for man to base his happiness on the pain of others. And in extreme environments, it is normal to not see others better than yourself, for example, in this prison cell, how did the top and the bottom come from? Obviously, I'm not doing well, but isn't there a perverted pleasure when I see others having a worse life than me? Why does Chen Anping like to put on a privileged face so much? When he bullied Brother Chang and them, what did you say he got for himself? You can't imagine how dark a person can be, and never underestimate the evil in people's hearts, especially the kind of evil that you have become accustomed to. It's easier to say that the heart is better than the heart, but how many are there to actually do it? I've seen more than you, and you'll learn more when you go out. ”

"Brother Xu, are you about to become a philosopher?" I quipped.

"It's been a long time, it's just a dream." Boss Xu smiled bitterly and said, "You can't realize it, in fact, I envy Brother Chang's character, all he thinks about all day long is to be able to eat, smoke, smoke and work less, and fall asleep." After I die, no matter how the flood is monstrous, it is not something that ordinary people can do, I have to think about too many things, but I can only think about it, so I think about it a lot. ”

"Actually, you don't need to think so much, anyway, you won't have a chance to meet that woman, if you feel psychologically unbearable, write back and write more words of encouragement to her, didn't she say that your letter can give him spiritual strength? Regardless of the process, at least there is a better result for her, and on another level, giving her encouragement can be regarded as a good cause, right? Boss Xu looked at me who hesitated and didn't know how to write.

I still have to reply to the letter, I said to myself, I should reply to the letter in the period before she starts to reform, even if it is in a deceptive way, I must continue to illuminate the light in her heart.